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Riku114 said …
But for people that struggle to realize the difference between "OCD" ins a colloquial sense and OCD in a literal diagnosis sense, the single phrase of "If I dont do _____, then ________ will happen / ____ might happen" paired with genuine anxiety if the latter statement occurs to the point it locks 당신 into doing the first statement. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly I just found out Pokemon Sun and Moon completely changed Lusamine's character to only be 90-95% of a shitty mother that she was in the game and totally pretty much entirely lightened the theme of abusive / toxic families seen in the game so....

Yeah that annoys me.

Some children have had shitty parents and stuff. It would be nice if they werent written off as "not kid friendly" 또는 whatever 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Gladion is precious 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly I do have to thank this 벽 and the people who read this. It gives me a place to process a lot of stuff and really makes me feel at peace and comfortable.

Its probably part of why I got as far as I have with my mental health 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Im not really watching American Idol but my mom has been and all I gotta say is that Cade is a serious rock 별, 스타 already.

Like wtf is he doing here?

Why isnt he already out there? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
https://tinyurl.com/yao3batc

IRL 사진 of me and Wanta 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
LEFTERIS! WHY'D 당신 TAKE A PICTURE! over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ It had to be done XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
This 아이콘 feel right XD

And it makes my posts on this 벽 a little 더 많이 mausing 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
For furture reference it is this icon: link over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Birds make me so happy 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
The thing about 글쓰기 and working through your own issues through your characters and words is that while it can be kind of problmeatic and unproductive for someone who dissociates like me, it really gives 당신 a means to which 당신 can express emotions, issues, etc that 당신 cant really say outloud 또는 express since it would either hurt other 또는 cause problems, but in a peaceful and innocent and fun way. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
It isnt necessarily the best way to become the main one, but from time to time, with specific kinds of issues, it can be nice over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Just like reflecting upon characters 당신 relate to and all over a year ago
wantadog said …
#WorkingThroughYourShitViaRPing 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I dont get how people can have fun making out with strangers they meet and find attractive 또는 whatever.

Cos apparently my middle sister likes that part of the club nightlife and all

And Im just like "y tho????" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Is that like my lack of sex drive speaking 또는 my introverted side speaking 또는 a combination? XD over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Like I said, you'll end up having a libido for/with your significant other but not in general circumstances. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Probably both. Also, what Wanta said !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
I'm not the type to only use one name for a Pokemon. It's not like I will always name my Blastoises something specific 또는 like that..

But Snorlax?...only one name will be allowed.

#Snorgasm 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly though, the 더 많이 I reflect upon Fushimi's character, the 더 많이 I kind of really kind of see and personally feel the degree of which my family condition and my less... enjoyable experiences have warped my view of the world and relationships and behaviors and all that stuff.

Cos honestly... Fushimi and I have a lot of similar dynamics in past and a lot of similar dynamics in present. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like 읽기 analyses on his characters and one of the tumblr people I follow responding to "what if"s about him and explaining it, sometimes when his past and his family stuff get brought up a part of me kinda... like... gets that "this is too close to home" feeling which I kinda actually like since Im kinda trying to work though them over a year ago
Riku114 said …
FINALLY SPRING BREAK 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I mean Im kinda busy still but sh over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Noice! Damn the fact that your Break starts right when mine is about to end though XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
*has 482 Gladion 이미지 to post on my club*

*already has 88 이미지 on my club*

*not sure if theres overlap*

*does she have time to post all those?*

*also has like 300+ Fushimi 이미지 to post on her club*

*also has to make all the Gladion and Fushimi icons*

*might and likely still has yet to post some Danganronpa collections*

MY OBSESSIVENESS IS PACKED 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I wonder what my flow chart for posting on this 벽 is...

Like what makes my brain go "We should post that on the wall" versus not even recommending / mentioning it. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I hate 유튜브 and how it triggers my loves.

I wanna play Pokemon, Danganronpa, and Hatoful Boyfriend right now and all three of them cant function together :v :v :v 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Doesnt help I also wanna write three side stories as well rn XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Seriously yall need to check out Chase Holfelder.

If I had a constant income, I would totally give a portion out to support him on Patreon

He has a wonderful voice and makes great music. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I be all like

"Yay! Today is my 일 to relax. Lets RP, play video games, watch two episode s of anime, read three chapters of manga, listen to music, watch youtube, and hang out with a friend. I will allocate roughly an 시간 to each.

So lets get to relaxing starting with RP. Wanta hurry up and start so I dont waste time relaxing.

Okay good now onto-"

"You should chill and relax" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
"IM TOTALLY RELAXING. I WROTE IT DOWN IN MY MENTAL SCHEDULE THAT IM RELAXING. LOOK ITS RIGHT THERE. I DONT HAVE TIME TO SIT DOWN AND DO NOTHING. I DONT HAVE TIME TO RELAX WHILE I SHOULD BE RELAXING. GOSH" over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Is that a hint that I should reply? over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
It is something that I have noticed as well. One 더 많이 apparent fact about 당신 XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I usually cant nap in the 일 time since I am way too pressured 의해 time and because Im just not comfortable sleeping during the time my brain allocates to doing things 또는 around my family...

But at times, I come to the logical conclusion that 의해 not getting rest and choosing to remain tired, I am greatly wasting time so I force myself to sleep as to satisfy and alleviate the time pressure I have XD 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku is sleepy. Now is the time to post REALLY confusing things on here. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Tfw 당신 송아지, 종 아리 randomly wants to make a few 분 long super cramp at like .... five in the morning, leaving your leg to be super picky of how 당신 sleep without pain, then 당신 wake up later and it can barely hold any weight while walking 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
UGH LUSAMINE WHY DO I HATE AND 사랑 당신 SO MUCH

LIKE I WANT TO 사랑 YOU

BUT LIKE

당신 TORTURED MY GLADION, MY LILLIE, AND MY GUZMA

LIKE....

I HATE 당신 SO MUCH BUT 사랑 당신 SO MUCH AND I HATE HAVING CONFUSED FEELINGS OVER CHARACTERS 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
TFW 당신 arent sure if 당신 are just mentally stable and in a good mood 또는 if your brain returned to not trying to harass yourself with unpleasant situations and went back to deciding it was alright to let said things remain forgotten. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Either way Im in a good mood so Ill leave figuring THAT out to my therapist over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku: "Ask me anything!"

Wanta: *goes to Rikus blog*

Riku: "I DIDN'T MEAN IT STAHP!" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Most People: WHAT IF IT POOPS ON ME?!

Me: Awww whos a good boy Lucy- *notices my hand has poop on it* *sigh* Lucy really? Was that on your back 또는 did 당신 just let that one rip at some point? Go back to the cage. I have to go clean my hand. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
당신 know a bird trusts 당신 and loves yo uwhen they let 당신 grab their head and neck, pull the mright up to your mouth and 키스 their entire head

Lucy is just like ":3 Moms scratching me and gave me a 키스 :3 Forget tht my most delicate part of my body is between her fingers and my head in her palm and up against her mouth" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I FINALLY GOT THE TAG PAGE TO WORK :v

IT ONLY TOOK ME LIKE TWENTY 분 TO GET THE FILTER FUNCTION TO WORK AND ANOTHER TWENTY 분 BEFORE IT TO REALIZE THE TAG THEME I WAS WORKING WITH JUST WOULDNT FIT WHAT I WANT

WOO

https://jaden-writes.tumblr.com/tags

LOOK 당신 CAN CLICK THE SIDE BAR TITLES AND ITLL ORGANIZE THE TAG BOXES :V 게시됨 over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
Congrats xD. Seriously when I first started fiddling with themes there were aspects that gave me hell as well. Like using custom fonts lol. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD I almost always fiddle with themes. I like to thing Im pretty good at them..? I mean for an amateur that doesnt make her own XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^Same XD over a year ago
wantadog said …
The 더 많이 I think about it, the 더 많이 I realize I am set in stone AGAINST ever using Mega Evolutions. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also for those that didnt know, I set up a new blog for 글쓰기 fanfics and 랜덤 stories. I might stick with it, I might not.

On there, for the sake of not sounding Kingdom Hearts focused and not using my real name, I decided Id go 의해 the name Jaden XD

For now the 주소 is jaden-writes.tumblr.com if yall wanna check out a mostly blank but set up blog. 게시됨 over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
I followed. Also I read your about and honestly I don't think riku is a cringey name. I can think of alot of names that are cringey. I think riku as a name is just chill really. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Oh yeah I know XD I just dont like having character names too much these days. Riku is fine to me cos like... Its pretty much almost as much of my name as my actual name (maybe even more, it used to be tbh). Its just that since Im starting off, I want to start fresh with a 더 많이 normalish name XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Interesting. I followed as well. Looks nice. Can't help but wonder how that particular name came up XD !!!! over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
@Riku ^Fair enough. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
God its been so long since I wrote anything remotely steamy 또는 smutty.

Ive reverted from 글쓰기 it just as a naturally as anything else to going back to having to pause and figure it out. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Believe in the me that believes in your libido 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Yall ever post something in a light 심장 and with the intention of specifically making a fun conversation 또는 for some jokes to be made about it but instead it turns out to do the exact opposite?

But instead 당신 of ":feelsbadman:" 당신 are just 더 많이 like

https://tinyurl.com/ybxak93e 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Quite honestly tho XD This happens too much with me over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Especially since I have a horrible sense of dark humor a lot of the time. Especially irl with people over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Most of the time, the exact opposite of the opposite 당신 mentioned yourself happens to me !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Gosh making a blog theme look nice always takes hours... 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I can imagine over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
It does over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
It sure can be tricky !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I still sometimes wonder to what degree Im closer to being gay than straight.

Cos honestly, I think Im like 65-70% gay and 30-35% straight XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Enough pondering this strange topic tho XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Embrace the Gayness, dudette. 가입하기 the Prez's Side !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I can also be a TOTAL flirt to girls if I want to be XD Literally spent a 10 시간 Disneyland trip fake flirting with a lesbian cos my friend thought it was a good idea to invite a homophobe, a homosexual, and a bisexual together for her birthday. That of which when the homosexual and homophobe have poor waters with each other XD

10/10 would have kissed her just to make the homophobe uncomfortable if I wasnt a 키싱 virgin then. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I also dont really take 키싱 seriously 또는 anything. It can be casual for me XD I just respect the wishes of my partner so Im not allowed to XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also, I little strange 'fun' idea since I heard about it on a 유튜브 video is being a bisexual polygamous dom with like... beta females and all.

Like I liked the idea of it and thought it would be interesting and a nice dynamic to have with people.

But then I take like... a bit to realize.

Im not really all that sexual.

I really wouldnt take action into it and might not like it because of the sex-based atmosphere XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Also lowkey sad I never got to 키스 a girl XD Literally small stuff like that sometimes makes a small part of me be upset my relationship hasnt died XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Personally, I never really understood how people see men and women seperately when it comes to crushes and all. That being said, I still dont get crushes, but I guess Ive been hardcore bi since before I knew it was a thing?

Cos it just doesnt make sense to me (I mean it makes logical sense, but when analyzing emotions it doesnt) for 사랑 to be specifically segregated 의해 gender XD

Women can make my 심장 tick - so can men. Gender rarely ever even remotely came into the picture 게시됨 over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
It's kinda simple. Sometimes 당신 just know what 당신 like. I know I cannot ever be pansexual 또는 bi. It's not me. But I can understand why someone would be like that regardless. over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
If I was bi/pan I think I'd find nearly everyone fuckable/attractive given how I am while straight. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
What Blind said, pretty much. 당신 just know it. It comes along naturally, I suppose !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: We should write. Its getting late and we planned to do that today

Me: We should also go do our homework cos thats actually due

Me: Hmmmm.

Me: Lets just listen to 음악 and shit post on our club. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
*narrows eyes*

Some 랜덤 website gave me advertisements for a Sarumi poster and Bird Treats. >.> Someones tracking my interests quite well 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its a cute poster tho so Im not even mad over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
link over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I like helping people.

The world is too dark for everyone to be going through it alone.

Friendship and connections are what brings light to the darkness and lets the world be beautiful and shine wonderfully.

If I could help bright light to someone's world, its one of the best things I could ask for. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I feel some people get so 로스트 in their own world that they often forget there are still people drowning in a dark abyss. Sometimes 당신 are in there too, sometimes your world is a beautiful one full of light, but just being there for another person... regardless of if 당신 are drowning in darkness 또는 basking in the light, that spark could change someone's world over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
And there is little 더 많이 rewarding than realizing 당신 changed someone's world for the better over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
AMEN TO THAT POST! I share those feelings as well. Well said, Comrade !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I dunno if its a normal thing 또는 not.... but does anyone else ever get the feeling they enjoy being.... like... depressed and mentally tortured 더 많이 than being normal 또는 happy at times..?

Like maybe its because being depressed, feeling like crap, and having poor mental stability has been with me so long that it almost developed as part of my identity, 또는 becuase, as my therapist words it, I grew up in a constant "crisis" state at home...

But sometimes I feel like I miss being unstable. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Sometimes having a peaceful happy life feels so... odd, foreign, and just wrong and my mind does mention that its dull and boring even though I dont feel that way over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its cause of this that sometimes Im tempted to let myself go just because for some reason going back to that mental state is oddly... beckoning. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ Indeed. It is something that has really stood out, Riku !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also people underestimate what it means to be on my good side and a team mate of mine. Cos like in Stats, I had to break up my group since we couldnt have groups of 5 and all, but back then I would bring 음식 and snacks and all for project days and share it with them and make sure they knew everything they were doing

But now that they are broken up, even though I stated that Im still going to treat them as if they were in my group, they dont bother coming 의해 and asking for help? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like I reject a lot of people help, especially when I find the topic too easy 또는 people keep asking me the same damn question, but I would like walk over to my old group and be like "So Luke, do 당신 need any help? 당신 do realize Ill always respond to 당신 right?" over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I can be very cold and sometimes self centered with how I help people, but when Ive chosen people I like and people to be group members / team members / pack members, I will make sure they succeed and grow strong no matter what. I have a busy schedule and 당신 need an 시간 of tutoring 또는 help? I gotchya. 당신 need 더 많이 practice and involvement in band? I gotcha, Ill recommend 당신 for the side things from now on. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But yeah, out side of being a pack / team member of mine, the only other ways to get help from me is A) Im bored B) 당신 are offering 음식 I like in exchange 또는 C) money. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly...

I bond with people very animalistically XD 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Same. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I so badly want all birds in the world to be happy and live happy lives.

I dont know why I feel so strongly about birds in specific, but just seeing like documentaries its like

UGH BIRDS. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I write to vent. I write to express and process emotions I otherwise would struggle with.

Personally Ive always struggled with it, but its really only through 글쓰기 that I could ever really truly make sense of what was going on

So its part of the reason I write as much as I do.

A lot of my 'articles' Ive written never got posted, either because they went to nonsensical places, 또는 because they were to real and too personal 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
"Low carb diets aren't healthy if done for long periods of time."

Me: *sighs and facepalms at the misinformation being spread* 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: *took Smokey out and shes hanging out on me*

Elvis, her mate: *crying and calling for her to come back*

Me: *sticks tongue out* SHE WAS MINE FIRST. 당신 GET HER ALL 일 AND SHE USUALLY DOESNT WANT TO STAY WITH ME. LET ME ENJOY THIS 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
*tries to do some Pokemon Showdown*

"NO! 당신 can't use this cuz Swagger clause."

"NO! 당신 can't use this cuz evasion clause."

"NO! 당신 can't have this 옮기기 when combined with this other 옮기기 the Pokemon can legitimately learn"

"NO!

"NO!"

"NO!"

And now I remember why I don't play competitive Pokemon. I'll stick with the 더 많이 challenging PVE cuz tiers suck and "competitive" is kind of a joke 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^That and sticking with just us XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Semi-competitively over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Tru over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I hate Wanta. He entices the devil in me 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
IVE CHANGED MY WAYS DAMN IT. I DONT NEED TO TORTURE MY CHARACTERS ANY MORE. IVE GROWN PAST IT BUT HE TEMPTS IT over a year ago
wantadog commented…
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Okay not so much anymore but still. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, there are so many people who have changed my life, I cant even thank them all.

Even the ones that gave me a 'negative' change in my life. I've learned so much from them too. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I personally owe a lot to 동물 to be honest.

Especially Smokey. She was there when no one else was and shes a wonderful sweet and pure cockatiel. I often talk about her son a lot, but shes the best bird in the world.

I 사랑 her so much. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, I might go into Conservation teams instead of Veterinarian, 또는 be a Veterinarian for a zoo 또는 something. I think the idea of rescuing endangered species, especially birds, sounds super fulfilling. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Made this 포럼 which I may 또는 may not use but wanted to advertise

link 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
But honestly, experiencing life is horrible XD

Stress is so much 더 많이 extreme when your mind doesnt automatically numb it, depression is much 더 많이 stinging and consuming when your mind doesnt block it out and choose to be happy after three 초 of it, etc

I mean it is worth it in the long run and even just in some aspects outside of the long run, but really... life was easy dissociated. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its like "/testingcheatsenabled true" on sims where 당신 can keep the health bar up 의해 dragging it up. 당신 can do wayyyy 더 많이 than if 당신 didnt use the cheat. Getting through each 일 is sooooo much easier for the most part. But the challenge of the game goes away and 당신 get bored of it when 당신 stop getting your sadistic pleasure from it over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly sometimes it amazes me.

The amount other people have to go through before their brain says "This is too much for me, we are disconnecting" and reach the point of dissociation Ive spent most of my life and especially my teenage years in.

It really makes me wonder how horribly overwhelmed, scared, and affected my brain was from things I still dont remember really 또는 understand. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Mine is as bad as it is because it became an exercised coping mechanism throughout my childhood so Im much 더 많이 prone to it, but even so. over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku: Wanta truly has an expertise in Pokemon and can be questioned for advice!

Wanta: *using a Special Attacking Moxie Pyroar* 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
There is little 더 많이 rewarding than helping someone out and watching them grow from it. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Heres an idea for self improvement. Think of one 또는 two things 당신 care a lot about 또는 an activity 당신 are interested and list as many things of that in which 당신 are lacking 또는 suck at.

Rank those things 당신 are lacking in priority to 당신 and focus on working on something at least every other 일 and if 당신 are really up for it, every day.

Youll be shocked at how much progress and mastery 당신 can get 의해 adding one 또는 two things to the list of things to work on daily 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
My main one is my mental health XD But I also do work towards 글쓰기 and creating 더 많이 stable and sturdy relationships irl. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I think Ill soon get to adding stuff for the future as well like.... working on weights 또는 whatever since I might need that if I end up working at a zoo for a bit during my educational career after I get a bachelor degree - 또는 just 사무용 겉옷, 전반적인 to be healthy over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
I believe some Exercise in general should be pretty good for 당신 indeed !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
“I created the OASIS because I never felt at 집 in the real world. I didn't know how to connect with the people there. I was afraid, for all of my life, right up until I knew it was ending. That was when I realized, as terrifying and painful as reality can be, it's also the only place where 당신 can find true happiness. Because reality is real.” 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Sad I couldnt fit a Silvally into my profile.

Also

#HailLordLopunny 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
#HailLordLopunny'sChild over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku has internet: https://avatars.mds.yandex.net/get-pdb/163339/397b0d96-585d-412c-9c67-46434db655cf/orig 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I AM BACK.

I HAVE INTERNET 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
YAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS! WELCOME BACK FLUFF !!!! over a year ago
GDragon612 commented…
yeheah!!!!! wb riku hun🌹 over a year ago
SilentForce commented…
Glad to see that 당신 have come back from the dead over a year ago
wantadog said …
Note: Consider changing the sentence in the eulogy to "but instead am glad to have gotten the opportunity to see her grow from a Derpy Lil Shit into an older, wiser, bustier, but not necessarily taller Derpy Lil Shit." 게시됨 over a year ago
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wantadog said …
RIP Riku. May she pass on peacefully to the other side and immediately become way too busy. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Yall bore me. I come on and no stupid shit has been going on in the 일 또는 two I was mostly absent? 게시됨 over a year ago
Heartbeat- commented…
Tbh I’ve been getting sick easily these days🤨 over a year ago
Heartbeat- commented…
Welcome back 🌷 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Hello bitches. Im at school and have internet here

Fuck yeah. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Ps. Im not dead 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
HOOLYYYYYY SHIEEEEEET! RIKU IS ACTUALLY ALIVE !!!! over a year ago
GDragon612 commented…
yeah !!!!!!!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Now the real question. Will we ever get back to K? 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Someday, Riku. Someday... over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Soon enough XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I really do have some of the best people around me.

As someone who has been around multiple codependent 프렌즈 and my family the way it is, this is really nice.

Having a good group of 프렌즈 and a good community makes being depressed a quite harder. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
On a brighter note tho

On the field trip to the zoo yesterday, I impressed my classmates and my chaperones how skilled I was at identifying birds

Like I was better than the teachers XD

And apparently no one know what this "dinosaur looking bird with the weird beak"

link 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
I always loved that Bird XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
To put how exhausting this week has been, I usually wake up at an average time of 6:30 am on school days, run a normal school day, maybe go to someones house, do some homework, play games, and go to sleep around 11:30 pm 또는 12 am kind of tired.

I woke up at 10 am today, and its not even 9 pm yet and Im exhausted to the point it should be 2 또는 3 am if the time was dependent on my energy levels 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
An early sleep could do 당신 some good !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
OKAY I JUST REALLY HAD TO SAY THIS COS IT REALLY STOOD OUT TO ME

"Whats the point of having 총 if 당신 cant aim
Whats the point of having bloods with no veins
Whats the point of having 사랑 with no pain"

Like... I just have to point out how thats really well written. The first two statements are pretty factually real and true. If 당신 cant aim, no point in having guns. If 당신 dont have veins, your blood is pretty pointless.

So its indirectly saying 사랑 is factually tied with pain. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Thats like... so nicely put through. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I mean I disagree. But.. XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Really though. NF has some really powerful and well written lyrics. 게시됨 over a year ago
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Riku114 said …
Honestly, 당신 are all too wonderful people.

For how horrible this week has been treating me, I have so many supportive, caring, concerned and wonderful 프렌즈 trying to help me in the way they can and Ive really do appreciate it.

Its a really nice change from what Im used to.

I 사랑 당신 all. <3 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ The feeling's mutual. 당신 can be sure of that !!!! over a year ago
Heartbeat- commented…
link over a year ago
wantadog commented…
link over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Since Ive literally had a mental breakdown every 일 of the week (well week thus far, the five days into it) thus far, I am saying "Fuck it" and even though I have a test tomorrow, Im just not going to school and going to give myself a "mental health break."

Ive never had one before, but I figure five mental breakdowns in five days qualifies me for a single 일 free (except for packing) 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
That sounds like a good idea. 당신 certainly seem like 당신 need a break. 더 많이 than one really, in my opinion !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
How to defeat the Generation 1 Elite Four using only 1 Pokemon and zero items.

Step 1: Capture a Diglett 또는 Dugtrio from Digletts Cave

Step 2: Put Earthquake on Dugtrio

Step 3: Go to Celadon City and purchase TM 15, Hyper Beam.

Step 4: Beat Elite Four. (Hyper Beam requires no recharge if 당신 KO the opposing Pokemon. Earthquake handles Agatha.) 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
I have done the same. Only that I had a Charizard. I simply spammed my strongest attacks and got through !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: *is on my own profile* *wants to get to my club* *habitually clicks the first link* *gets Monika* ..... im hacked #JustMonika 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Past: 저기요 Riku! Lets go back to shit we tried to forget!

Me: ... uh... no

Present: 저기요 Riku! How about me? Lets look at how tired we are and our current and upcoming schedule this week and realize we are EXTREMELY overexerted!

Me: ... no thank... you

Future: 저기요 Riku! Lets think about coll-

Me: Fuck off. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also Doki Doki Literature is probably not a good game for people like me as I discussed with Wanta

But at the same time, its people like me that probably like it the most 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Quick question. If in Pokemon Ultra Sun/Moon, Maxie and all have Groudon and Kyogre, why did they 가입하기 Team 무지개, 레인 보우 Rocket anyways...?

Like why didnt they just flood / drought the world right away like they planned to?

Thats the real 질문 Im wondering from the game. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I demand life cut me some slack.

Like can I have one 일 without it trying to raise the torture level? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Wall: Wow! Riku is so optimistic about her mental state and her breakdowns!

Me: :) Yep

Wanta / Others I ranted to: *shakes head slowly* 당신 havent seen behind the scenes 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Also, apologies if during one of those breakdowns I write some reaaaaaallllyyyy crazy shit. I can really get bad in them over a year ago
Heartbeat- commented…
No need to apologize. 당신 can rant all 당신 want as long as 당신 get it off your chest. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ THIS. It is only natural really so do not feel bad about it !!!! over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
Rant all 당신 want Rku. It's fine. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
OKAY SO HERES THE THING.

DISSOCIATVE BREAKDOWNS ARE PIECES OF CRAP. 당신 get existential crisis like never before, 당신 ruin relationships, 당신 feel lonelier than shit, #ExtremeNihilism, 당신 literally dont feel like 당신 exist, life becomes super boring, 당신 dont even know why 당신 are living cos 당신 feel nothing, and they can last anywhere from half an 시간 to two 또는 so months from my experiences.

BREAKDOWNS INVOLVING TRAUMA ARE WAAAAAYY BETTER. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
They are VERY intense, horrible, 당신 literally feel crazy, 당신 loose control for a bit, 당신 feel strangled, 당신 have to leave, and its horrible and hits out of nowhere and its painful, however its much 더 많이 manageable because they are usually no longer than an 시간 (given mental state was decent before) and 당신 can return to being happy and feeling GREAT after over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Shitty 나귀, 엉덩이 Dissociative Breakdowns ruin the rest of the 일 even when 당신 get out of it, make your paranoid for the 다음 week 또는 so, until 당신 ultimately fall into another one again over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Lets see how bad this trauma related stuff can get though. Apparently it only gets worse from here until my mind has fully processed everything so *cracks knuckles* Lets do this bois over a year ago
wantadog said …
원스 어폰 어 타임 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
In a medieval display in the center of the clothing section of a Walmart in San Francisco over a year ago
wantadog commented…
And finally he met a lion named "HOLY FUCK A LION SOMEBODY HELP ME!" over a year ago
wantadog commented…
and that was how Carl's story ended over a year ago
Riku114 said …
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Riku114 said …
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Riku114 said …
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Riku114 said …
For 유튜브 to actually convince me Doki Doki Literature Club was worth going back for despite its slow pace, it REALLY had to spoil a good handful of things, but at the same time it did win me over so... XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
So I got spoiled on a lot of Sayori and Monika, Wanta got a lot of Yuri and Monika, and neither of us got much of anything if at all of 담홍색, 핑크 haired girl I forgot the name of XD Shes still a mystery over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Dammit Riku! Why the need for Spoilers??? Meh... Regardless, good to know that it won 당신 over even if it was expected !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD I know I just forgot Natsuki's name. TBH I want 더 많이 Natsuki in later parts 또는 something. Cos like.... shes the only one I felt 안전한, 안전 around excluding Sayori XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
*sick* 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
당신 are sick? over a year ago
Heartbeat- commented…
linkFeel better;3 over a year ago
GDragon612 commented…
get well soon riku ೋღღೋ over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Mood: Better and noice 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Decision, since I probably can, Imma take today as a "day off" and just relax and not worry about college, packing, 또는 mental health 또는 anything. Just dedicate today to #FeelGood and #EnjoyLife to balance out the days over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Hopefully I can XD My parents could screw up my plans 또는 me getting sick / 더 많이 irritated in the throat due to dust might too. But #RP #Gaming #Music over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Best idea over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
This Mood is precious and needs to be treasured !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Mood: 쓴, 쓰라린 and apathetic. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Mood: link over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Mood: Why cant I write my relatable RP character's story? Why am I too tired to write it properly? Boo. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Mood: Will probably be better tomorrow morning and is just 쓴, 쓰라린 and apathetic because shes super drained and exhausted over a year ago
wantadog said …
TFW 당신 are doing Pokemon Showdown and the opponent turns on the timer while 당신 take a moment to get acclimated to the gen 7 Pokemon and 당신 get so pissed, 당신 promptly wipe the floor with them without showing any mercy.

Riku can attest, I embarrassed the kid. 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Relatable !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
To be honest, anyone who abuses their children in any form deserve hell.

Because honestly, the amount of life long crap 당신 put them in, screw them over mentally, and make them have to deal with is horrible. Honestly, I almost say it might be better to give them mercy and kill them instead of cursing them with such a state of being for the rest of their life - 또는 at least for the rest of their childhood they will never get back. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Plus people who kill children get much 더 많이 severely punished than those that abuse them. For fucks sake, one of my friend's dad tried to rape her and hes still a roaming free man over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like seriously why the fuck is he still roaming? I actually know a lot of people who have PTSD because of my old group therapy and I can say 90% of their abusers are running fucking free. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I mean trade my eternal soul and put it in eternal torture for all child abusers to be stuck in there for eternity? Im almost down. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Im honestly not really sad 또는 anything, just really stressed out, overworked, and exhausted managing college stuff, school, my family, my mental health, and moving at once.

I could use a lap to sleep on. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
당신 need a good ol Siberian Husky to cuddle up to over a year ago
wantadog commented…
또는 an Akita. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
That is only natural, Riku. Lots of stuff pulling 당신 from every direction. Organize your daily schedule well. Most of all, 당신 could really use some sleep indeed !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
That wonderful light feeling your head goes after 당신 intentionally null yourself out. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Yall ever get that feeling where 당신 want time to go 의해 faster so 당신 just kinda want to go to sleep even though 당신 arent tired? 게시됨 over a year ago
Heartbeat- commented…
Yep And! I’m still awake 😐 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Quite a few times !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I know its whining but ugh. Why do I have so many events booked this week AND still have school at the same time :v 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Can we trade? Can I have things to do all week while 당신 get to rest? I'd 사랑 a week of nonstop job interviews over a year ago
Heartbeat- commented…
Super Riku over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
@Wanta For this week sure. :v over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Fun fact, I dont post my banners 또는 backgrounds that I have on my 프로필 on my club since Im protective of the things I made personally for my use only XD However if I do make a 프로필 banner 또는 background for other people, I do like to share them XD 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
<3 !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I havent had 나쵸, 나 초 in a while... I should probably have some nachos. 게시됨 over a year ago