I'm still alive but barely breathing
Just pray to a God that beloved in
Cause I got rime while she got freedom
Cause when a hertbreaks,no it don't breakeven
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
cause when a heartbreaks,no it don't breakeven,even,no
What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me is always 당신 and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and your okay
I'm falling to pieces,yeah
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cause she's moving on while I'm still grieving
And when a heartbreaks,no it don't break even,no
What am I gonna do
When the best part of me is always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and your okay
Ok my brother(pikachu700 his dumb self) had this crazy dream about Darla Dimple and... people here i'll tell 당신 that story :3
PK:were am i
*turns on lights
darla dimple: ...
PK:WHO ARE U?
PK: ok blah blah YAA *THROWS 칼, 나이프 AT DD
darla dimple: *teleports to PK*
PK: *LOOKS behind*
pinkie pie: wut i tell u about goin in MAH SHED
pk: wait this is a shed ohh ok*turns all dark again
PK: not again *someone turns on light*
pk: WHY AM I STRAPED UP
pinkie pie: *starts up chainsaw*
pk: oh no O_e
pinkie pie: *cuts up my guts*
al da sudden flippy breaks in 007 style
PK: YAY HI FLIPPY
flippy: let me help u pinkie pie...
PK; OH COME ON!!!
both: cuts hands
both: go's into private room
PK: hmm I HAVE DA POWER *breaks chains*
pk: wow it worked
pk: looks at private window
It hurts.It hurts.
My body.My mind.
All taken over 의해 pain.
Refusing for me to gain.
Evil cutting me down.
Good not raising me up.
It's like being damned.
Almost like being jammed.
I'm taken over 의해 hell.
My future is unable to tell.
What am I doing?
Why am I lame?
I not weak!
연기 like my future is so bleak!
I 펀치 evil in the face!
I mustn't let evil force cut me down!
Good is raising me up!
Evil smaller than a damn cup!
I'm forever strong!
And I'm forever cold.
over a year ago
주황색, 오렌지 kitten: mommy kitty im hungry
grey kitten: yeah mommy we are very very hungry
*all the kitten meows*
주황색, 오렌지 kitten: mommy can 당신 dance *does the 살사 with grey kitten*
1 일 later........
my mom: LALALALALALALALLA
my friend >_<
my dad: *dancing like a maniac hobo*
some 랜덤 dude: SHUT THE FUCK beeeep
me: WELLL 당신 ARE WEIRD
some 랜덤 dude: SAAAAANNNN
me: da fuck?
kitten: meow meow meow meow moew
2 days later.......
elmo: hi im elmo
me: AHHH HOLY SHIT!! *shoots elmo*
one 시간 later....
and thats what i do when im bored okay bye!
I quietly and quickly pick the katniss plant's roots. Have to hurry home, 또는 at least the ruined building I call my home. Living a destroyed old district, 당신 kind of get used to the idea of having to hurry back to ruined buildings, before the rats and bugs decide to settle into your so called home.I start on my way back, when I see a plump rabbit, just watching me desperately pick the roots, while coated in mud. This annoys me, and with one 빠른, 스위프트 movement, I 칼, 나이프 the fat fool from afar. A direct hit. Perfect. I've been working on my 칼, 나이프 throwing skills, and got a lucky hit. I grab the carcass and my knife, and make a bee-line for a path of trees that I marked 의해 tying bright cloth on the 나무, 트리 branches. I've only been hunting for a few months, and still trying to adapt to the idea. I'm not very good at hunting, but I try as hard as I can for the people in my district, if 당신 can call it a district. As I reach my treehouse, I see a mockingjay pass me by, and land in my treehouse window. Good, he's back. I climb the ladder, and put my kill in a burlap sack and set it in the corner. The treehouse, also known as The 망대, 망루 to the towns...
List of things I love, and list of things I hate.
If anyone agrees 당신 can post below. These are all random. ish.
1) Pictures with funny captions.
2) Ice cream.
4) Poison dart frogs :P
6) Cute cats
7) Cute 고양이 in silly poses.
10) Kitkats. The candy, yum!
11) Harry Potter
12) Sirius Black
13) Sirius the star.
15) Queen!!! :)
17) Funny rants for no reason
18) Rants that have a reason
20) My boyfriend. (jk, don't have one at the moment)
22) Peace symbols
22) Theatre games
23) Stupid theatre games
24) Freaky things
25) Ellen DeGeneres (she rocks!)
26) The planet Venus
27) Apollo and Artemis
28) Lupa, the Roman goddess of wolves
29) Severus Snape
31) The lollipop song from the dell commercial
1) Said "Canadia" instead of "Canada" 의해 accident?
2) Cut a 바비 인형 doll's hair?
3) Been looking over your shoulder, turn around and walk face first into a door 또는 a light post?
4) Ate 베이컨 with chocolate?
5) Got lifted up during dancing, but got dropped?
6) Done this:
roll your finger across the keyboard like that for fun?
7) Dressed up in drag? If you're a girl, equivalent to dressing up as a boy.
8) Taken part in a protest?
9) Made a huge faux pas in front of a celebrity?
10) Died in a play?
11) Hold grapes between your lips and suck so they go into your mouth with a pop? (Be careful not to choke)
12) Pointed a stick at someone and said "Avada Kedavra"?
13) Done a 사진 shoot?
14) Flew an airplane?
15) Saved a woodland mouse?
16) Fed a woodland 쥐, 마우스 candy?
17) Wasted a whole roll of duct tape?
18) Called the police 의해 accident?
19) Kissed a celebrity? Lips, cheek, doesn't matter.
Spread A Little Love
These are my views and thoughts about being a straight christian, but still supporting gay rights.
I wear a cross. It's a little golden 십자가, 크로스 with a tiny ruby in the middle, being I'm born in July, and that's my birthstone. It's a girt from my mom, and I might pass it on to the 다음 generation when I grow up. It's very special to me. I wear it all the time unless I'm swimming 또는 bathing. I wear it in performances (I'm an actress-to-be and I play violin at school). Even when I was in a play about the ancient greek gods, I wore it under my robes. My whole family is part italian, so we are mostly catholic. We are a good family, we 사랑 each other and all of us support gay rights. I 사랑 my family.
But lately, with all of the stereotypes going around, I've been hiding my 십자가, 크로스 under my shirt. A lot of my 프렌즈 are gay, lesbian 또는 bi, and just about everyone at theatre camp old enough to know the conflict around this topic supports gay rights. I feel ashamed to wear my 십자가, 크로스 in public, because even people who don't know my sexual orientation might automatically assume "oh, you're a homophobe." I'm not! I just feel so helpless and...
Yell Kevin at 랜덤 birds and say oh never mind that isn't a pigeon
Yell Potato at 랜덤 cars
Take pictures of 랜덤 cars
Act like 당신 have a disease
Talk in a accent on the first 일 of school
Prank call people
Write down words
Eat a tissue
If 당신 are a guy tell your parents that 당신 are pregnant
If 당신 are a girl tell 당신 parents that 당신 got your boyfriend pregnant
Play your 가장 좋아하는 game until really late at night
Lister to 랜덤 songs
Dialogue a silent movie
Go into Wal-mart and yell I'm a wizard!!!
Ask 랜덤 people 랜덤 people 질문 like where is the popcorn? Why is the sky 주황색, 오렌지 etc.
Throw sherbet at people and say die zombie
Listen to 음악 and yell it out on your street
Text your 프렌즈 that 당신 are moving then show up at their house and say hello roomie
Bullying is an insecure person who goes around putting others down just to make themselves feel superior, 또는 just to hurt others, 또는 try to control others.
It can be different types, verbal, looks, harassment, physical abuse, controlling, spreading rumors, manipulating others to dislike another person, disparaging remarks, lies, etc.
In every school , there is suppose to be an anti bullying program and not just a verbal policy, but one that is followed through on with the adults , principles, teachers, school administration.
The White House et al sent out a letter mandating these antibullyiing practices in each school.
Schools are legally responsible for what goes on in their schools.
There are anti bullying programs in many schools, and one can always go ask the principle about theirs, 또는 what is happening in your own school.
검색 'anti bullying in schools' 또는 similar 검색 words with your city/town.
If 당신 find they are not adequate, then become involved and make your school a 안전한, 안전 place to be for everyone.
So my uncle told me this joke and I HAD to post it:
So two blondes walk into a bar and sit at the counter. They order drinks, high five, and yell "Three months!" They finish their drinks and repeat.
The bartender is curious and asks, "What does 'three months' mean?"
One blonde explains. "You see, we bought a puzzle and it said on the front '3-6 years', but we finished it in three months!"
Got to be the dumbest blondes on earth!
10: "Ooh, never felt like [i]that[i] before!"
9: "Keep it coming!"
8: "Oh, [i]that's[i] what it does!"
7: "I like that. I like that a lot."
6: *Grunt* *Scream* "YES! OH, YES!"
5: "Hey, that tickles!"
4: "It felt different when (insert old partner's name) did that."
3: "Huh. That's bigger than I remember. Oh well."
2: "Wait. Is that yours 또는 mine?"
1: "Hey. That's weird. How do 당신 put that back?"
I had a lot of fun 글쓰기 these, and the majority of them I made up as I went along.
I should've, could've, would've;
Done something about that day,
If only I had known it ended this way.
I am not proud to tell you
How I stood there and watched;
He was so big and scary
Was all that I thought.
I couldn't, wouldn't, shouldn't,
get involved at all.
I say to myself;
It's none of my business;
As I turn and walk down the hall.
I hear on the news;
'bout this kid who had died
It tells of his woe;
The 일 of his suicide
They talk about how he locked himself
inside of his room
All to have shot himself to forget all the pain.
Now as I walk through my school
I hear the laughter
But see the fear
In their eyes plainly after
And I know what their thought could easily be
They think to themselves "what if it was me"
I could've done something,
I could've told someone,
I would've, if I hadn't been so afraid.
surrounded 의해 walls
no where to go
walls are closing in
no 더 많이 air flow
no one can hear you
like your never there
no one can help
no one is there
kicking and screaming
yelling for help
mom sits and watches
while dad grabs his belt
mom doesn't say anything
until dad leaves
she doesn't care
at least I didn't believe
this always happened
every single night
mom just sat and watched
without putting up a fight
going to school
with new bruises every day
teachers always asked
I blew their help away
knowing if I told
it would only get worse
begging on my knees
for him not to immerse
just laying there as time passed by
watching myself get beat
I just thought to myself
one 일 I'll be back on my feet
the time had finally come
many years after
This young boy kept from sight
crying into the middle of the night
he fears that others will sense the shame
but was this boy really too blame?
this little boy who was full of belief
could not from him seem to find relief
he feels so dirty with his clothes which are tore
when he is being flung on the bedroom floor
this broken child 로스트 his innocence at a very young age
through a trusted mans deliberate drunken rage
his little broken 심장 was full of pain
through the rest of his life it would stain
people would see the bruises that lay upon his face
he wanted and longed for his special place
while he was looking around
this little boy couldn't make a sound
he couldn't have his own 침대
he would be there touching him instead
taking his clothes off he would touch
this haunted his little 심장 so much
he just wanted him to understand
but instead he got the back of his hand
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
로스트 in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted
Drifting into empty Space
I have been like that Since saw my Dads evil face.
My Name Is Zack
My Sister Is Lucy
I am 12
And she is 6
Our dads always mad
He screams and he yells
I don’t think he likes us
It's easy to tell
Mums only kind
When dad's not around
And when he is 집
She hardly makes a sound
Mums always out,
Dads always drunk,
And always alone
As soon as we hear
Those jingly keys
We run and hide
We run and plea
We find a place
And curl up tight
I hold her hand
And she holds mine
And soon enough
Dad then walks in
Don’t make a sound, don’t say a word
I pray inside, deep within
But Lucy she cannot help herself
For the pain is just too much
"O-God" she yells
"Why are 당신 so mean?"
He doesn't like what she has said
And beats her even more
And with one last hit
Hard and strong, he pulls away and watches
It stalks the night
It stalks the day
It seeks out life
And whisks it away
It's known as death
And other things too
But it's all the same
What matters is you.
How do 당신 see it?
What does it mean?
It's best if 당신 know
For death is unseen.
It can take 당신 at day
It can take 당신 at night
Knowing death well
Can lend 당신 some light
The passage to death
Is always unclear
And it's best to know
That you're very near.
For death is at hand
It is for us all
Know it's face well
So 당신 don't stumble and fall
Now think hard on death
And know that it's near
And the meaning of life
Will be all to clear
And that is to live
For your hearts desire
Not to stumble 또는 fall
But to burn with a fire.
A 불, 화재 for life
To live for each day
To reach for your dreams
No matter what people say
No, I'm not trying to ridicule 또는 make fun of my friend with that 제목 I put up there. It's meant in a sarcastic way, coming from me. He just so good at attitudinizing. Whiny. Hoity-toity. Such a drama queen. He's had a sh!t childhood, but didn't we all? His parents never liked each other, and badmouthed each other in his and his sisters' presence. His father is a war veteran who instead of a child, he has always treated him like a soldier. Even now he's nineteen years old, he has to be 집 22:30 PM when he goes out.
That's not cool. Seriously, I feel bad for him, and I understand him. We both have the same condition. But it's not like nobody else has had a sh!t childhood either, right? Every time he and I talked together, the conversation somehow turned into him complaining about how ugly his life was. And nobody has ever had ever had a worse childhood than he's had. Just yesterday, we were on private chat together on Xbox LIVE.
“So I heard Tony has started smoking.” he said through the headset.
I honestly think this whole gender role shit is stupid but here is how gender roles work to people:
1.)Women cook,clean and take care of children.
2.)Women are to be protected & weak.
3.)Women are to be property and look up to there boyfriend 또는 husband as they would God.
4.)Women are not to do jobs/careers like these:fightfighting,police,marine,army,etc,etc.
5.)Women are to be feminine not masculine.
6.)Women should be model,fashion designers,artsist,etc.
1.)Are to be masters of there wifes/girlfriends.
2.)Men are to protect women.
3.)Men are to pay finaces.
4.)Men are to be masculine not feminine.
5.)Men are not to be fashion designers,models,artist,etc.
6.)Men are to be fightfighters,police,marine,army,etc.
Gender roles are so fucking stupid!I mean like women could be lesbians.Men could be gay.Men and women could be asexual.Women might want to be strong and want to be 더 많이 supreme in a relation ship.Men might want to be submissive in a relation ship.Men might want to be models.Women might want to 가입하기 the army.I believe there is no...
Just a little longer...
It will all be over soon...
Because i know i wont last much longer....
Tomorrow will come soon...
I'll walk through thoughs highschool doors....
Act normal and pretend....
But the people who walk around...
Dont know that its the end...
They smirk and smile at nothing i feel evil as they pass...
They dont realize that my soul has turned so dark...
I smirk at them for the first time ever i dont care if my deadly stare hurts...
Because for once in my life i wont be the only one who burns...
I walk around 연기 normal...i glare at others as i pass....
Until the 벨 of fate rings and it goes out with a blast....
Everyone turns to me, Horror in their face...
But i still keep that Sadistic sad smirk written on my face...
I tilt my head to the side looking from face to face, as i choose who's face of which the 불, 화재 arm will close the space...
I must admit that I have often thought
of leaving it all behind and letting everything go
I was 로스트 and alone, as I always am,
So many people around me,
Yet no one seems to care.
They say they understand and 사랑 me very much,
But just when I Trust to love, they forget and 옮기기 on.
I held the 칼, 나이프 so close
as tears, mixed with blood,
Began to fall slowly.
Like a foolish child I cried.
Knowing that I could end it all now
made my mind draw a blank.
I put the 칼, 나이프 away and tried to wipe the blood,
that ran faster than I can describe.
I knew suicide wasn't the answer I was looking for.
I knew there was a reason for me being alone.
So many bad things happening at once -
They can make 당신 forget
About the good qualities of life.
Even though life is hard,
and trouble an inevitable part of it.
my name is Zack...
i am but fourteen...
my eyes are swollen...
I cannot see, ...
I must be stupid ...
I must be bad, ...
What else could have made...
My dad so mad? ...
I wish I were better ...
I wish I weren't ugly, ...
Then maybe my mum ...
Would still want to hug me....
i dont want to speak at all ...
i can't do a wrong ...
또는 else I'm locked up ...
All the 일 long. ...
When I awake I'm all alone...
The house is dark ...
My parents aren't 집 ...
This is really just me over thinking the whole entire "normality" thing.
Normality is impossible, why 당신 might ask?
Well.., if everyone was "normal" we wouldn't have the risk takers, the partiers, the scientist, everyone would be the same. And so much stuff wouldn't exist, such as: the telephone, internet, different drawing styles, life styles, types of food, types of music, ect.
Everyone is different, and they have different perspectives on "normality", so really everyone's definition of being "normal" would vary, and then no one would be this so called normal.
So if someone calls someone "abnormal" they're basing that judgement on their own perspective of normality.
Some might say being a "normal" teenage girl is too 사랑 the hottest band, buy the hottest brands, like the hottest guys. Yet someone else might say It's being self conscious, caring too much about your looks, dressing like a skank.
It honestly varies from person to person.
over a year ago
1.Try to climb through all the rooms in your 집 without touching the floor
2.Find undiscovered tribes using 구글 Earth
3.Shave your pets
4.Knock down all the interior walls of your home, creating one large empty space. Once done, sit in the middle of the giant room and contemplate your life
5.Start a free blog on WordPress 또는 Blogger and tell the world about all your weird and dirty secrets
6.Email an ex girlfriend 또는 boyfriend and apologize for hurting them even though it’s a complete lie (just do it for shits and giggles)
7.Read a book. Use your time to learn something, for God’s sake
8.Create an upside-down room. Choose a room and take a few 사진 of it. Then, invert the entire room 의해 sticking all of the things on the floor up on the ceiling and vice versa. Don’t forget to invert any framed pictures. 당신 will need a drill, nails and lots of glue
9.Join the Church of Satan
10.Get drunk and forget
11.Try to head butt the ceiling