Laying in the hotel bedroom in Zayns arms,I gott the chills from my night mare.He was a bit loose from holding me when he was awake.I didn't go to sleep because I couldn't stand the nightmares I just had a lot to think about and laying there I thought through it all.I thought about mom.I thought about Courtney.I thought about drew.I thought about dad.I thought about Zayn.I might try to steal his heart.He was a nice guy and today we just were messin around.I don't want to say I 사랑 당신 to him because I don't want to get my hopes up.I have a lot to learn about him.Maybe someone could help me learn about Zayn so I don't have to look at the lieing internet.i was feeling hungry.I got up slowly trying not to wake Zayn.I grabbed a few dollars and walked out the door silently.I went to the snack machine down the hall.
There was a guy getting ice from the ice machine.
The guy turned around.It was Niall.
"Oh hi."I said
"Hey,Aren't 당신 Zayns girlfriend?"
"No,Were not dating."
"What's your name?"
"Nice to met you." he held out a hand.
I shaked it.I felt awkward.
"So if your not dating Zayn what are 당신 to him?"
"I'm just a friend.The 키싱 was just part of the dare."I lied.
"Oh.Umm.Do 당신 wanna go swim maybe we talk dome more?"
"That'll be fine I can't really sleep because nightmares."
"What do 당신 have nightmares about?"
"Alot of things that why I can't sleep."
"Yea I guess so."he opened the door to his hotel room.
It had 2 beds and a marble bathroom.he went he the bath room and handed me this black bathing suit with white ruffles.
He went in and changed in the bathroom as I changed in the bedroom.He came out the bathroom.I was holding the bottom two strings to the bathing suit.
"Can 당신 tie this?"I asked shyly
He tied it but the fact that he could see my bare back gave me the chills as he tied it in a double knot.It was a bit tight but I didn't dare complain.we went up to the roof.
"Umm..Can I ask 당신 something?"he looked down
"Do 당신 like Zayn?"
"Well he needs someone to love."
"Then could 당신 help me like tell me things about him?"I asked shyly.
"Sure what do 당신 wanna know?"
We went and gott in the water and sat on the steps.
"I wanna know like the little things."
"Well,He's a nice guy.He smokes.He's muslim.He's in 사랑 with his hair.He's a virgin of what he says.His dad Died..."
When he said that Zayns dad died my 심장 skipped a beat.
"He totally loves the fact we can make girls faint."
"Oh I know I learned that the hard way."I laughed.
"Nearly!He hugged me and I almost died!"I giggled
"I must admit If I was a girl I'd fall for Zayn."he joked.
"I'm on a slow 보트 ride to falling for him."
"Better make it a speed boat."he smiled
"Dude have 당신 ever gone on a boat?"I asked.
"No but does a ship count?"
"You've missed out!Ill take 당신 some 일 to go ride alongst the shores."I smiled.
"That would be Nice."
"Speaking of the waters,Why did 당신 all throw Zayn in the pool today?"
"Um I really don't know it was Harry's idea.Harry's not like you've seen him.Hes better then that.In the morning he'll apologize to 당신 and Zayn."
"That would be nice,But he is so funny when he's drunk"
"Oh his like that all the time,Any way back to Zayn,He loves to say'Vas happening' I don't know why but it's funny."
"Hearing all this reminds me of how much I don't know Zayn"
"Well,He is very very sweet.And tell 당신 with no lie he will treat 당신 right."he told me in a solid voice
"Can I tell 당신 a secret?"I wispered and scooted closer to Niall.
"Sure anything I wont tell anyone."he wispered back.
"I'm working on stealing Zayns heart."I smiled
He giggled.I gave him a hug.
"Let's be friends"I wispered as we hugged
He hugged me back.
"Come on!I wanna show 당신 something!"He got up and grabbed my hand and led me out the pool and down the elavator.
"Where are we going?"I smiled.
"You'll see."he giggled
I bit my lip.
"No don't do that it's like....I don't know it just gets to me.It does to a lot of guys!"he smiled
"Well,That's good for me!"I smiled
"Look, just be yourself,don't think about it and he's bound to fall in 사랑 with you."
"Your right."I wispered
Niall came close to me.He held my hand.
"I can't.I don't want to sacrifice Zayn's feelings."
"Oh..I'm sorry.I promise I won't do it again."
"No,Its my fault I have to be so pretty."I joked
"Oh Please I'm the pretty one here."he laughed
"Surrre."I sarcasticlly said
The elavator opened to the 5th floor.
"I have to get something from Harry's room."
He started walking.I followed.
I felt like unclaimed territory.Millions of countrys fighting over a piece of land.But in the end billions of Iives 로스트 and a lot of hurt hearts.I was the piece of land.
He reached the room unlocked it with a key then entered in Harry's dark room.Harry was laying in 침대 asleep.He snored.
I couldn't keep from laughing a little.Niall laughed a little then grabbed something from the drawer.
"Nooo!.....You may not spoon me....I hate spoons!"Harry yelled in his sleep
I laughed as we left the room.
Once we got into the hall.He showed me the thing he got.
It was keys?
He led me to the stair way.He went down to the 3rd floor.
"Where are we going.My feet hurt."
He picked me up on his back and kept going down the stairs.
We reached the 1st floor and opened a door that led outside.
"What now?"I asked.
He pointed to a motorcycle.
"Is that yours?"I smiled
He gott on the motorcycle.
"Come on."he smiled as I gott on.
"You know how to drive a motorcycle?"
"Nope."he started the engine and took off.
He took me to the beach.It was still night time.
"You wanted to show me the beach?"
"Yea isn't it beautiful at night."
"Better then anything I have seen."
He took my hand and led me to the shore.
The 바닷가, 비치 looked beautiful in its dark shades.The water gilstened in the moon light.It reminded me of that night with Drew.I don't like thinking of those times,At lunch he was nice but he still liked me I could tell he did.The other 일 I heard a song on the radio,it sung:I wish we never did it.I wish never fell so deep in love.Now there's no way we can be friends....I turned that fucking shit off,I was mad that day.Niall interrupted my thoughts.
"Are 당신 cold?"
"no but 당신 are I can tell."I smiled
"Come on let's get in the water to protect us from the wind."
He picked me up and brought me a few feet in the water.
"Dont drop me."I smiled
"what like this?"
He let me go.I fell in the warm water.
"It feels nice."I smiled
I grabbed him and pulled him in the water.
During all this had flash backs of Drew.
Under the water I was in Nialls arms as if it was Drews body but with Zayns love.It was all to confusing.
All I knew I never wanted to 날짜 Drew again...I didn't want to 사랑 him.I didnt want to Push away Zayn I didn't want to get to close to Niall.I just didn't want to Love.It was to hard to confusing I couldnt 사랑 one person but think of another.
Fuck it,I felt to be who I wanted to be with.But at the moment I was with a stranger.I didn't want him to think I hate him but I had to push through all the emotions.I couldnt be afraid to 사랑 one I couldn't think of the others,Because they all had. There fuckng chances.Drew had his fucking chance and he blew it.Niall was close to me I felt if there was knive in my heart.I felt hurt in my head.Couldn't focus,I felt dizzy.
"Are 당신 okay 당신 don't look okay?"
I Pasted out from the stress.