MICHAEL’S PRIDE AND JOY
I’m about to give 당신 an in depth view of each dream that I have. I do not know why I have the dreams that I have. They seem so real that I just cannot wait to tell 당신 about them in full detail. All of the dreams that I have, happen to be about me being Michael Jackson’s child. The dreams that I have being from my birth to adolescence. Before I start telling 당신 about my long dreams let me fill 당신 in on a few things. In my dreams I was born as Michael Jackson’s 1st child to Debbie Rowe and Michael Jackson. My name in the dreams is Alanna Michael Jackson, let’s start.
The setting is March 15, 1994 the 일 that I was born. I was born in a dark hospital room lit 의해 just one lamp. Michael yelled “Here she comes Debbie!” With one 더 많이 hard push I was welcomed into the world. I was rushed to the NICU; not even letting my father cut the cord. He looked worried with tears coming from his eyes. They did tests on me a number of times before letting my dad see me. Before he was let in to see me the doctors told him that I had Cerebral Palsy. He was told that I may not ever be able walk, but that I will live a normal life. As he walked into my hospital room he sat 다음 to my incubator. He stroked my head and I smiled with my newborn lips. He acted like a father from the start. While at the hospital he would ask if he could feed me 또는 change me, the nurses were pretty much out of a job when my dad was there, and he was always there.
HOMEWARD BOUND
March 19. I was let out of the hospital, I remember that 일 like it was yesterday. Daddy was so happy packing up my stuff. Debbie had left the hospital days ago. Something tells me she will not play a big role in my life. Daddy put me in a car seat, he gave hugs and autographs and lots of thanks. Once we left those doors it was crazy. Helicopters and news reporters were everywhere. Daddy tried to keep me from the flashes. When we got to the limo daddy opened the door, someone said “Michael, how 당신 like being a father?” Daddy replied “I 사랑 it”. Finally we were in the limo; daddy was trying to calm me down because I was crying. It was a 20 분 drive to my new 집 Neverland Ranch. When we started down the long driveway I looked at the 동물 like, lion’s, bears and stuff like that, it was so cool. Once we got inside daddy kissed me on the forehead and put me in my baby swing. The house was just so calm I fell asleep.
LAYING DOWN THE LAW
Jan 1, 1996. I woke up and yelled, “Daddy I’m up”. He ran up the stairs. He lifted me up and out of my 어린이 침대, 침대 and gave me a kiss, and then he changed me. The 1st thing I wanted to do was watch toy story for the 100th time. Daddy said “Let’s watch Pocahontas instead of Toy Story”. I was on his lap at the time; I hit him across his face. He said in very stern voice, “No 당신 do not hit daddy; 당신 sit in time out for 2 minutes”. About 2 초 in to my time out I said, “I’m sorry daddy.” He looked at me and said, “O.K. but 당신 still need to sit there.” After my time, out daddy knelt down to my level. He said, “Do 당신 know why I put 당신 in time out Alanna?” I said, “Because I hit you”. He said, “That is right.” “I’m sorry daddy” I said. “It’s ok, do not do it anymore because it gives me boo boos.” I had never seen my daddy lay down the law till now.
OUT TO PROVE THEM WRONG
Jan 5, 1996. I was still on my Toy Story kick. I am telling 당신 that I must have broken the strings on at least 20 Woody dolls. Even though we had maids to clean my room daddy wanted to try and have me do it. The maid’s argued with daddy. They said that I was too young to clean my own room. Daddy was out to prove them wrong. When I got up from my nap daddy took me out of my 어린이 침대, 침대 and said, “Why don’t we clean your room for a little while.” I said “No daddy no”. He said “Just for a little bit.” I said, “No dada” in the sweetest voice possible, and with maybe a bit of a wine. ” I’ll help you. “He said with a smile on his face. He scooped me up in his arms and said “What 당신 think.” I said “Ok daddy.” I rapped my arms around daddy and rested my head on his shoulder. I whispered, “I 사랑 당신 daddy”, he whispered back “I 사랑 당신 more.” Daddy carried me to the huge 부엌, 주방 where one of the maid was. He said to her, “Guess what Alanna and I are going to do?” She looked at him puzzled. Daddy said with a gleam in his eyes and a smile on his face, “We are going to clean Alanna’s bedroom.” The maid’s mouth dropped as daddy walked into my room with me in his arms. When we got into my room daddy said, “Wow look at this mess!!” There were tons of Toy Story 인형 everywhere. I must have every character from Toy Story. When we were cleaning daddy would pick out a character and ask me who it was. I would say, “Buzz, Woody, and Rex. I did 더 많이 playing than cleaning, but 저기요 I was not even 2 yet. It took an 시간 but we, 또는 should i say, daddy, was done.
DAD TO THE RESCUE
January 29, 1996. It was 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 time, and daddy told the chef to make me macaroni and cheese. When our 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 was brought out to us, I dug right in. Daddy asked if it was good, I did not answer him because I was chocking. Daddy said, “Are 당신 ok?” When he realized that i was chocking he jumped from his 좌석 and ran over to me. He opened my mouth and pulled the 음식 out. He took me out of my highchair and wrapped me in his arms. Daddy said, “Are 당신 alright?” I shook my head yes and started to cry. Daddy said, “Oh thank god. Then he said “shhhhhh, it is ok, shhhh”. He started 노래 to me. I fell fast asleep in his arms. Daddy brought me to my room and laid me down. He slept in the rocking chair 다음 to my crib.
(If 당신 are wondering why Lisa is not my mother in my dreams, here’s why. In my dreams back when Michael and Lisa did the Diane sawyer interview, Lisa and Michael announced that they had been 스플릿, 분할 up for 5 months because Michael wanted children and Lisa did not want any 더 많이 children. Lisa said she wanted Michael to be happy and that is why they got divorced. In those 5 months Michael met Debbie Rowe and they conceived me.
I’m about to give 당신 an in depth view of each dream that I have. I do not know why I have the dreams that I have. They seem so real that I just cannot wait to tell 당신 about them in full detail. All of the dreams that I have, happen to be about me being Michael Jackson’s child. The dreams that I have being from my birth to adolescence. Before I start telling 당신 about my long dreams let me fill 당신 in on a few things. In my dreams I was born as Michael Jackson’s 1st child to Debbie Rowe and Michael Jackson. My name in the dreams is Alanna Michael Jackson, let’s start.
The setting is March 15, 1994 the 일 that I was born. I was born in a dark hospital room lit 의해 just one lamp. Michael yelled “Here she comes Debbie!” With one 더 많이 hard push I was welcomed into the world. I was rushed to the NICU; not even letting my father cut the cord. He looked worried with tears coming from his eyes. They did tests on me a number of times before letting my dad see me. Before he was let in to see me the doctors told him that I had Cerebral Palsy. He was told that I may not ever be able walk, but that I will live a normal life. As he walked into my hospital room he sat 다음 to my incubator. He stroked my head and I smiled with my newborn lips. He acted like a father from the start. While at the hospital he would ask if he could feed me 또는 change me, the nurses were pretty much out of a job when my dad was there, and he was always there.
HOMEWARD BOUND
March 19. I was let out of the hospital, I remember that 일 like it was yesterday. Daddy was so happy packing up my stuff. Debbie had left the hospital days ago. Something tells me she will not play a big role in my life. Daddy put me in a car seat, he gave hugs and autographs and lots of thanks. Once we left those doors it was crazy. Helicopters and news reporters were everywhere. Daddy tried to keep me from the flashes. When we got to the limo daddy opened the door, someone said “Michael, how 당신 like being a father?” Daddy replied “I 사랑 it”. Finally we were in the limo; daddy was trying to calm me down because I was crying. It was a 20 분 drive to my new 집 Neverland Ranch. When we started down the long driveway I looked at the 동물 like, lion’s, bears and stuff like that, it was so cool. Once we got inside daddy kissed me on the forehead and put me in my baby swing. The house was just so calm I fell asleep.
LAYING DOWN THE LAW
Jan 1, 1996. I woke up and yelled, “Daddy I’m up”. He ran up the stairs. He lifted me up and out of my 어린이 침대, 침대 and gave me a kiss, and then he changed me. The 1st thing I wanted to do was watch toy story for the 100th time. Daddy said “Let’s watch Pocahontas instead of Toy Story”. I was on his lap at the time; I hit him across his face. He said in very stern voice, “No 당신 do not hit daddy; 당신 sit in time out for 2 minutes”. About 2 초 in to my time out I said, “I’m sorry daddy.” He looked at me and said, “O.K. but 당신 still need to sit there.” After my time, out daddy knelt down to my level. He said, “Do 당신 know why I put 당신 in time out Alanna?” I said, “Because I hit you”. He said, “That is right.” “I’m sorry daddy” I said. “It’s ok, do not do it anymore because it gives me boo boos.” I had never seen my daddy lay down the law till now.
OUT TO PROVE THEM WRONG
Jan 5, 1996. I was still on my Toy Story kick. I am telling 당신 that I must have broken the strings on at least 20 Woody dolls. Even though we had maids to clean my room daddy wanted to try and have me do it. The maid’s argued with daddy. They said that I was too young to clean my own room. Daddy was out to prove them wrong. When I got up from my nap daddy took me out of my 어린이 침대, 침대 and said, “Why don’t we clean your room for a little while.” I said “No daddy no”. He said “Just for a little bit.” I said, “No dada” in the sweetest voice possible, and with maybe a bit of a wine. ” I’ll help you. “He said with a smile on his face. He scooped me up in his arms and said “What 당신 think.” I said “Ok daddy.” I rapped my arms around daddy and rested my head on his shoulder. I whispered, “I 사랑 당신 daddy”, he whispered back “I 사랑 당신 more.” Daddy carried me to the huge 부엌, 주방 where one of the maid was. He said to her, “Guess what Alanna and I are going to do?” She looked at him puzzled. Daddy said with a gleam in his eyes and a smile on his face, “We are going to clean Alanna’s bedroom.” The maid’s mouth dropped as daddy walked into my room with me in his arms. When we got into my room daddy said, “Wow look at this mess!!” There were tons of Toy Story 인형 everywhere. I must have every character from Toy Story. When we were cleaning daddy would pick out a character and ask me who it was. I would say, “Buzz, Woody, and Rex. I did 더 많이 playing than cleaning, but 저기요 I was not even 2 yet. It took an 시간 but we, 또는 should i say, daddy, was done.
DAD TO THE RESCUE
January 29, 1996. It was 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 time, and daddy told the chef to make me macaroni and cheese. When our 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 was brought out to us, I dug right in. Daddy asked if it was good, I did not answer him because I was chocking. Daddy said, “Are 당신 ok?” When he realized that i was chocking he jumped from his 좌석 and ran over to me. He opened my mouth and pulled the 음식 out. He took me out of my highchair and wrapped me in his arms. Daddy said, “Are 당신 alright?” I shook my head yes and started to cry. Daddy said, “Oh thank god. Then he said “shhhhhh, it is ok, shhhh”. He started 노래 to me. I fell fast asleep in his arms. Daddy brought me to my room and laid me down. He slept in the rocking chair 다음 to my crib.
(If 당신 are wondering why Lisa is not my mother in my dreams, here’s why. In my dreams back when Michael and Lisa did the Diane sawyer interview, Lisa and Michael announced that they had been 스플릿, 분할 up for 5 months because Michael wanted children and Lisa did not want any 더 많이 children. Lisa said she wanted Michael to be happy and that is why they got divorced. In those 5 months Michael met Debbie Rowe and they conceived me.
Today is the two-year anniversary of Michael Jackson's death -- and the saga has played out like a soap opera about betrayal, jealousy, love, greed and redemption.
When TMZ broke the news, it triggered a flood of stories about Jackson's struggles with drugs, the doctors who enabled him, the mystery surrounding his death, a little known drug called propofol, a family war against Michael's estate, a full court press to erase Michael's debt, and a posthumous marketing campaign to rival Elvis.
Take a look at TMZ's timeline from the moment we found something was terribly wrong with Michael.
When TMZ broke the news, it triggered a flood of stories about Jackson's struggles with drugs, the doctors who enabled him, the mystery surrounding his death, a little known drug called propofol, a family war against Michael's estate, a full court press to erase Michael's debt, and a posthumous marketing campaign to rival Elvis.
Take a look at TMZ's timeline from the moment we found something was terribly wrong with Michael.
In a 로스트 world
I hear your voice
Calling for heaven
Cast away
Caught in memories
당신 must believe
사랑 will come through
I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting 의해 your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you
Comes a day
심장 on fire
When all your faith
Seems to be missing
Go your way
And you’ll find there
A land of hope
A land of dreams
I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting 의해 your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you
And when 당신 lose it all
And nothing seems right
Just keep holding on to me
I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting 의해 your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you
Michael my heart,
last night I dream of you,
당신 were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our 사랑 will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when 당신 talked,
but I 사랑 당신 더 많이 and more, 당신 see.
We stopped walking and 당신 looked at me sweetly,
then 당신 leaned over and kissed me.
My 심장 popped out and I saw butterflies,
당신 said 당신 사랑 me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your 키스 was so tender and sweet.
사랑 and miss 당신 !! ♥
last night I dream of you,
당신 were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our 사랑 will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when 당신 talked,
but I 사랑 당신 더 많이 and more, 당신 see.
We stopped walking and 당신 looked at me sweetly,
then 당신 leaned over and kissed me.
My 심장 popped out and I saw butterflies,
당신 said 당신 사랑 me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your 키스 was so tender and sweet.
사랑 and miss 당신 !! ♥
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If 당신 smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If 당신 just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time 당신 must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If 당신 just...
Smile, though your 심장 is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If 당신 smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If 당신 just smile...
That's the time 당신 must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If 당신 just smile
I care for Michael Jackson cause he made me believe that 당신 can do anything if 당신 set your mind to it he has made me happy rather its his smile 또는 음악 the song "Cry" i would always listen to when i felt down 또는 sad but i would look up and keep my head to the sky. I know Michael tried to change the world and he couldnt do it 의해 himself. He needes help im wanting to help the world so bad and hope that people will never forget the King Of Pop. I have learned so many things if 당신 compare my life with his. Well thats another story but i 사랑 michael hes my idol some one i look up to hes always made me smile and if haters cant see that. Let them hate we dont care right? if 당신 will comet why 당신 사랑 and care for Michael Jackson our King of Pop
The owners of the Neverland Ranch -- the former 집 of Michael Jackson -- want to turn the property into a teenage 음악 haven.
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small 음악 institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including 글쓰기 and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The 초 -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small 음악 institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including 글쓰기 and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The 초 -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."