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Riku114 said …
Honestly... I really need to work on figuring out how to pull the breaks on my life cause honestly... my personal physical and mental health are so low on my priority list no matter how much I want to claim otherwise.

I wouldnt be working myself to constantly sleeping on buses, migraines, and complete exhaustion each morning and night for two 또는 three weeks straight if I took care of myself properly.

Cos yeah my work ethic is up there, Im on 상단, 맨 위로 of things, but man does it have a toll 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Cause seriously, I normally cant sleep around people 또는 in the 일 time but Ive been passing out in buses and cars. And yeah, I have an uncanny ability to fall asleep in moving vehicles but around bandos in the morning? Its really something. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
And Ive been on band trips three times (six times if 당신 count hte round trip as two) and like... all but maybe one I was at least half asleep over a year ago
rainy
Riku114 said …
Ugh... Ive had a horrible migraine for the whole last quarter of the football game (it was a lighter one that I thought might just be a mild headache since the start of the game), the whole ride back, and now which probably makes about an 시간 and half of horrible migraine... 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Man every 일 is band during marching season I swear XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Should I add "Satan" to my list of nicnkames? 또는 unofficially do so? 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Honestly, I believe 당신 should add it. I already got accustomed to it XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
#Satan over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I really do feel Im an ENTJ tho tbh. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
It feels the closest to mee over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
*me over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, with my band rambles, I can kind of see why people like me.

I have the egocentric-ism, intelligence, problem solving skills, and extroverted capabilities that make it so that I look like a confident, knowledgeable person who I guess can be admired and all

Yet I still have the flaws and realism of my depression, anxiety, and sadism

But even with that, its mostly controlled and ultimately all of that is set asside to be caring and protective a lot with my character. So... idk 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Im just kinda bored and trying to self analyze in the view of others over a year ago
wantadog commented…
That's another reason. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^Tru over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Apparently one of my rookies had a dream where she was being bullied then I, out of the shadows and darkness, manifest and pour my wrath upon them causing them to fall dead to the ground.

Honestly, its not too far off from the truth. Shes probably one of the most, if not the most, precious rookie I have and Im insanely protective over them all so...

Did I mention she and the other rookies like to call me Satan? Its a long story Im willing to explain 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Cos like when I was in ninth grade, I was almost constantly an angsty, depressed shit among other things and I REALLY didnt like being annoyed 또는 bothered with at certain times so I developed this thing one of my trumpets called the "Soul Eating Glare". So from then on I became known for the bando that eats souls which I think, when combined with other traits of mine, got me jokingly calling myself Satan. And apparently I introduced myself to my first batch of rookies as "Satan" saying "Nice to meet you, Im Riku but 당신 can call me Satan". So from then on, three of them just had me in their phone as Satan without me knowing until it came back around this 년 and literally 80% of them changed my contacts to some form of Satan and my newest batch of rookies all call me either Dad 또는 Satan over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Some of them even call me "Daddy Satan" over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
#SatanAgain !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
So my boyfriend has gotten to the point he can tell if I plucked pretty accurately even if the amount I plucked was minuscule in amount

Meaning
1) I have 더 많이 peer pressure to not pluck as I cant get away with it and he isnt harsh on me about it / rides my 나귀, 엉덩이 about it / makes me uncomfortable - yay
2) I cant let myself pluck at times since I cant get away with it. Boo.
3) :feelsbadman: when I get caught 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
That being said, thats 사무용 겉옷, 전반적인 a good thing. Its just Trich makes it so eehhhh. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Since my current 아이콘 is no longer Kingsman for the sake of Halloween, I will revert my 프로필 back to its neutral background. I may 또는 may not go back to it when the season has passed 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Why cant I be a zoologist vet medical communications author economics business woman side youtuber?

My life is way too short to satiate my curiosity and craving for knowledge on topics that interest me. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Oh and dont forget 음악 composer. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
LIKE IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM WASTING PERFECTLY GOOD OPPORTUNITIES TO CHOOSE ONE OVER THE OTHER AND IM LIKE SHOOT MYSELF over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Oh and therapist was in the original list of things so *a zoologist vet medical communications author economics business woman therapist 음악 composer side youtuber over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Come 가입하기 the 아이콘 Contest~!

link 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
How many times have I said "BRB" on a conversation and never returned to it cos I forgot?

I mean for some people in the past Ive done it intentionally cos I didnt feel like talking at the time

But like...

Is that the online equivalent to a dad saying hes going out to buy 우유 / some cigarettes and never coming back?

Is that what that is? 게시됨 over a year ago
Zeppie commented…
If that's what it is then I'm a shitty father :v over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
Yeah and then 당신 find out that 당신 father has created a whole family with some Spanish 암캐, 암 캐 and he doesn't even remember 당신 anymore. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^RIP over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
@Zeppie Same tho :v over a year ago
wantadog said …
I also hope Riku mentions some nouns over the 다음 few days because I'm running out of stuff to recreate in Minecraft. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
What if Riku woke up tomorrow and found that there was just a bunch of mindless ramblings of ME on her wall. Like...what if I'm just typing crap with my eyes closed and hoping it forms a coherent sentence that could be funny? 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
I think the reathon I didn't wathch Kingsthman The Thecret Thervice is because the 제목 thounded like thome kind of thocumenthary. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
We need 더 많이 "Wacky races" style movies. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Brain matter makes your brain matter. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
HAPPY 사랑 YOUR HAIR DAY! (A Riku holiday if ever there was one) 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^True over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: Ugh I need a break Im so exhausted. I wish I didnt have band practice today so I could relax and save my energy...

Band: Practice today is canceled due to the fire. Percussion will still attend and stay inside.

Me: YAY! I GET A BREAK!

YAY LETS WORK ON SCHOLARSHIPS AND COLLEGE APPLICATIONS!

Me: GOOD IDEA! 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I seriously need to learn how to pull the breaks and R E 엘 A X over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, Im not sure if my good and boosted mental stat after the 월 또는 two struggle to adjust from weekly good to monthly bad therapy sessions is because I stopped feeding the obsessive, overthinking OCD thoughts 또는 because I stopped prying at my dissociation and instead am letting myself pretend issues arent there.

Honestly its probably both. On one hand, Im not falsifying and creating issues off of obsessive concerns, but Im also ignoring genuine issues and not being being present 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its really hard to say if I should request 더 많이 sessions 또는 not. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Ideally I would like to keep the infrequent sessions if I could have my old therapist back over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
That is something that needs to be discussed. Pretending that issues aren't there won't really help. Rather, they will be returning to the surface every time 당신 let your guard down. I believe that 당신 should speak your mind in every case. Especially if your own health is on the line !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^Yeah I know. Its just hard to differentiate if whats being lessened is the overthinking 또는 the actual issues being addressed. Ill probably discuss it was someone at some point tho over a year ago
wantadog said …
OH MY GOD!

THEY CALL THEM CARGO PANTS BECAUSE THEY CAN CARRY ALOT OF SHIT! 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
OH SHIT YOURE RIGHT over a year ago
Riku114 said …
The Men of Yoshiwara: Kikuya isnt really the best otome game but its decent at the very least once 당신 get used to the blatant flaws in it. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Now that a raccoon walked into my house and I got to see one for the first time up close, raccoons just jumped up on my list of 동물 I like.

They are so much cuter close up than in photos. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Tragedies are always wonderful 게시됨 over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
Indeed they are. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Being wonderful is always a tragedy !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^Howd 당신 know what it woud be like over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I cut myself several time on the tongue and on the roof of my mouth with a REALLY sharp sucker. I mean it was hurting to suck on but like... XD It tasted so good. I just kinda assumed the damage wasnt that bad

Turns out now my tongue has like three spots where cold water kinda hurts to drink and the upper roof of my mouth has like three as well XD

Those things need warning labels on them. Its like I was eating a razor blade 또는 something XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Ive taken a liking to reviewing games on Steam for some reason 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Is it wrong that I kinda relate to Souh Tesla's mental health struggle? Cos that doods fucked up in the noggin

Im here just trying to figure out what his "sickness" is since thats what hte game is named after and its a big part of it that I imagine there might be a mental illness tied into it and what I have guessing so far is that they are illuding to schizophernia, dissociative identity disorder, 또는 OCD, albiet they would be making inaccurate depictions of any of them. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Obviously at least a bit of a psycho/sociopath though. But yeah. Between those three, those are the ones Im guessing, 더 많이 closely to the first and third guess tho. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But yeah this visual novel is interesting XD I enjoy it. BTW its called "Sickness" and is on sale on Steam if yall are interested over a year ago
wantadog said …
Estimated time until Zach and/or Rachel spam 의해 Riku: 3 days 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
We will seee over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Drat my estimations were off. Damn 당신 Sickness XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
앤젤 of Death! A VIDEO GAME ALL ABOUT....what happens when a person is unaware of what the term suicide 의해 proxy means..... 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^XD XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I need to make my trumpet a 팬팝 account at some point. Just have it play around my club at times 게시됨 over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
상단, 맨 위로 5 People (not in an order) Im Thankful for Having in My Life
-My boyfriend
-Wantadog
-Zeppie
-My Trumpet
-My older sister 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I felt like calling them all out over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Seriously tho, life would be so lame and Id be so different if not for these five people. They make life amazing and great. Thank 당신 all for being 당신 :3 over a year ago
Zeppie commented…
I'm thankful for having 당신 in my life too c: 당신 wonderful person you. <3 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
<3 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
It really still baffles me WHEN I became liked 의해 so many people.

It feels like one moment the only person who liked me was Wanta, then I blinked and I have a club people go to a lot, a lot of online friends, practically a cult of followers in band, several people who have asked me out, and one of the most popular-not-popular people in my school where I can walk in the hallways at school and expect like two "Hello"s

Like...

When did it go from Wanta to this 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Also shout out to Wanta for being the OG and still lasting all this long. XD Ive had 프렌즈 before him but yeah. Thats counted in a different category over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Wantas been my pal for who knows how long at this point... 5 years? Are we going onto 6 I think? I think we are going onto 6 years now. For a short while I stopped using the term bestie cos I had a bit of a bad experience with it and it felt a little rude but really. That guy deserves "Bestie" title. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Tbh, it might not mean as much since I have a notably bad memory, especially of my younger years, but I really only have a few memories before Wanta was my friend. Its kinda weird thinking of a world where it didnt happen. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Sorry XD Im giving too much of a ramble of appreciation to the friendship. Still tho, hes great. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I WANT 더 많이 FORMAL WEAR DAMN IT

I WANT A MULTI-LAYERED SUIT TAILORED TO MY SIZE DAMMMN ITTTT

I WANT A TAIL 코트 AND SHIT GUYS

I MEAN COME ON

IF I DIDNT HAVE BAND ZERO PERIOD TOMORROW ID GO IN ALL FORMAL WEAR 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Okay I seriously 사랑 this 아이콘 cos it is serious and stuff and when I type stuff like *dabs* it just makes me laugh my 나귀, 엉덩이 off XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
It just contrasts with how I act on here so much its hilarious XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
YALL NEED TO KNOW ME FOR KINGSMAN TOO. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I MAY 또는 MAY NOT COLLECT EACH DVD OF IT WHEN IT COMES OUT over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
*Starts to associate Riku with Kingsman* over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
HAAAAAAAH! link over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I think its 안전한, 안전 to say Kingsman series is probably my 가장 좋아하는 movie series 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Might make my 프로필 themed it XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Okay so the count goes (ones I found easily on the channel)

English: HIchigo, Gin, Kyoraku (slightly), Ukitake, Staark

Japanese: Ulquiorra, Kenpatchi, Byakuya, Grimmjow (slightly), Urahara, Toshiro

Couldnt Decide: Mayuri, Soi fon 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Hollow Ichigo, Staark, and Ukitake REALLY appealed to me 더 많이 in English. So while they didnt get as many over on their side, they got 더 많이 firm ones XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Group projects are literally communism as it doesnt matter how good 또는 bad 당신 do, everyone gets the same grade 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Note to self: Wanta has 믿을 수 없는 pixel art abilities 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Little does everyone know that Wantadog is actually a 다람쥐 with 300 Walmart receipts stuffed into his cars sunglasses compartment 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Tite Kubo is being added into the list of people/celebrities that I find likable and fairly admirable. 게시됨 over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
Fun fact:Tite Kubo is a 팬 of the "Saint Seiya" manga. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Ooh? over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
Also the"Soul Society"arc does have many similarities to Saint Seiya's "12 Zodiac Temples"arc. over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
I'm not saying that Bleach copied Saint Seiya but the inspiration in that arc was really obvious. over a year ago
sunny
TheLefteris24 said …
Riku needs a new Character to get obsessed with. I'll be glad to assist !!!! 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Yay! My first 벽 post in this Club LOL !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
SHHHH IF THE GAME GOES ON A NICE SALE ILL GET IT BUT I CANT GET ADDICTED 또는 LOOK INTO THE CHARACTER UNTIL I GET THE GAME ;-; over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
It is understandable. Thought of keeping the hype fresh though with a small 미리 보기 XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD Of course XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
Important news bulletin: There are no 고양이 in America 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Ya know one of these days I should get a lot of us together to do "Dont Starve Together" together.

For those that have it that is 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Sounds fun. I can go steal 더 많이 eggs from those terrifying ostrich things over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Dude sorry Ive been pretty inactive. Super busy week. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also I seriously dont know how Im supposed to do college without Lucy... 의해 no means do I trust him with my mom since shes made all of my most people-loving birds fairly wild....

But hes so precious and adores me. Makes me feel nice and loved. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Guys, I gave my boyfriend a list of dere types and his judgement is I am a mix of Tsundere and Yandere. However with certain moods of mine I am also a hardcore Kuudere. But his two main ones for me were Tsundere and Yandere. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Pictures of birds make my day. Birds are just such derps that its amazing. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
The 10 년 old screamed at me that I hate my 개 and are mean.

So out of spite, I bought the 개 outfits and toys.

That'll teach her. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
People think its mainly the caffeine that causes soda addiction and all

Honestly, for me, its school that causes it. I usually follow 의해 the rule "Dont drink soda too much if there are better options (juice for meals, water for desk). A few occasions are okay though 또는 if its needed to function / keep mood up."

However with school I often find myself so tired and exhausted that if I want to complete all my duties AND have a bit of a break to myself, I need some kind of boost 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
So I end up drinking a SHIT ton of soda cause I really kinda do over work myself. I can easily stray way from soda when my days are lax and not super draining but when its busy, I can drink like two 또는 three large sodas and a can in one 일 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Dont tell Riku I'm here, guys. Shhhhh 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Why does 사랑 in Bleach never turn out well? Yeah yeah, I get the ending - Ichihime and Renjiruki and all turn out 대포 and happily ever after BUT THATS JUST BULLSHIT ENDING STUFF

Not to diss either ships 또는 anything, but I kinda believe they only turned out happily as they did cos it was the ending. Its a little out of tone with the anime. I mean the 망가 makes it seem 더 많이 natural but every other form of 사랑 in ever other case in Bleach seems to end in tragedy 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like for example. Byakuya and Hisana. Isshin and Masaki. Ishida and every girl he had a crush on. 진 and Rangiku. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like off the 상단, 맨 위로 of my head, Ichihime and Renjiruki are the only relationships/affections/feelings/crushes in Bleach that had a happy endy over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Cuz movie characters never get to live. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I realize I really dont have a medium personality irl. It wasnt really apparent until I came back from summer this 년 but with my boyfriend Im all soft, nice, cute, super caring, peppy (in good moods at least), and huggy but when Im in a regular school environment 또는 at band I have an apathetic, sarcastic, low energy, leader-y, friendly but not over so, grown, and "I dont really care to help if Im not feeling for it" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Some people who noticed small bits of it are always slightly shocked / weirded out for a 분 또는 two before shrugging it off. Cos like one time I was talking and 연기 how I normally do around people before I was like ":3 Ill do it for (insert boyfriends name)" in a very cute, peppy, 더 많이 child-like voice before abruptly returning back to my normal school voice and I had like a "o-O" look from the people i was talking to and a "Im going to puke" from one of them. Mentioned it to my boyfriend and hes like "Oh yeah its very VERY different but I dont mind." Cos quiet honestly hes used to my heavily differing facets I show. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like seriously - voice change and everything for that one moment I talked to myself outloud mid conversation. Like I have a 더 많이 deeper voice and usually a resting 암캐, 암 캐 face when I speak and when Im around my boyfriend its usually a higher 더 많이 peppier voice and usually with a bit of a smile, regardless of if Im happy 또는 not over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its just kind of weird tho. Mostly just kind of rambling her about something I noticed over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its also interesting how I dont really seem to have such drastic splits in my personality online though. For the most part, the Riku 당신 see is consistent and/or can really have the change in behaviorisms just be explained with mood Im in at the time yet me offline can act super different to different people and in different scenarios - 더 많이 so than I feel most naturally do. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
IRMA GIVE WANTAS ELECTRICITY AND INTERNET BACK. IM SO BORED 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Imma make a 상단, 맨 위로 10 Bleach Characters list since I havent made a 상단, 맨 위로 10 기사 in a while and Bleach REALLY deserves one since Im its 암캐, 암 캐 and there is no better time for it since Im re-reading Bleach

Actually the best time would be after I get to the Fake Karakura arc (cos I really didnt care much for hte Fullbring arc) in the 망가 butttt ehhhh.

Ill write 더 많이 on each of these characters when I remember 더 많이 details on them when I get to it if I feel like it. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Its strange how 읽기 Bleach 망가 feels so different from the 아니메 even though there has only really been one actual story difference and like maybe one medium detail added that Ichihime seems much 더 많이 prominent in the 망가 than it was in the 아니메 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
FUCK. THAT FEELING WHEN 당신 PLAY THROUGH THE GAME MAKING AS MANY 프렌즈 AS POSSIBLE AND 당신 NEED TO DO A RUN WHERE 당신 HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO 프렌즈 AND ONLY 9 FRIENDS.

I HAD 더 많이 THAN 9 프렌즈 FROM THE FIRST CHAPTER ;-;

I HAVE TO PLAY THROUGH ALL FOUR CHAPTERS AGAIN?! ;-; I will do it tho 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
YOSHI NANASHI WHY ARE 당신 THE WAY 당신 ARE

I got the good end but Yoshi Nanashi....

Relatable in an eerie way. I out to see the other endings and I may 또는 may not add him to the list depending on if I get less of a kinda creepy connection. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
*goes from owning 0/74 Bleach 망가 volumes to 21/74 volumes in one week* :3 게시됨 over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
*thumbsup* over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Bleach is triggering me with how they are calling a cockatiel ad parakeet. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
At least the Wiki correctly refers to it as a cockatiel XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Btw for those that didnt pick up on it, Ulquiorra radically jumped up my relatable characters list to be up with Kano, Akashi, Aika, and Ryouko

Actually over time i think Ryouko has moved down XD

But its hard to rank them since they are all demonstrate seperate parts but like

1) Kano
2) Aika
3) Akashi
4) Ulquiorra
5) Ryouko

If I were to guess. If anyone is curious as to the elboratin / explanation for each I could give it a shot if 당신 send me a message of interest on 팬팝 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Does 읽기 망가 from an actual book help with sleeping like actually 읽기 a book apparently does? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I think Im catching my school off guard with how on 상단, 맨 위로 of the college stuff I am.

Cause the person in charge of the college and career center at my school didnt have the list of people to calculate what percent of the school I am until I got in cos she had to take five 분 out of our appointment to do that XD

And I just went to sign up for the scholarship program my school provides and i think its still glitchy XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Oh yeah, she was able to calculate that Im at least the 상단, 맨 위로 5% of a school of 293 students. So like... 상단, 맨 위로 15 students at least. Probably higher tho. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
.... I 게시됨 a 벽 post about how i had my first entire time 로스트 where I literally zoned out and 로스트 like five 분 of time where I apparenlty had a full conversation on minimum wage at the 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 표, 테이블 with my sister

But it didnt post so yall dont get 더 많이 details on that. It wasnt really exciting anyways 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: *probably the only senior in my class excitedly working on my applications and scholarships* 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But really, quite honestly I like to / almost always need to be focused on something and this is pleasant for me. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Sometimes I gotta wonder if its really that odd to feel so pulled back from the world to the point I believe the world exists as real as people tell me it is only slightly 더 많이 than I believe that God is real.

Like... really? Not only does the existence of the world itself not have a logical evidence, but it just really doesnt feel its an actual encompassing thing - like Im actually there.

For me the world just feels like a really vivid dream 또는 elaborate VR. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I take the word of people that its real but... Quite honestly I almost always feel like this and almost always felt like it to my memory. People call it "dissociation" with how far taken back and separated my sense of reality and how rarely Im actually present, but it really blows my mind that there are people out there that dont continuously 질문 the validity and reality of the world over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like Im not in a bad mental state 또는 anything. Its just something I struggle to comprehend. I can comprehend the blind faith in God 더 많이 than I can comprehend how some people can feel the world is real so naturally. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But yeah the acceptance that the world itself just may not exist / may not be real, that really everything could just be pointless and make shift, and all that is something Ive long since accepted and lived with, coming up with a lot of somewhat optimistic philosophies and views like "Even if the world ISNT real, its the opportunity to experience that matters, so even if the experience isnt truly real, if there is no way to break out of the illusion, its best to take the false illusion and enjoy it as much as 당신 can. Its an opportunity to see the world, experience, and live. False 또는 not, real 또는 not, nothing 또는 not, its not necessarily a chance youd get again" over a year ago
Riku114 said …
ahhh. I have school tomorrow and I REALLY should sleep cause every 시간 less of sleep I get the stronger my anxiety and shit will probably be....

but like Ive been intentionally avoiding the thought of school using various tactics because it kept giving me anxiety for no reason and if I were to go to sleep, especially since Im not tired, Id actually have to deal with the thought of waking up for school tomorrow...

.-. I know school will be fine and all but it doesnt kill the feeling .-. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I hate anxietyyy over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Im half tempted to like... Draw Genocider Syo in my "Good Drawings Done Off Reference" just so my first three entries in it are all people that either have it well established 또는 technically have MPD XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I mean Hollow Ichigo is technical since it isnt as much a seperate personality as much as it kinda is a genuine other self but at the same time it kinda is? XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Also, Junko Enoshima is another DR Character that would fit well in this aspect. I 사랑 these types too !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
@SilentForce Yeah 당신 really should XD @TheLefteris24 I did draw her before realizing that I couldnt shade / detail well without color so I only did an outline for the most part XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Apparently from what Im hearing, Bleach has a lot of the staff wanting to animate the last bit of it, but they are missing permission from Shueisha and BORUTO 스톨, 훔친 THEIR DIRECTOR :V :V :V

Nah tho. Ive waiting a while for it, just hearing its still in consideration and talked about makes me super happy that I could wait several years for it. Let Boruto have its fun 게시됨 over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
Your constant talk about"Bleach"is reminding me that I really need to finish watching it XD.3 또는 4 years 이전 I watched the first 2 seasons and I liked them very much but I stalled the 아니메 and ever since then I haven't gotten around finishing it. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
당신 should finish it XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
*is eating Fritos with nacho cheese using chopsticks so she can still use her PC w/out getting it dirty with chip oil* 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Ive used Chopsticks to eat some of the oddest things. Like Popcorn, Ribs, Fried Chicken, etc. I should eat a hamburger with them just to see how people react over a year ago
Riku114 said …
It amazes me the level of ship wars that go on in fandoms XD I just checked 의해 the Bleach club out of lels and saw a "Which is the worst bleach pairing ever" and of course IchiRuki and IchiHime were just below RYUKKEN X URYU

Like seriously XD They say that IchiRuki and IchiHime are WORSE than a HEAVILY creepy Father X Son relationship.

Quite honestly though, I dont really think any ship listed on there could be possibly worse than how creepy that is 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like even if 당신 dislike the ship, that ship is just so horrible. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Kinda hurts me to see a few people have such a dislike for Ulquihime 또는 Rangiku X Gin, but I kinda understand it since some people could say it is / would have been abusive in nature over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I mean the age difference is so large that Ryuuken could be Uryu's fathe- ... oh wait over a year ago
Riku114 said …
How is / was Bleach such a big 아니메 yet there is so little really good fanart I can find of the characters I really like? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Is it normal to feel overworked before even going into school? Cause Im in summer and Im exhausted and thinking about school is just kinda....

Like its not even that I dont want to go to school.

Its just doing 더 많이 than what I already am and doing it well sounds just.... kinda a scary demand.

Ill probably be fine, even if my first Saturday of school is welcomed with an ACT test. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I am Bleach's Bitch. Just for all of 당신 to know. It controls me 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
당신 know its a problem when my mom can recognize the 아니메 Bleach within just a few 초 of seeing the screen. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
This is a 프로필 디자인 I made one time when I was having trouble sleeping XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
So I got a new PC and the keyboard is just a little odd so itll take some getting used to. Sorry if I make a lot of typos XD 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku needs ALL of us to mention Bleach in as many conversations with her as we can. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Just a fun reminder that pretty much all my 가장 좋아하는 characters are dead

Not really just like 75-80% of them but yeah 게시됨 over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
Same 의해 me. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
당신 know its the first time since like... 4th Grade that I ever felt liked enough and liked enough people in person to really actually want to have a birthday party. Every time between then and now has been forced pretty much. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like seriously.... I used to find birthday parties annoying, pointless, stupid, a waste of time mostly cause I saw like... all my irl friendships as pointless and an entire waste of time since none of them actually are REAL 프렌즈 and none of them are actually going to be long term 프렌즈 and all so I didnt really want to even bother with that... but like.... I dunno. Maybe Im a little 더 많이 open to the idea of it and trying and all. Cause some people have really made it clear in the past week 또는 two that they really do adore me and really would miss me when I leave to college and all. There are just some people I wanna spend 더 많이 time with before I go to college and risk loosing contact and all. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
My PC did a stupid while I was seeing if I could 옮기기 my collections into another place and I 로스트 all my Amenisa: Memories 이미지 I collected as well as a good portion of my "Band" folder, most notably including all of BTS' images

So yeah. My PC has barely any 방탄소년단 이미지 now. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
A few years 이전 50 이미지 would be an average batch size. Now a batch of 90 이미지 is considered a small batch 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
A friendly reminder that Ulquiorra needs 사랑 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Okay so heres the thing. Im open about being an Ulquihime fan, but Im not going to say Ichihime doesnt have its validity. It effeminately does and its a fair ship to become cannon. Orihime clearly liked Ichigo, Ichigo seemed to have shown signs of liking Orihime. But the thing is I still see a lot of potential that could have happened in an AU of Ulquihime with how things were going and to a degree I also think it could have been valid given slightly different circumstances. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But no really Bleach has a tendency of having relationships / 사랑 that doesnt work out and I fully believe that Ulquihime is a pretty unrequited type AND IT PISSES ME OFF ULQUIORRA DIES SO CLOSE TO ACTUALLY KINDA HAVING A NORMAL SENSE OF HAPPINE- //shot/ eherm. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Reasons Why My Rookies Are Adorable:

Us: *texting*

Them: Will 당신 be at the potluck tomorrow?

Me: Yep

Them: Yayayayyyaaaysyayayayaayya 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Dood. Did an abrupt impromptu Vice President speech for a band meet and greet in front of the entire Band Boosters (parents) and I think (and apparently other people were telling my mom that I did) I did really good XD

At least 20x better than I thought Id do

I guess Im not really bad at public speaking after all XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
UGH I STRONGLY SHIP ULQUIHIME THE 더 많이 I LOOK AT IT. THEM AND SARUMI MY GOD.

SARUMI ENDED KINDA OKAY

BUT ULQUIHIME. I GOTTA 펀치 THE GUY THAT KILLED ULQUIORRA OFF RIGHT WHEN- DSJFLKSDJF

WHYD I READ ULQUIORRAS UNMASKED CHAPTER?

POOR GUY 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Dood. I today realized that my duty as Vice President of Band translates usually to "The Presidents Dog / Back Up" but here actually translates to "The person who is the messenger and communicator in order to try to make it so the highest up officers and the lower down officers dont spend the 년 hating each other"

Cos pretty much I realized thats a duty that isnt and hasnt been filled at all and weve had consistent useless Vice Presidents soo... 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Bleach the anime, no matter how much I recognize the flaws and all, no matter how much I know its not the best 아니메 in the world, has the strongest control over me that makes it almost feel as if I do see it as the best 아니메 in the world and constantly just tugs me around to constantly drool over it.

Like why?

Like how? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
당신 ever wonder if "good always prevails" because "the winners write history"? So the winners always say are seen as good and because they won, good always seems to prevail? 게시됨 over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
"Power is Justice.Those who are in power decide what is right and what is wrong"-Cancer Deathmask(Saint Seiya) over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^ over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I wanna make a Fushimi background for my 프로필 to save, but I promised Akashi one and itd be kinda wrong if I were to make a Fushimi one first. On that same coin though, my past TWO/ALL backgrounds have been red.... So Akashi's would probably make another red one and blue might be a good change of color scheme... 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Fact of the 일 with Riku: Saruhiko Fushimi is attractive and his voice is almost 더 많이 so, there is no denying it nor arguing it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uv1oGZCQKI

초 Fact of the 일 with Riku: Fushimi isn't properly understood 의해 90% of the fandom due to the lack of people 읽기 로스트 Small World

Third Fact of the 일 with Riku: Riku REALLY needs to find where she left off on that mange and find said translation on tumblr since its there but not on her 망가 sites 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
당신 know 당신 dont use coins when 당신 go to count only your quarters (cos your band is having a coin-based donation game and 당신 have way too many coins in your wallet for your wallet to be efficient anymore) and 당신 have $17 of quarters and $10 of dollar coins. I also put all my dimes and nickles in for donation too. Only $7.50 of quarters and none of my dollar coins since I kinda collect them XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
But really.... it just kinda amazes me how much Ive come to notice the millions of rookies I adopted each 년 actually really like me. Like I tend to adopt like 5-8 rookies each year, which, over the span of the 4 years Ive completed and this 년 I started, results in about 20-40 rookies Ive adopted ever.

And like... the ones this 년 are REALLY fond of me. Like I have rookies from other sections being like "I wanna be an honorary trumpet cause 당신 guys are really fun and talkative. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
My section is all quiet" and within a week having some of them be like ";-; dont leave us 다음 년 ;-;" and the ones from years prior too. Its like.... am I REALLY that much liked / enjoyed? over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
And then I kinda realized I have a similar, even though smaller thing like that, on 팬팝 and Im like :v :v How do so many people like me? over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Im going to shoot myself. I have an SAT tomorrow right after a week of super exhausting band when I already got a really nice score and shit. I already know my 다음 score will be notably lower than the first one I did and bleh. Imma be forced to wake up early and take a several 시간 test just cause. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I probably just wont humor that 초 SAT. I dont care if my parents dont think my score is good enough 또는 whatever. I have the highest score of most of the over achievers in my school without having tried and the only reason I was thinking of taking another SAT was if I could have time to study before hand and I didnt over a year ago
ace2000 commented…
wow today I took my SAT for the 초 time too over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Howd 당신 do on your first one? over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Psychiatrist: So have 당신 been abnormally tired since our last visit?

Me: Oh h e 엘 엘 yeah.

Psychiatrist: And not because youve been staying up late and have been having to wake up early for band.

Me: Well I mean, yeah, but it was like that before hand :v 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
To be honest Ive been sleeping at somewhat regular times, 또는 at least trying to XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Band camp makes me so thoroughly exhausted that Im barely making it through the 일 with enough energy to just sit at my computer cos Im only exhausted and not sleepy 또는 anything.

Like Im currently running on fumes and Block B which I went to solely because I know their 음악 gives the fumes Im running on a little 더 많이 power.

Im probably just going to get through the last one of this week tomorrow on the idea that its the last one man (and the longest day) 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
My plan worked XD Make Junior 년 (last year) super hellish and make Senior 년 (this upcoming year) as easy as possible.

I have literally 4 non-band classes XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Aka about 2 hours of non-band school a 일 XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
A P P 엘 E S 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I 사랑 the minor key tbh. Major tends to sound happy and all, but I like the eerie, dark, and sad tone of a minor key.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmrhzGyW1Fo

Listen to that guy 또는 any other song on his channel thats dedicated to changing things into the minor key.

The minor key just kinda... soothes my soul. 게시됨 over a year ago