Its very hard admitting this but it had to come out sometime so here it goes:
It started when I was 3. My older sister had made me a CD with Smooth Criminal on it though I never knew Michael sang the song. I would walk around the house talking about how someday I would meet the man who sang Smooth Criminal. My family thought it was cute but I was being serious. I wanted to so bad! It was my dream to meet him. Through the years I listened to that song everyday at every moment I could. Then came the 일 my father gave me my first ipod. My sister put 랜덤 songs on there and one of them was Thriller. I remember sitting on the 침상, 소파 just replaying the song over and over again thinking "This must be the man who sang Smooth Criminal. Its just too obvious". Finally came the June 25, 2009. I remember running into the 부엌, 주방 to see if 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 was ready and seeing my parents looking sadly at the television. As I looked, I realized someone great had died 또는 else my mother wouldnt be so upset. Feeling curious I went into the office and snick onto the computer. I went to 유튜브 and looked him up then found Thriller and Smooth Criminal . . . . I had 로스트 my chance and I wouldnt get another. I was defeated 의해 shame. I gave up on it and forgot about him for nearly 2 years. Then 2 months ago, I looked him up again, feeling that it was time I let it show. I fell in 사랑 with the 음악 all over again and got on 팬팝 to 가입하기 the club. After time, things became less confusing and I understood his history. At school the 다음 day, I came a full-blown Michael Jackson 팬 and that is when it became hell and heaven at the same time. People harrassed me everyday. They insulted him and 의해 doing so they insulted me. Though I learned what utter torture Michael went through and found myself in the same situations on smaller scales. I understood him and still do. We both have rather abusive fathers, bad eating habits, and cant sleep most nights. Being a 팬 of him taught me to 사랑 though. He taught me that there is always hope and I shall never give up on it. He showed me my muse. He taught, showed me so much as he did to others. I'm ashamed of myself and might not ever forgive myself for missing my chance. This story . . . it haunts me. Nearly all of 당신 know me as a faithful, sweet, caring, and to some, an amazing girl who values truth. But the real truth is, Michael made me this way.
Thank you, Michael.
It started when I was 3. My older sister had made me a CD with Smooth Criminal on it though I never knew Michael sang the song. I would walk around the house talking about how someday I would meet the man who sang Smooth Criminal. My family thought it was cute but I was being serious. I wanted to so bad! It was my dream to meet him. Through the years I listened to that song everyday at every moment I could. Then came the 일 my father gave me my first ipod. My sister put 랜덤 songs on there and one of them was Thriller. I remember sitting on the 침상, 소파 just replaying the song over and over again thinking "This must be the man who sang Smooth Criminal. Its just too obvious". Finally came the June 25, 2009. I remember running into the 부엌, 주방 to see if 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 was ready and seeing my parents looking sadly at the television. As I looked, I realized someone great had died 또는 else my mother wouldnt be so upset. Feeling curious I went into the office and snick onto the computer. I went to 유튜브 and looked him up then found Thriller and Smooth Criminal . . . . I had 로스트 my chance and I wouldnt get another. I was defeated 의해 shame. I gave up on it and forgot about him for nearly 2 years. Then 2 months ago, I looked him up again, feeling that it was time I let it show. I fell in 사랑 with the 음악 all over again and got on 팬팝 to 가입하기 the club. After time, things became less confusing and I understood his history. At school the 다음 day, I came a full-blown Michael Jackson 팬 and that is when it became hell and heaven at the same time. People harrassed me everyday. They insulted him and 의해 doing so they insulted me. Though I learned what utter torture Michael went through and found myself in the same situations on smaller scales. I understood him and still do. We both have rather abusive fathers, bad eating habits, and cant sleep most nights. Being a 팬 of him taught me to 사랑 though. He taught me that there is always hope and I shall never give up on it. He showed me my muse. He taught, showed me so much as he did to others. I'm ashamed of myself and might not ever forgive myself for missing my chance. This story . . . it haunts me. Nearly all of 당신 know me as a faithful, sweet, caring, and to some, an amazing girl who values truth. But the real truth is, Michael made me this way.
Thank you, Michael.
LMP just 게시됨 a message on her MySpace page describing her recent visit to Michael's grave site at Forest Lawn. Presley -- who was married to MJ back in the '90s -- says she believes Michael "deserves more" than the "few bouquets, candles and gifts" that currently surround Michael's grave.
Presley -- who notes Michael's infatuation with sunflowers -- is calling for 팬 to send a "Sun Shower" to the tomb because, "I know how much he loved and appreciated being showered with Gifts and 꽃 의해 his fans."
Presley suggests that if every 팬 sends "one silk sunflower" to the site, "the whole area around him and in front of him ... could be filled up in no time."