So many people wonder how I do it. How I continue to live even after the worst has happened to me. But that is exactly what I do. I live.
My family has moved over and over in my life, they say it's due to my father's job, but he won't tell me what it is.and I know better. I can only gather certain a few clues they give away to try and piece together my past. You'd think I 더 많이 than anyone should know it, yet I haven't even started learning about it, at the moment all I know is. When I was a baby I got shot in a hostage situation. We moved. I met my best friend and her big brother. A few years later at age 7 I was kidnapped for about a 월 and unfortunately had my captor force himself upon me. We moved again. My family noticed that I had begun to act oddly, like there was two different me's in one body. I started getting serious about art but the things I drew scared my teachers and classmates. We moved again. My actions got worse and my little sister was born. We stayed there for a while. At age 13 I acquired my first stalker they would and still do follow me around tracking me on the internet. I got teased a lot for my artwork and never had any friends. We moved. Age 14 I got my 초 stalker they still send me nonstop questions: Where are you? Why don't 당신 사랑 me? Can 당신 meet me? After going to a party with some 랜덤 classmate I realized my phobia for being touched, and it has slowly gotten worse. Along with my two different selves. We moved. I start to notice my family is slowly falling apart, and every night I have weird dreams of life, but it's not my life but others, and all the dreams end in their death. Age 15 we moved to America where I was diagnosed with spilt personalties, got my third known stalker, learned my best friend's brother, someone I once had a crush on was dying of cancer. Got fanpop. I just turned 16 recently. My therapist thinks I'm 메리다와 마법의 숲 that I still smile and laugh and not mop around my house. But what else can I do? Dwelling on it won't make it any better, it won't undo what was done. I have thought of killing myself then I realized that would be governing in, letting them have what they want. So instead of giving in and giving up I live. And I plan on continuing to do so.