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Riku114 said …
Btw, meditation, stretches, and breathing gym / exercises (the ones we did when I was training with an open class DCI group) are good for loosening up body tension 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ #LefterisVerified !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
저기요 당신 people that cheat on 아이콘 Contests and/or have multiple accounts, can yall like just use your other accounts to 팬 this club so I can reach a number which theyll let me add a background XD Thatd be cool fam

Jk jk. Id be 더 많이 annoyed that the 팬 count would be a poor representation of the people who are / were interested in this club 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I also dont even know when that number level is XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Honestly, the ability to make Multiple Accounts could be of good use. Putting cheating, trolling / spamming and deceiving others aside, certain aspects of this Website can benefit from such support !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Im messing up my schedule and cant write cos Im in too pissy of a mood

I already missed an animal volunteer 일 since I was busy yesterday

And Im already behind on exercising :v 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Fuuuck over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I need to get out of this pointlessly disgusted disappointed mood over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Some chance of pace would do 당신 good. Hope 당신 managed to relax !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
If 당신 are going to be a parent, please go through extensive planning before hand so 당신 can be responsible with it. Even if its an accident child, please plan while pregnant.

And please

Never

Use

Pregnancy

As

A

Trap

If someone wants to go, dont force them in with a child. 당신 are screwing over both your partner's life, and the kid that is being used.

If 당신 are a parent, take responsibility 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
"THERE IS A SATISFACTORY AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN IN MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW CAN 당신 BELIEVE" ~Gyldenyovth 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
See Riku made a mistake asking me to watch 사랑 Stage with her cuz now we get weird statements like "So Rape is ok so long as 당신 put them through hell?" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Personally, part of the reason the reason I am working mostly on my trauma and PTSD and recovering from it over all the other stuff I have is because Im like 90% sure pretty much every other issue of mine has strong roots in said trauma.

If I try to knock those out, theyll just come back sooner 또는 later if the thing they are rooted in isnt fixed first. Do such a thing is like trying to remove weeds 의해 clipping them in half. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Akashi - KNB
Byakuya - Bleach
대포 - Umineko no Koro Ni
Daiki Aomine - KNB
Eggsy - Kingsman
Ferid Bathory - Owari no Seraph
Guren Ichinose - Owari no Seraph
Hibari Kyoya - KHR
Izumi Sena - 사랑 Stage
James - Pokemon
Kano Shuuya - Kagerou Days
Lussuria - KHR
Misogi Kumagawa - Medaka Box / Muramasa - Bleach
Nagito Komaeda - Danganronpa
Ogami - Danganronpa
Peko Pekoyama - Danganronpa
Quill Peter - Marvel
Raikou - Nabari No Ou 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Saix - Kingdom Hearts Tsurara - Nurarihyon Ukyo - Amnesia Viral - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagaan Wallace - Pokemon Xanxus - KHR Yuri - DDLC Zack Foster - 천사 of Death over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I'm going through my 유튜브 "Watch Later" which is pretty much a list of 비디오 I saved cos I likeed them and felt Id like to see them again in the future, so if I post a lot of 비디오 on this club, thats why 게시됨 over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
Ya I do that a bit too much with other sites tbh. over a year ago
cool
GDragon612 said …
eyo guys I am back nowe tehehehe
so whats up in da house =D 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
저기요 sup XD Nothing much over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Welcome back, Kitkat. Nothing much for me either. Just trying to enjoy some of Summer's freedom. How about you? over a year ago
GDragon612 commented…
omo thank ya riku and leftie I am doing F***ing great hehe,kat is relaxed now and getting brown skin like a 초콜릿 *eats myself* =p over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Okay so rant time. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Part of the reason DCI is amazing - at least with the world class corps - are that they BLAST your face off while sounding great. Its one of the things that come with the name of Drum Corps and its loved. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
LAST year, a huge trend was a shit ton of amplification with microphones everywhere and shit and personally, it was quite annoying since it didnt sound nearly the same 또는 as good. Yeah, amplification for the soloist and shit is good and normal, but they went around pretty much amplifying the entire band and it was bleh. It actually became a 출처 of 토론 among people who like DCI over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Havent looked at any of the non-west coast shows yet tho. Saving that for Finals over a year ago
wantadog said …
There is no pair of games 더 많이 addicting than Sonic Forces and Huniepop 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I am stubborn as hell, both for and against my own good XD 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
It's super annoyi-I mean charming XD over a year ago
wantadog commented…
jk over a year ago
wantadog commented…
mooooostly XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
d e p e r s o n a 엘 i z a t i o n

i s

w e i r d

a s

f u c k 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Actually I only had it for like.... two 분 but being slowly pushed out of your body and not being able to connect your face with your identity in the mirror for like.... that small period is weird as fuccccck over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I leave 당신 alone for three hours...Riku Riku Riku. Imma have to keep a closer eye on 당신 XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Shut up :vvv over a year ago
Riku114 said …
UPDATE. I still kinda fear and anxiety around women that look feminine and social. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
I have a really nice 침대 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
당신 are in Florida over a year ago
wantadog commented…
So is my bed. Thus...I have a really nice 침대 that I get to lay on over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Why? What 당신 think I meant? over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I want to lay down on a reaaalllly nice 침대 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ #Relatable !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku now officially thinks I know nothing about how rape works 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Naaah XD I was just playing with your game over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Rape isn't a game, Riku. Seriously show some restraint.... over a year ago
wantadog commented…
They certainly wont XDDDD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
:v over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Seriously though. Its been a while since I spent 50% of the time Im awake being mildly depressed 또는 down / low mood for no reason and if 당신 remove the time Im distracted, its probably a good 80% of the time.

Sometimes it goes from mildly to kinda badly at night if Im not on my A game at countering it but... eh.

Also my scale of "mild to severe" depression might be skewed cos Im referencing it off past experiences and mannnn was a bad before.

It just really sucks 나귀, 엉덩이 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I'll be fine because its something I've had for a long while and compared to other things Ive lived through, this is literally like going back to the first dungeon in a RPG game after 당신 completed the game over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its not really concerning, but it just sucks ass. I should try to find some time to talk to some other people from my school and maybe hang out but thats a huuuuge step for me. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Yeee. I dunno if it is REALLY a good thing, but at the very least in the like... week 또는 so that Ive been on summer break, Ive probably a massed 더 많이 hours of genuine good mood / happiness than I did all of last years summer :v yeesh last 년 summer was bad :v But Ill take that as a positive note XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
Oh my goooood. That was such a friggin long 일 at work.... 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
THIS 아이콘 HELPS MY MOOD SOME HOW 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Seriously 사랑 Stage has been great for keeping my mood up at night. Might watch it myself again after I finish it and might just keep rewatching it at night until summer is over. Either that 또는 swithc over to Romeo X juliet over a year ago
Riku114 said …
사랑 Stage is both WAY 더 많이 gay than I remember and wayyyy cuter than I remember 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly my dad going back to actually laying a hand on my mom is really all it takes. Im like... pretty sure I might just call social services on my dad so I can perhaps go to UC Davis feeling like Im not leaving my mom alone to be beat 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Because apparently hes perfectly fine hitting my mom when my back is turned and not watching him with the constant unspoken threat that Ill kick his 나귀, 엉덩이 when he tries to over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
And I have been disowned 의해 him for saying he deserves the deepest layer of hell, which honestly to that I say "Good riddance" over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^ over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Had to beat my dad for hitting my mom. Would have put him in a chokehold until he fainted if my mom let me. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Lefteris knows how much I want cannibalism in Danganronpa so if I don't get any from V3, I'm blaming him 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Gotta let it go, my Man XD !!!! over a year ago
JetBlack_ said …
Let’s watch Riku sleeping

https://imgur.com/a/DY4lSo8 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
That kinda Creepy though... over a year ago
JetBlack_ commented…
Be quiet xD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I 사랑 watching Riku sleep over a year ago
wantadog said …
I'm so fucking angry....

The one time Riku actually wants to stay up and hang out and I fell asleep in my chair.

ugh....I'm just so pissed off right now.

and she's asleep so all I can do is vent in 랜덤 places. UGH 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
fuck my life over a year ago
wantadog commented…
fuck my job for making me tired over a year ago
JetBlack_ commented…
Drink soda 또는 coffee xD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I'm honestly not used to the feeling of people liking me and wanting me just for being myself and doing nothing. Its not something my mind can 덮개, 랩 itself around properly. 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Gotta get used to it because we wouldn't have it any differently XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Seriously tho, pretending your intrusive thoughts are some really annoying blabby outspoken person make it a lot easier XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Suggestions: 12-year old X-Box kid, annoying backseat driver, super uptight religious lady, Know it all Greg, Casper the Wanna-Be Horror Ghost over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Personally, I dont really like seeing little kids too often since it usually puts into perspective the shit I was going through.

I 사랑 kids and all, but I always have that "Oh shit." moment when I realize how young I really was. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Hot diggity, I had to get new headphones cos my old ones were pretty shitty and I had to like... mess with it to hear 음악 right

And shit the ones I got my boyfriend a while back for a gift were AMAZING.

I got him better headphones than I currently had :v I mean I only buy heaphones once a 년 and usually go for whats cheap / on sale rather than anything else

But dang. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I'm honestly quite concerned my mom wont maintain the attention and training Ive done with Lucy and Avery over the 년 Ill be gone at UC Davis without an ability to have a pet :/ 게시됨 over a year ago
JetBlack_ commented…
Don't 당신 know anyone who can temporarily adopt your birds who is expert with training? over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Nah I wouldnt trust that honestly. And no not particularly cos Im the bird person in the like... entire school XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Best person I know is my older sister who is in Utah but getting them there is.... eh. over a year ago
wantadog said …
Man I know I have to write her bio but T-T

Poor Koko....I feel bad for her having such a fucked up premise 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
:v I dont thinks shes half as bad as like 30% if not 더 많이 of mine XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I kinda wanna play the School Days Visual Novel XD 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Same. I might not be a big 팬 of the Series in general but it is certainly intriguing !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
Fanfic: Anal bead 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
*Colorful anal bead over a year ago
wantadog commented…
*Colorful singular anal bead over a year ago
wantadog said …
Welp. Riku accidentally added $50 onto her Steam when she meant to wait for my response.

So I guess I don't have to be indecisive on the big commitment Danganronpa games with Riku is XD

Cuz I am now $48.58 cheaper. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
당신 are welcome for me accidentally clicking "Purchase" while I was setting it up as a possibility. Now we both have Danganronpa V3 and didnt have any indecisiveness XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Welp. I literally accidentally added $50 onto my Steam when I meant to just consider, check my account, then buy it

So I guess I dont have to be indecisive about buying Danganronpa V3

Cos if I have $54 on my Steam, I might as well. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Hopefully my PC can handle it over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
If not itll be put off till I proabbly get a new computer part way through 또는 before college XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
ACCIDENTS CAN BE SO WONDERFUL AT TIMES !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Apparently spending 3 hours cleaning bird shit makes 당신 smell really bad 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
또는 it makes the birds smell nice over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: Im having stomach issues

Psychiatrist: Its probably the medicine - eat yogurt daily

Me: Kay *does it for a week and then stops*

*four months later*

Me: Yeah I kinda got used to stomach issues. They dont really stop so *shrug*

Mom: Its probably the medicine

Me: Yeah I was told to eat yogurt

Boyfriend: Then eat yogurt

Me: Ugh but thats so much work. Fineeeee

*literally hasnt had stomach issues since I started eating yogurt again* 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Yes, I am the type that would be too lazy to ask for and eat yogurt daily even if it means Ill be having daily stomach and digestional issues everyday over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Im honestly the type that takes a huge push to ask for what I need tho. Like I should probably ask for some kind of orthopedics cos my feet are getting flat af and it has been hurting 더 많이 and 더 많이 XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Yogurt can be really nice XD It has certainly done wonders for me !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
It helps 의해 lining the stomach XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Part of the reason and manner I managed to repair my mental health and stay mostly in a good mood is cause I got really good at deciphering which thoughts were necessary and which werent and avoided letting the unnecessary negative ones linger

But honestly when they last a whole day, morning to night, it gets kinda hard to keep the energy to constantly decipher which it is and sort it and mentally focus on not letting it get to you.

Yesterday was rough 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I could use some genuine affection though.

I will let that statement stay on the 벽 since its true. 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Never hesitate to seek it out. There are those who are genuinely willing to give it to 당신 !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I honeslty do not handle the social isolation (or rather demand for me to actually go and put effort into talking to people), lack of a set schedule and goal, weather, and amount of time at 집 I get in summer

It just really makes summer really bad for my mental health and shit. Especially with college being added among all that for my brain to try to make me anxious 또는 depressive over.

It was starting yesterday and it put SO much effort to it today 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Man I just 사랑 the game Sonic Forces so much. It gives me such a feeling of bliss. I even loved it so much, I wanted to invite Riku to watch.

She said no. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Look at her. I'm deeply saddened and she smiles. over a year ago
wantadog commented…
A cruel mistress she is over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also I dunno if I sound like it, but I dont hate YandereDev 또는 anything. Its just a bit of a shattered image I had before. I still do appreciate his work towards things and his ability to chase his dream and all, plus I understand where he is coming from. I just disagree with his personality and his actions.

Personally, Im still going to follow its development, but yeah. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Ugh. Its literally been two days into being out of school - a literal weekend worth

And my brain is already excited to start Summer Mental Hell-th 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Dissociation feels like that really disorientating feel when 당신 were REALLY deeply asleep 또는 engrossed into your dream and wake up completely confused as to where 당신 are, who everyone is, and whats going on for a good few seconds

Cept it isnt a few 초 and 당신 werent asleep 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
And Im saying this not cos of dissociation but cos I was napping in the car and kept going back to sleep when I woke up and I was and still am extremely disorientated to the point my balance is kinda off, my words are slurred and sentences make noooo sense. XD Super extremely disorientated and the length of this post-sleep disorientation is almost getting concerning over a year ago
Riku114 said …
"Why didnt 당신 just leave? Why didnt 당신 tell someone?"

I was kinda watching a Doki Doki Natsuki 팬 game episode randomly and those 질문 came up and honestly, when it comes to child abuse - 또는 abuse overall, there is a lot that goes into it. Especially if it has been long term. At that point, 당신 dont say anything and dont leave because its the normal and everyone 당신 live around seems to feed into that 'normal'. Sometimes they let 당신 know doing so would make things worse. etc. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Personally, even now I bite my tongue on it because personally, telling anyone who can actually do anything about it and maybe getting a bit of help to fix my family situation, is really not worth the side effects and probable disowning of everyone in my family except my oldest sister. Id rather keep those bridge open than loose financial support from my parents while Im at college for years and possibly loose my middle sister as family over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
There is A LOT that goes into it, and personally, my experience with people who do hear about the situation, they really have a hard time grasping how hard / bad of an idea actually telling people who can fix it 또는 leaving is, can be, 또는 can seem to the person being abused over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
"If someone were REALLY that bad, at that point 당신 would just leave?!" Honestly... no, not if that was the every day. There are a lot of people that are that bad 또는 worse than how Natsuki's dad was portrayed and they are never actually told about. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Im trumpet sexual 게시됨 over a year ago
JetBlack_ commented…
link over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, I dont even know what my brain was 또는 where I was in the past years.

Like... Seriously, especially in 9th grade, I was literally like... crazy. I really should have had a therapist then. But to be fair, 9th and 11th grade werent that far apart in how badly I should have had a therapist. XD Just I had one in 11th grade. Who knows how bad 11th grade could have been without one 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
My face is so badly burnt 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Gotta be careful in such a Climate. Do not stand in the Sun for long. Especially if there's isn't any sort of protection to be applied !!!! over a year ago
JetBlack_ commented…
Aw feel better 💐 over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
^ over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD The graduation cooked our faces over a year ago
wantadog said …
God what the fuck is wrong with me....I don't want to worry anyone, but I had a completely 100% legit urge to mail my income tax money 다음 년 to Riku so she can buy a computer....

My grasp on how important it is to not waste money combined with my desire to give things to people is really scary sometimes. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^ over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I am officially graduated and officially on summer vacation!

BUT EVEN BETTER

STEAM SUMMER SALE WOO

PEOPLE GET AMNESIA WHILE ITS $3

가입하기 MY CULT 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
ONCE AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS, RIKU !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly though, I dont really like eating with my whole family 또는 doing family events without my boyfriend simply because I just feel out of place, awkward, and like a sore thumb. It usually just feels like Im intruding 또는 just dont simply mesh with the people there and the conversations they talk about so I honestly kinda avoid eating with them.

Thus why I kinda DONT want a graduation dinner. Its just... eh. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
If I could have one with just one of my sisters, then one with the other, cool. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But just everyone together its just... eh. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Tomorrow I graduate for real. Wooooo.

Finally done with high school XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Honestly tho kinda feels weird to be joining the 팬팝 College Kids Club cos Ive always been the like... little maknae of the people XD over a year ago
JetBlack_ commented…
link over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Also, I welcome 당신 to the Club XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
So i have my sims on Free Will and try not to intervene much out of guiding them to fufill wishes and I ended up on a 날짜 with one of my RP characters since he asked me out

>character is known for being mentally unstable and psychotic / psychopathic
>arrives to a completely empty lot
>empty lot is 의해 십자가, 크로스 roads
>tries to watch a movie but instead goes to tour the theatre
>dumpster dives with date
>gets nauseous and vomits
>chases deer
>apparently the 날짜 ended at some point 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Meanwhile Wanta's 날짜 with an RP character consisted of her complaining, them lookign at a painting, then splitting up over a year ago
wantadog commented…
XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku: "Dammit Wanta! I was expecting 당신 to say something serious!"

Wanta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WCFbdOOmOY 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Once you've gotten to the point of hating yourself and wanting to die and trying stuff recommended for BFRB, 앵무새 feather pulling, self mutilation, and drug addiction to stop plucking, 당신 gain a large resistance to the disheartening feels of a relapse since its hard to hold yourself accountable 또는 to have your hopes dropped when 당신 kinda never had them high in the first place 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
It really wont go away until things are fully handled, and thats in the best situation. I am just kind of still trying a bit out of formality and stubbornness over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But really, try to not do something most people dont do for like.... 9-10 years straight with little success despite massive effort, research, attempts, trials, methods, etc. At a certain point, it just becomes the usual annoying friend 당신 got paired up with over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Literally looked into a long scientific lab 신고 on 앵무새 feather plucking and trichotillomania in hopes itd bring up some interesting information. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly my parents are so disgustingly judgmental and in denial over it.

Like pretty much assuming my sister is aspirationless, goalless, and doesnt want to do anything / CANT do anything because she cant / wont answer their 질문 right away.

I tried explaining my older sister's reasoning, backing, and shit cos they were trash talking her in front of me and my oldest sister is the one Ill defend to the death

And just right over their head and ignored 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Talking to them about anything that doesnt fit their initial view of hwo things are is like arguing with a three 년 old plugging their ears going "LALALALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU" cos they dont listen at all over a year ago
wantadog said …
Rikus 가장 좋아하는 character from G-Senjou no Maou would likely be Tokita Yuki 또는 just Maou. Blind's would prolly be Shiratori Mizuha. Lefteris I would say....eh....Haru 또는 Ei-chan.

Clearly for me Haru is the best. My 가장 좋아하는 의해 a wide margin.

God I loved that game. I might play another 50 hours of it just cuz I 사랑 the characters so much...or I might hold out for Riku to get the game and I might watch her read it XD 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Additional thought: Miwa Tsubaki's excessively positive attitude might also make her a 가장 좋아하는 of Lefteris' over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ It seems that my affection for the Cheerful Types has been made apparent huh? XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Putting that aside, they look pretty interesting. I'm especially intrigued 의해 Haru from I have seen so far. I can say the same though for the Girls 당신 mentioned for the others XD I'll have to play the Game and see !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also, 당신 dont realize how much tension plucking removes until 당신 start doing it 또는 a substitute for it (shaving) and feel the odd, subtle, but strong euphoria and whole body relaxation

Its honestly like a drug. Kind of why I have yet to be able to ever stop completely over the past nine 또는 so years.

Quite literally I've looked up ways to stop Trich and other BFRBs, self harm and cutting, and drug addiction and little of it has actually helped 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Oh and no worries XD Im not annoyed 또는 frustrated 또는 anything like that. I just was making a joke below and felt like rambling a bit less jokingly about it. Personally my approach to it is to keep a subtle attempt but until I get my main stressors fixed, I doubt Ill actually be able to lessen the plucking to the degree I want. Its too deeply entangled in PTSD, GAD, OCD, dissociation, and all to be able ot be removed first. If anything, its probably the last thing Ill be able to handle. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Just because any one of the others can easily bring it back in five 초 또는 less over a year ago
Riku114 said …
No but the post below XD

I was going to take a shit before 침대 and I was like "Geesh my legs are hairy. 당신 know I could let off some tension 의해 shaking small really hairy patches on my leg instead of pluckign which is 99.99% healthier"

Then look shaved a little too much

So then I just said fuck it and shaved a chunk to make it even

Then said fuck it and shaved the whole left 송아지, 종 아리 to make it look right

Then realized I had to do the same to my right 송아지, 종 아리 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Quite honestly tho, this is the only reason my legs get shaved 75% of the time. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Help. I accidentally shaved my left leg 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
I think Riku fits into a new category I'm dubbing "Utsudere" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
whats that XD over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Utsu means strike 또는 hit XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
O-oh... god...

I was bored and now Im finding major shit on YandereDev's character and personality..

...

I mean I still like his goals and his personality he can show on the channel but...

uh.... why do all the youtubers I have turn out to have majorly assholish genuine characters..?

I wonder how Markiplier is doing. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Thats sad. I used to like him but hes a bit.... of a... er... over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Ugh. XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Still gonna follow the progress but Imma just kinda ignore his whining over a year ago
wantadog said …
Shh. Riku doesnt know I gave up on forcing myself to eat during my lunch breaks. If she finds out, she’ll hassle me 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
*Tells Riku* !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
:v over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I am REALLY good with anxious 동물 apparently.

Theres this dog I was helping watch for a few hours for reason I cant elaborate for and apparently hes super scared of and barks / tries to bite 98% of strangers excluding my older sister and apparently me.

In fact, he kissed my face within like... 15 초 of knowing me cos I gave him like.... 5 초 to sniff my hand, 5 초 of head scratch, then like went right up to his face XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Im really good with most 동물 tbh. Cos I have never encountered a situation where someones like "Oh he usually doesnt like strangers" and NOT had the animal 사랑 me 또는 at least like me immediately over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
동물 have their way of sensing Kindness and Love. It is only natural !!!! over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I referred to it as “they could sense she was genuine” over a year ago
wantadog said …
Was randomly humming when I realized I just somehow seamlessly transitioned from Bleach to Taylor 빠른, 스위프트 and then into Pokemon bike 음악 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I am taking applications for people to be my dad for Fathers Day. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
jk jk dark humor XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Honestly Fathers 일 is pretty meaningless to me. Never really meant anythign since my dad is much 더 많이 likely to throw a tantrum, get upset, and start doing annoying shit if we were to mention it than anything else. Since he has this thing about celebrating holidays that pisses him off. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ Uhhh... Sure... *Brings the whip* When do 당신 want to get started, Wantaboy? over a year ago
Riku114 said …
당신 see, I know Im an extrovert - a highly selective one at that - because my definition of "me time" isnt 읽기 a book, watching TV, 또는 doing something on my own

It usually refers to time being 의해 the computer 또는 doing casual calm stuff like walks 또는 watching TV with people I find relaxing, simple, and can be comfortable around and just lounge doing nothing

RARELY do I ever think of actually spending "me time" alone 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
If only there was a way 당신 could combine watching TV AND being 의해 the computer.... over a year ago
Riku114 said …
구글 : How to get social things done at the same time as sleeping? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Oh shit thats high level dissociation over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I dont think I could let myself do that :v over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: Im so tired

Me: I should probably sleep

"Then 당신 should. 당신 sound tired"

Me: Nah. I havent been awake long enough. ... I mean had free time enough

"Is there anything 당신 are craving to do rn then?"

Me: Sleep.

Me: ... but I wont 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
#Relatable !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
*curls up in a ball of tired*

tomorrow is possibly / probably 더 많이 tiring and annoying 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
#Same !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also, after the band banquet, I am glad to leave behind a legacy in the band and school. I raised so many children and so many of them are major band leaders, people taking part in activities, and major people in the school.

It makes me glad. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Honestly, no one wants me to leave :v over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I know the feeling. 당신 going to Davis sucks 나귀, 엉덩이 cuz 당신 won't be online NEARLY as much. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
It is only understandable after this long. A person like 당신 would certainly be missed !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly I just kind of want to talk about something. A lot of my band knows me as the Rookie Collector / Dad / Satan and all that stuff, and its very fitting and everything. I put A LOT of work into gaining those titles

But really, there was one person - Jacob Gordon - who literally probably put my character on the path to the nice place it is now 더 많이 than most others. He was the person that took ME in as a rookie and honestly was the person that made me want to stay in band 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I used to be really angsty, really depressed, and really didn't want to involve myself with people and for the most part, felt like a bit worthless and excluded in the band and all. I pretty much kinda expected that to continue and really just kinda went passively through my trumpet playing and my socializing and he kinda just busted himself in my life because he noticed me and my friend at the time playing Pokemon, that to the point that, despite my poor playing ability, he said hed want me and my friend to be his left and right hand when he becomes section leader. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Honestly, it took a while for it to fully set in, but it really changed my whole view of band and probably people as a whole. I actually felt welcome and like there was someone there who I could kinda look to for how to act in the band and everything. I was really excited to be his right hand even tho I didnt feel it was anywhere in view, but he ended up suddenly saying he wouldnt be attending the school 다음 year. Never told me why. Just said he was switching to the neighbor school over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Well said. He certainly sounds like a great person !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku is a very oddly fellow. 게시됨 over a year ago
JetBlack_ commented…
Riku is a very oddly tired fellow. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^ over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^^ !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Like if 당신 too have an irrational fear of spiders 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
YEP !!!! over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
I don't over a year ago
wantadog commented…
My fear is entirely rational over a year ago
Riku114 said …
일 834: Riku still doesnt understand the concept of being just straight 또는 just gay. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
34? over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Rule 34? over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I see your game over a year ago
wantadog said …
I just beat Riku at math 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Come and get me UC Davis over a year ago
wantadog commented…
What is your life indeed. I know it can hurt to always be 초 best, but 당신 have to understand that some of us just have a natural talent for the precise sciences. over a year ago
wantadog commented…
If 당신 work hard at it, 당신 could even be 3/8 the math wiz I am. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I've been asked this before, but my memory loss / memory failures pretty much stretch back... two 또는 three tops. Its after that point that my memory gets really foggy if really existent at all.

I have a really strong procedural and declarative memory which makes it so I can excel in school, but episodic / autobiographical memory is literal shit.

The furthest back I can clearly remember can be as short as like... a few days to a week. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
The furthest back I can decently remember is probably a couple weeks. And the furthest back I can honestly expect myself to reliably remember is a couple months 또는 so if 당신 arent asking for specifics over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like IRL 프렌즈 like teasing me over back tracking 랜덤 yet notable details of the days and seeing me buffer XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Most of my memories kinda become a blur really quickly tho. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
"You gotta have that amnesiac goldfish memory looked at" ~Wanta @ Riku 2018

:v :v :v 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Seriously, 당신 dont realize how bad my memory is until 당신 talk to me a lot for like... a 년 straight over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Cos then 당신 get me being like "nope. No memory of that" to something huge XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
It is certainly quite the agreeable Quote XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I dunno, some how at some point, I came to really like Yuri's psychoness at least as an aesthetic and ended up solidifying her as a favorite?

I think this is the power of me actually giving titles to characters.

Once I give them a special title, its like adding a multiplier to how much I 사랑 them for no other reason than the fact I decided to make it official and rank them special XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its quite interesting though. Psychoness tend to make me like them 더 많이 사무용 겉옷, 전반적인 또는 as a relatable character, but oddly it adds to her waifuness. Which I know isnt odd overall, but for me I tend to not find much in insane girls as waifus. For the most part I like the firm and self confident 또는 the really cute and soft ones over a year ago
wantadog said …
This is why I don't write side stories. Like...friggin living up to the bar Riku set is so stressful... 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
If I could get personal 우주 that would be niceee.. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
또는 silence / noise quiet enough I can block it out wtih 음악 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I am definitely going to buy 당신 some noise cancelling earmuffs 또는 something. over a year ago
wantadog said …
*makes an image 편집 of a character Riku used to be obsessed with*

Riku: "who dat?"

Me: *walks to corner of depression* 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
저기요 I WAS PRETTY SURE BUT MAKING SURE over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
PLUS IM TIRED AS SHIT WITH A HEADACHE SO STFU XD over a year ago
wantadog commented…
당신 all saw over a year ago
Riku114 said …
If Yuri is Libitina, shell probably be 더 많이 of a 가장 좋아하는 of mine XD 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
I can see why XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I have a bad headache and am sore... 게시됨 over a year ago
JetBlack_ commented…
link over a year ago
Riku114 said …
A Q U A

G O T

N O R T E D 게시됨 over a year ago
JetBlack_ said …
I’m just going to hide here 😅because my last post on 랜덤 supposed to be funny but now I’m just scared xD 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
link over a year ago
Riku114 said …
So me and Wanta started playing Sims, him watching me and we are working on making the RP characters on there.

So far the two interactions between the three we made (two being as pets XD) is very accurate to how theyd probably be in the RP 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Sims could provide a good ground for the RP indeed XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
I could make a reality show off the drama I had to deal with today 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Its so interesting change of events that Aqua is now dark and shit dude. She got Norted 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Seriously.... That was a hugeee bomb drop and the creators are like "lol 당신 guys reacted just as much to this as 겨울왕국 for real???" over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Cos Aqua is so.... so much of the face of #TeamLight over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
No one really thought shed go dark over a year ago
Riku114 said …
"Imbeciles... 당신 would knowingly shackle your 심장 to a chain of memories born of lies? 당신 would be one who has a heart, yet cast aside your heart's freedom?! 당신 turn from the truth because your 심장 is weak.... 당신 will never defeat me!"

Literally have been listening to those 34 초 on repeat as my "music" for the past three days. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, there was a point when Organization XIII from Kingdom Hearts felt like a really large extended metaphor for the extreme emptiness and apathy I had so there was actually a point when I mentally had the entire concept of Organization XIII on my relatable list XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
That being said, I was told 의해 they who shall not be named that 당신 couldnt identify with an entire game XD Which I wasnt cos I never really got to that point, but it was really close to me back then and did help make sense of my mind at the time over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I have a much higher preference and care for characters seen in KH 358/2 days tbh. Mostly because it was my first game that made me fall in 사랑 with Kingdom Hearts. So where as the Organization XIII might be something that popped in after KH2 and a bit in it, but to me SORA popped into the story after over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Organization XIII are the OGs for me and the characters I personally care the most about. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Dude so hyped for the 다음 아이콘 round. Just made probably the most complex 아이콘 that took the most time for me to make in a long while if over all. 11 layers on pixlr to make it and I personally think I captured what I meant to display pretty well. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Also Wanta will always be better at text than me over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Isn't today just lovely tho? over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Also, you're welcome XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly though. My older-middle sister seems to have gone from spoiled to "princess" "Im entitled to ____".

Like Im not kidding, she claimed to have a right to have a reserved restaurant graduation celebration in Beverly Hills with all her 프렌즈 being paid for my my parents with none of the money coming from her own pocket 또는 her 프렌즈 pocket

Plus she was SUPER upset me and my oldest sister were pointing out how expensive that is 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Then proceeded to trash talk me and twist my words and lie to make me evil in the eyes of my mom who wasnt here and when I couldnt argue cause she can cry faster and louder over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Shes all like "Dad says its fine" but like... my dad will say anything is fine when it comes to money since he refuses to let us know anything on our financial situation and would never admit hes failing 또는 is limited at the only thing hes worth for in this family over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Honestly I just needed to get that out of my system when I wasn't in a bad mental state over a year ago
Riku114 said …
천사 of Death the 아니메 starts July 6, 2018 apparently so #Hype for that too 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
But Riku doesnt watch 아니메 anymore over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I also should really cut back in how much I jokingly say "Imma stab someone" 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
#Yangire !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Well apparently I tested on my Math Placement test with 7 points higher than the minimum for the hardest class I could take and 3 higher than the minimum Trig sub score XD

I mean Imma go for the 초 hardest since Math 21M says "Should only be considered if 당신 got a 5 on the AP Calculus BC exam" and I got a 3 on that one XD So Imma be 안전한, 안전 and not kill myself the first 년 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
That's certainly good to know XD !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
Messenger on 팬팝 is the only website that lags for me. #MySacrifice 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I meant 페이스북 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
But now that I think of it, Fanpop's messenger thing is also super shitty and always lags my stuff out when I'm on it over a year ago
wantadog commented…
So it still works over a year ago
wantadog commented…
But mostly its Facebooks messenger that fucks up my computer. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I am honestly so damn sick of everyone being home. When I go off to UC Davis, I am going to like... intentionally avoid coming 집 as much as I can and when I have to, avoid coming 집 when others are. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I honestly fucking hate it. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^^^ over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
In the end, 집 is where 당신 feel loved, appreciated and safe. Follow your desire for these aspects. Do no let anyone drag 당신 down !!!! over a year ago