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littlebirdy05 said:
Fascinating question, and fascinating answers, I think I'll put my own reasons. :P First things first, depression runs in my family for one, but there are quite a lot of things that aren't really helping, either. Here's a few. 집 life. It sucks dude, I live with my neat freak, depression and anger prone grandma, and my ADHD sister. Not that either of those are bad things, it's just not a good combination. Not to mention, we will soon be joined 의해 my aunt, who is worse than my grandma. We live in a tiny, less than single wide trailer, where not even the BATHROOM has a door, let alone my room. Why do I live with my grandma? My mother abandoned me and my sister three times now, to go off and marry some dude (She's married to a quadriplegic this time, and they live in a small room at their 프렌즈 house), and my father, well, last I heard he was in Kentucky. I'm also prone to self harm, and the occasional 'thought', but that's my fault. School days. They also suck. As if being short, slightly below average looking, and non athletic were not 침대 enough for society today, I also have Tourrett's Syndrome, which can, 당신 know, cause some difficulty and make one an EASY target for poking fun at. Like calling 'Twitchy' 또는 barking at, 또는 being called an attention whore (if you'll pardon the language) and being accused of faking it all in the first place. To 상단, 맨 위로 it all off, I've also managed to inherit all of my families mental issues. Yay me, right? Social phobia, OCD, Schizoid personality disorder(this keeps me from being able to handle praise 또는 affection), temper problems, paranoia, and a great possibility of Paranoid Schizophrenia. XP Which occasionally causes delusions, hallucinations, and so on and so forth (basically when people think of 'crazy' they're thinking of schizophrenia). This, for those of 당신 reading, is ONLY the tip of the iceberg, here. And yet I don't complain, because no matter how bad anyone's life gets, there's always someone worse off, so, for me, it's all good. :P
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