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EmzLovesCheryl said:
Interesting question!
Mum: I 사랑 her. She does her best to understand, and she works so hard for me and my brother. She worries about me and cares about me, and I wish she wouldn't worry so much for her own sake. She's embarrassing for sure, but she's amazing. I also think she understands 더 많이 than I osmetimes realize. She often looks sad, I wish she didn't, she deserves to be happy. She's brilliant.
Dad: Meh. I don't really think he deserves my mum tbh. I don't dislike him at all, but I don't have a lot of respect for him if I'm honest. He often acts like he's better than everyone else, like he parades the world. He always seems to be putting my brother down, taking things too seriously. He's ok I suppose, but he's always expecting me to get excellent grades, be the cleverest in the class. And I'm quite bright, but I'm not a genius. I think he's disappointed in me, it's like he wants me to be like him. He's a classical musician, and he so wishes that I was 더 많이 enthusiastic about playing my violin. I prefer my 피아노 and 기타 though, where I can compose 음악 for me to sing along to. He hates that I'm into pop and rock music, that I have obsessions and fancy guys. I don't think he understands me at all. He somehow gets the impression that I try to be like everyone else, which is far from true. I say to him "You've got it all wrong. Why do 당신 think everyone hates me?!" and he looks completely blank, like he doesn't pay any attention to what's going on in my life. He's given up on my brother, even though he's younger than me. He's quickly developed an attitude, so he seems to be focusing on turning me into someone to show off about. I want to be an actor though. I perform at my local theatre school, I write songs and sing them in school assemblies. I've taken drama exams, and I've starred in school plays, I've been told 의해 many people that I have a true gift, and I like to believe it. But my dad hates it all. He hates musicals, television, 음악 that isn't classical. He hates what is my life, and that hurts. I wish he'd make 더 많이 of an effort, notice what I'm achieving, rather than sulking about what I'm not achieving. I want to make him proud, but its not going to be easy. But I've got to be me, not what he wants me to be.
Sorry, I've kind of gone off track, but it feels good to let everything out. :)
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