I've dreamt about this before too - she was planning to kill me with a brick so I had to jump out my bedroom window then quickly sneak back in my house as she went upstairs to look for me so that I could get my car keys and drive away lol
I can't say, I've never had a mother like that. But I have had nightmares about my mother wanting to kill me and stuff. Those nightmares would always scare the shit out of me and I'd wake up sweating, crying, and sometimes even screaming. I still have them sometimes, but not as much as before.
alot of people are giving stupid 답변 but seriously if i was in this situation i would try to find a way out. i mean like (if 당신 live with her) moving in with other relatives, friends, anything. its really bad for 당신 to stay there and put up with what sounds like an abusive relationship.