Yes~ and hate it. I don't like being left behind. I want to be loved 의해 tons of people but I only have a few close 프렌즈 and family members left. Every time I make a new friend they always 옮기기 away because my town is just like that. There's nothing here, once people come here there's no reason for them to stay long. They say they'll keep in touch with me and that we'll be 프렌즈 forever~ and all of that fluffy heartwarming stuff, but it never happens. I'm shy, awkward, and awful enough at making friends, that's bad enough but it seems that everyone who does care about me, something bad always happens to them! It's like I'm some kind of bad luck charm! I almost don't want to be loved because I feel like I'll just end up hurting people. I hate being forgotten about. I hate being alone.
no! i hate being alone, i want 프렌즈 badly and 더 많이 than that, i want somebody to 사랑 me and spend time with me, but i don't have 프렌즈 and i don't have a lover either -_- i was really close though! but i quit my job and ever since all i wanted to do was be cooped up in the house alone, even though i hate being alone, LOL :)
