Stopping 의해 Woods On A Snowy Evening

Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living 의해 the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my 쓴, 쓰라린 existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.

What would 당신 do,
if the 사랑 of your life died,
what would 당신 do if they died a terrible death,
would 당신 get revenge,
would 당신 hate everyone,
would 당신 become a murderer in return,
would 당신 cry your life away,
또는 would 당신 take your life away?

What would 당신 do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would 당신 do if they died terribly,
would 당신 laugh because no tears will come,
would 당신 cry until it is all over,
would 당신 do the same,
would 당신 run away,
또는 would 당신 just throw it all away?

What would 당신 do,
if 당신 were hit 의해 a car,
what would 당신 do if 당신 were dying,
would 당신 feel sorry for yourself,
would 당신 cry until the end,
would 당신 remember everything 당신 have ever done,
would 당신 call your mom,
또는 would 당신 hate the person until your life has gone away?

What would 당신 do,
when everything ends for 당신 또는 a friend?

What would 당신 do?

Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.

Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...

Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...

Broken,
My 심장 is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...

Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen 의해 the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...

Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...

Darkness,
I am 로스트 in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to 제비, 삼키기 me forever

There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if 심장 is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with 사랑 that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart

Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew 당신 for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
당신 always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
당신 always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
당신 just laughed and helped him
And always forgave

No one knew 당신 would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying

We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
당신 and I were fine

I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
당신 ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never said goodbye

I wish i could of said goodbye
For 당신 are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss 당신 and 당신 will never be forgotten