Today .. it's been 2 years since the fetus of your 사랑 went Away .. Since the 일 of 25th of June , I kept crying looking in the sky with my hands reaching to toch the sky shaking asking ''Why?'' .. but I knew the reason why .. The 더 많이 I think about it , the 더 많이 hurted I am and the 더 많이 I feel my 심장 tearing apart 의해 every inch every 초 , like it's lasting Forever . I know 당신 are in a better place now where 당신 fly free like Peter Pan , no matter in how much pain I am , that doesn't matter , it matters that 당신 are Happy now like 당신 deserve it from the begining , I regret that I couldn't find 당신 a place on earth where 당신 could taste the feeling of being a normal human and God had to take 당신 to his Kingdom , Heaven . No matter how much I need 당신 now , Heaven needed 당신 더 많이 . I wanna Thank God that he saved 당신 from all that horrible suffering , that 심장 ache pain that never went Away .. After thoes tormenting days.. the 더 많이 I was crying , the worst it was .. suddenly I felt your hand touching my 심장 saying ''I am alive and I live in your 심장 , where I'll forever stay'' It was such a strong feeling ..I realaised that 당신 are beside , your halo didn't fade away , it stayed with me till this 일 .. I 사랑 growing up together with 당신 and your 음악 I just wanna hug 당신 , 키스 당신 , I know I can't and I know you'll never be able to read this but I just wanna say these words straight from my 심장 , I 사랑 당신 I wish 당신 all the Happiness , 사랑 , Peace and everything in between 당신 could get , I know 당신 are laughing and smiling up there with Elizabeth Taylor and all the other Angels. My 사랑 , Our 사랑 Michael Jackson , Rest in Peace 1958 - FOREVER , 당신 left your 심장 and Soul here , Gone Too Soon ♥ We Miss 당신 , *falls a Tear* SO MUCH ..