- Mário sees a horse with dots.
Mário: "Oh look! A zebra!"
Vanessa: "Zebras have stripes!"
Mário: "Whatever. A Dalmatian then."
Vanessa gives up hope.

- Mário loves eating Lamborghini. (Lasagne)

- Mário is a MAN. Men NEVER walk around the sofa. They have to jump over it. (he really does that ALL THE TIME) And then complain about pain in the knees, the back and the head.

- Men also NEVER walk around the sofa to bring 당신 something. They throw it at you. (Mário is a 초콜릿 bar thrower. Once the result was the 초콜릿 bar falling on the laptop and breaking in half.

- Vanessa: There shouldn't be a father's day. They don't deserve it.
Mario: Oh yes we do, we go to work.
Vanessa: And 당신 give birth to the baby as well?
Mario: I would do it if I wouldn't need to work anymore!
Vanessa: Would you? And what about having your days every month?

Your two moon signs are 135 degrees apart in a Quincunx angle. One of 당신 may feel like 당신 are constantly working to please the other. This may be the sign of a relationship that is out of balance so take extra care to watch out for this.There is some compatibility between these two Moon signs. 당신 share little in common.Your Moon signs indicate that 당신 have conflicting desires however there is still a great deal of romance and desire between you.

Libra is typically a Moon sign of charm, tact, and elegance. Pisces is a Moon sign of sensitivity, gentle sympathy and respect. Each of 당신 may find that 당신 have just enough of the stuff that the other needs to make 당신 feel complete. The Libra Moon may have to learn to be careful with the sensitivity of the Pisces Moon.

Leo rising appears to the world as someone with a bright, sunny disposition - at times even dramatic. 당신 seem to exude confidence and when 당신 walk into a room others definitely notice!

If 당신 meet someone with a Leo Ascendant it’s important to remember that this person is proud, noble and expects to be treated with respect and dignity. Embarrass a Leo rising individual and you’ll never have him as a lover.

And 당신 would regret that loss. Leo is the lover of the zodiac. This sign is ruled 의해 the Sun who is the giver of life and vitality. No other sign is as capable of turning a dating experience into a fairy tale romance. Leo rising lives to give 사랑 and sexual expression is always fun and natural with this sign. Dating a Leo rising individual might feel like you’ve won the 사랑 match lottery!

Scorpios have a dark and mysterious style which, combined with an irresistible personal magnetism, creates a fascination in members of the opposite sex. They ooze sexual excitement and require a partner who can keep up with their marvelous capacity for taking everything to the and far beyond.

Virgo rising seems to be quite refined. Very often a probing, analytical speaker with a soft tone to your voice, others may see 당신 as intelligent and witty. Others may accuse 당신 of either being too neat, 또는 too messy, but 당신 will certainly have a distinct pattern to your character. Others will notice how important work is to 당신 as well.

This Ascendant runs the risk of criticizing and undermining a lover because he truly wants perfection. In matters of 사랑 and dating this could be a bit of an impediment. A relationship with Virgo rising is never easy and must be earned.

When it comes to sex and relationship Virgo rising will analyze a 사랑 match to pieces before he surrenders to it. Once you’ve won the 심장 of someone with a Virgo Ascendant however, he’s surely one of the most attentive signs in bed.

When in love, Leo's 사랑 of fun is only outdone 의해 the romantic in them. They are faithful 연인들 with a passion that may seem too hot to handle!

Some warn "danger, danger" when Leo and Scorpio meet, but there's a simmering fixedness that keeps these steamy signs bonded. Scorpio admires the radiance of Leo, and attracts the lion with their own mysterious magnetism. Leo's warmth melts the initial seriousness of Scorpio, and wins their trust with openness and generosity. Scorpio's deeply anchored and focused persona is a big draw for Leo, sensing someone that will support their own ambitions. They understand the edgy ego defenses of the other, and may even enjoy the tension their strong wills create.

Pluto-ruled Scorpio has the intensity of a 불, 화재 sign, but with a psychic-intuitive radar that will catch Leo doing anything sneaky. Both are jealous and possessive, and will need to set ground rules, and learn to fight fair. When either feels betrayed, the relationship suffers from the Scorpion's sting and the Lion's deafening roar. A loss of trust turns these zodiacal predators into the formidable enemy within. As exes, they may give in to a scorched earth policy, leaving no remnants of good will behind.

Hello everyone we are back =)

What we've been doing:

- We got engaged 크리스마스 Eve 2009
- My Sister got herself a Labrador
- I am studying at a Distance Learning program about "How to Become A Writer"
- Pretty busy with my story. Mario wants to learn drawing so he can make the illustrations
- Mario works and lives in Germany with me for almost two years now
- We've lived in my parents flat sharing only a small room for one 년 (I think that is 더 많이 than a proof of relationship stability ;) It wasn't always easy to be stuck with each other like that)
- Now since April 2010 we've been living in our own apartment, living our own life and trying to become a family
- Our fathers are slightly starting to try communicating with each other (partially per 구글 translator xD)
- While our relationship grew stronger other relationships around us including some in my family have become 더 많이 fragile, have even been at the risk of falling apart

A superficial world
A world of lies, deceiving and betrayal
In a world like this
It's natural that 당신 fear
Fear that I am gonna let 당신 down
That I lie, that I would betray you

But 당신 know?
There are good things in this world too
They are rare, that is a fact
But they exist, I exist
With me, 당신 can let go of all your fears
Trust me and embrace this 사랑 completely
For 당신 can't feel totally happy
When 당신 don't really trust me

Making 당신 happy
Seeing your beautiful smile everyday
Is what I want the most
What makes me feel the happiest
Knowing 당신 trust in me
또는 that at least 당신 try to
Is a great proof of your 사랑 for me

I want 당신 to feel 안전한, 안전 in my arms
I want it to be your place of choice
When 당신 want to relax
When 당신 want an escape
From this evil, crazy world
My 사랑 shall be your tent
Where 당신 take refuge

-"Giant Stuffed 앤젤 Zombie Baby Bear" (Short For Mário)

-Vanessa "Blow, my ass!" Mário "It might blow back"

-"Lazy Pink" (Perfect name for Vanessa's perfume)

-"Lazy in the Water" (Vanessa in the Bathtub)

-"Are 당신 Mr.da Silva?" (Intelligent girl at the Agency of work to Vanessa)

-"My 나귀, 엉덩이 too" (Vanessa's mother reply when "my ass" is said)

-Mário "You smell good" Vanessa "naah"

-"The Long One" (Mário´s nickname 의해 Vanessa's Grandpa)

-Vanessa "You're stupid. I 사랑 you." Mário "You're stupid too."

-Vanessa "You're whistling the X-Files 음악 while poking me. It's true I'm an alien!"

-Mário "You're always laughing... sometimes..."

-Vanessa "My subconscious always brings up your name" Mário "Like a fart."

-Vanessa "What was the name of the 코끼리 again? The one with the big ears..." Mário "Bambi?"

End of September last year
My eyes meet yours
A princess with golden hair
Coming towards me
Our bodies touch
In a tight embrace
I smell your perfume
I look at your face
Deep blue eyes
The cutest I’ve ever seen
So filled with love
I lose myself in them
Then, I hear a sweet melody
I’m fascinated 의해 your voice
The most amazing sound I ever heard
I want to hear it forever
Such beauty coming from you
Beautiful body, beautiful soul
I can’t take my eyes of you
The most gorgeous smile
The cutest laugh
It warms my heart
The way 당신 옮기기
The way 당신 look at me
Makes me want to get closer
But I just can’t
I’m still very shy

Then, as that night ends
And we say our good nights
I go 집
Lie on my 침대 alone
Thinking about you
I’m sure 당신 are the one
The one I want for me
I imagine 당신 in my future

They are so colorful and beautiful
The 나비 in my heart
Telling of the 사랑 I feel for you
This 사랑 makes me so happy
It gives me wings
A 사랑 that is so beautiful
So innocent yet so passionate
So young and it won't grow old
A 사랑 that never dies
That never loses its strength
And though it deepens each second
Will always stay fresh and young
I'll always want 당신 with me
Like on the first 일 we kissed
I will always feel that my paradise is in your arms
Endlessly huge
Amazingly beautiful
The most honest
Forever
That's what the 나비 talk about
Love
My love
My 사랑 for 당신 <3

I really 사랑 당신 sooo much Mário <333 you're my one and only *-*

If 당신 ever find yourself thinking about
Who 당신 really are
and if 당신 are good enough
Each time 당신 have doubts
about yourself
Read this

I know exactly who 당신 are
당신 are the one I'm in 사랑 with
당신 are the one I have a crush on
당신 are the one who's my best friend
당신 are the one who makes me laugh
당신 are the one who's always there for me
당신 are the one who gives me hope
당신 are the one who saved my life
당신 are the one I believe in
당신 are the one I want
당신 are the one I trust
당신 are the one I need
당신 are the one who loves me for who I am
당신 are the one who is always honest to me
당신 are the one who is faithful to me
당신 are the one who is my soulmate
당신 are the one who is the most beautiful to me
당신 are the one and only for me
당신 are the one I can always talk to
당신 are the one who gives me happiness
당신 are the one I 사랑 so endlessly much

Happy 8 months ^^

I 사랑 당신 so much
That I can't even describe it
And 당신 give me so much
That I can't even think of everything
당신 help me so much
That I can't even help 당신 as much
I will always 사랑 you
더 많이 than possible
And try to let 당신 know
How much 당신 mean to me
I wish for 8 더 많이 months,
8 더 많이 years
8 더 많이 decades
8 더 많이 centuries...
I want to be forever in your arms
I'm sorry for all the distrust I had
Please forgive me those moments
I 사랑 당신 and I have a lot of time
To make up for my distrust
And for proving 당신 how much I 사랑 you

Just a small poem but I hope 당신 like it ^^ I 사랑 당신 <33333

(Germany, 1st February 2009)
This poem should've been read to 당신 in the video I made for the six months, but I ended up improvising and leaving this for your Valentine's calendar surprise. So I updated this ;) and here it goes =)

I remember all those moments
The moments that I 사랑 the most in my life
Moments, memories, with you
The most beautiful memories that exist
When I wrote the first poem to you
How I wanted to do it secretly
So 당신 could only guess it was for 당신 much later
But 당신 guessed it right away
Your reaction to it made me all fuzzy inside
The first time 당신 said "Love You!"
For 당신 being the first guy who reacted so happy
about my feelings for him
made me so proud of making someone happy
And even prouder because I knew already, you're the best one to give these feelings to
The one who most deserves to feel good
Being loved back 의해 당신 is a gift from heaven

고양이 and dogs

I 사랑 you
With mind, soul, 심장 and body
All of me is yours
당신 can clap your hands
And right away my 심장 would be broken
But 당신 won't
And I know
Still I distrust 당신 at times
Where does this bad feeling come from
I want to relax, 사랑 당신 without doubts
Of 당신 being honest and faithful to me
All those misunderstandings
Making me sick
Just because of my past
Everytime I doubt 당신
Because a situation with 당신 reminds me of my past
I know you'll feel like I'm comparing you
With someone you're not
How can I explain it's not like that?
My subconscious is stronger sometimes
I can't think normally then
I'm eaten 의해 my fears
And overreact as if I was crazy
Although I know you're not like that
I say different
Protecting myself from being hurt
Like a cat bitten 의해 a dog
Just scratching another dog to warn it

Two days ago
당신 left me once again
"See 당신 soon" we said
And each one went his way

This is the last time
We'll be so far from eachother
But I'm missing 당신 so much
Can't wait for that day
The 일 I'll be with 당신 again
This time I won't leave again
This time there'll be no farewells
No 더 많이 suffering from missing eachother

Sometimes it really hurts too much
I will be so relieved
Once I see 당신 again
Once I hug 당신 and 키스 you
Being able to say
"I'm here, and I'm not leaving"
Will make me so happy

I need 당신 so much
Your eyes looking at me
The most beautiful eyes
Your amazing smile and laugh
Your smell, your touch
Your arms around me
Hugging me very tightly
Your soft lips touching mine
Hearing your sweet voice
Hearing 당신 deny how cute 당신 are
And being even 더 많이 cute
While doing it

7 months

For seven months already 당신 gave me such a lot
당신 listen to me whenever I tell about my past
No matter if it might hurt you
When I suffer 당신 suffer with me
Thank 당신 for this strength
당신 are honest with me
and let me know everything about you
Thank 당신 for giving me the truth after all those lies in my past.
당신 always give me advice
Really help me to calm down, for I am not as understanding with everyone, like you
당신 analyse the people, I mostly see the bad
Thank 당신 for showing me the good in everyone
당신 make me smile
당신 always manage it, no matter if I'm in the mood
I can make the most serious face but a smile of yours is just magical
Thank 당신 for being the sun that brightens my day
당신 accept my flaws
How 당신 don't mind that I depend on you, that I am jealous sometimes for no reason is just awesome
Thank 당신 for loving me as I am
당신 don't do anything that could hurt me

Far from each other
Our bodies are separated
But still, our souls
Are always connected

I can feel 당신 here
Every single day
It gives me strenght
And makes me happy

But the connection
Can make me sad too
Cause although I can feel you
I can't actually touch you

I miss having 당신 close
Hugging and 키싱 you
Looking into your eyes
And tell 당신 sweet things

Being crazy with you
Laughing so much together
I miss hearing 당신 laugh
And the sound of your sweet voice

I miss how cute 당신 are
In so many situations
Making me want to hug 당신 tight
Making my 심장 so warm

I miss all in you
But you're so worth the wait
I would wait forever
Just to be with my angel

I wanna be with you
Spend all my life close to you
Take care of your heart
Make sure it never gets hurt

The only future I want and need
The only future I will accept in my life
Is a future besides you.

It is my dream
And I will chase it
I'll never give up
Until it's fulfilled

Without you
I wouldn't want to live
I would lose a part of me
My happiness would vanish

It's true
That I depend too much on you
And I can see
That 당신 depend too much on me

It's mutual
We're unseparable
Destiny brought us together
Soulmates can't be torn apart

True love
Is endless and pure
Can only grow with time
And it's the greatest feeling

I 사랑 당신 Vanessa
My happiness
My future
My life
My everything

당신 are the perfect girl for me *-*

A Valentine's story
"Love doesn't know distance"
의해 Vanessa Hoffmann


"Wake up! Wake up!" I'm calling you.
You're in your 침대 and wonder what I'm doing there.
"That's not important." I say with a smile. All that matters to me is to make this 일 the happiest of your life. So I grab your hand, we are just running out of the house, through the sand of the beaches at night, running to all the places that mean something to us. I take 당신 to the stars without telling 당신 how this is possible, I take 당신 to the end of a rainbow, through the most beautiful 꽃 fields, to every place 당신 would like to see. Your eyes shine so brightly, and 당신 are happy, which makes me the most happy person in the world. "Why are 당신 doing all this?" 당신 ask me with a stunned look on your face. "Because it's Valentine's 일 and I 사랑 you. But I 사랑 당신 every other 일 too." Is my simple but huge answer. Just a few words with such a big meaning. While we are sitting on a 구름, 클라우드 suddenly my smile fades away, I fade away. And you're falling asleep, falling back to reality. "Wake up, wake up!" Your mother is calling. 당신 wake up, disappointed that 당신 can't see...

I am too complicated to be loved
And still 당신 do
How can 당신 사랑 me?
I don't see a beautiful girl
When I look into the mirror
I see insecurity about who I am
It's impossible to 사랑 someone like that
Still 당신 do
I always cry around about my problems
How annoying that is
It's impossible to 사랑 someone like that
Still 당신 do
I am often confusing with what I say
Even confuse myself
It's impossible to 사랑 someone like that
Still 당신 do
I can have a strange sense of humor
Be weird in general
How crazy it is to 사랑 someone like that
Still 당신 do
All night I keep 당신 awake
Because 당신 think too much
How can 당신 사랑 such a selfish person?
Still 당신 do
I am so moody
That 당신 don't have much chance to relax
It's impossible to 사랑 someone mean like that
Still 당신 do
I am way too jealous
It's already sick
It's impossible to 사랑 a sick person

Since we became a couple
Half a 년 ago
I am a changed person
당신 brought my happiness back
I fell in 사랑 with you
Even though
I didn’t knew 당신 in person
I just knew you…
The amazing, special person 당신 are
So sweet, honest and caring
Intelligent, romantic and faithful
I was so in love

But still
We needed to meet personally
To be completely sure about this
당신 came to Portugal
It was like falling in 사랑 again
It was magical, and in time I discovered
당신 didn’t attract me only as a person
But as a woman too
I realized how beautiful and sexy 당신 are
With each passing day
As we got closer
My 사랑 kept growing
The doubts just vanished
And I knew for sure
That I wanted to spend my whole life
Taking care of you
Making 당신 happy
Never leaving 또는 betraying you

Eventually
We got separated again

Shotgun-Day --'

First I didn't want to get out of the bed, always fell asleep again. Then one of my contact lenses decided to leave me and got broken because I touched it wrong. That's why I had to wear my stupid glasses which made me angry cause I like people wearing glasses - except me --' I hurried because of Mário who came too late as well though --' Both Mário and me were hungry so we tried to eat a big cake without knives 또는 forks xD My grandpa bought it cause he loves sweet stuff --' It was difficult to find out what my grandpa wanted to do on this day, since he, as typically for him, always changed his mind --' We went to the travelling agency to book a flight back to Germany but on that 일 I really didn't want to even think of going back. Grandpa seemed happy while I was kind of angry with the fact that I actually had to go away from Mário. We went to eat 초콜릿 cake and have a 초콜릿 drink to that (after Portugal I was so sick of 초콜릿 for some days xD) Mário and me wanted to relax at the pension as I remembered that the cleaning ladies havent been there yet --' So we decided to head to Mário's 집 to eat there. We went grocery shopping and I...

Today we walked a lot again. First we went to the park but it was too cold so we looked for a bench further away from the sea, away from the MV 나무, 트리 and finally found one ^^ We talked a lot while holding each other *-* And we also got attacked 의해 flies xD They didn't want to go away from my feet anymore which was kind of annoying o.O After we had been there for a while we went to Mário's 집 but nobody was there. Since Mário had no keys we waited outside in another small park for his mother. It was very windy and my hair got all messy o.O ^^ When his mother came back from work we ate soup. Almost the whole rest of the 일 we spent with cuddling on his 침대 which was amazing *-* But also we forgot the time and my grandpa o.O We came one 시간 too late to the pension and the door of it was closed --' We tried to knock and ring the doorbell but nobody heard us, so we sat in front of the door and went on cuddling there *-* A woman who had seen me very often already asked me if I had a problem cause I was sitting on the ground and looked kind of annoyed at the fact that the door was locked and Mário had his arm around me ^^ lool it was kind of awkward. One 시간 later my...

My 심장 is yours
Feel it beating in your hands
Can 당신 feel the power?
The power 당신 have to destroy it
The power 당신 have to destroy me
I'm not sure if 당신 are aware
That all of me is yours
Which includes my life
I trust 당신 so much
That 당신 became the owner
Of the deep ocean of love
The deep ocean of 사랑 inside of me
Nobody else but you
Has the power to destroy it
Has the power to heal it
Has the power to make it happy
Only 당신 have it
I give 당신 the opportunity now
To take a look inside of it
This deep ocean
당신 look inside
And see two kinds of love
Both are melting into each other
They are as one
Like us
There's a pure and white part
And a passionate and red part
당신 wonder if I 사랑 two men
And which side to look at first
당신 decide for the white part
Immediately 당신 are surrounded 의해 warmth
당신 see something beautiful

Vanessa Hoffmann
A name
Not just any name
But the name of the one
That I truely love
Even though she's only human
With all her flaws
Like everyone else
She's very special
And what makes her that way
Are her good sides
Far surpassing her flaws

Such an intelligent girl
Different from most girls
Far from superficial
Like most people these days
She's an amazing person
Beautiful
Gorgeous
Inside and out
Making me feel the luckiest
To have her love
To have her trust
So understanding and caring

I never felt this happy
Not before that day
The day
An 앤젤 came into my life
She is my angel
We were made for each other
I want to make her happy
For as long as I live
Be there for her
As she is for me
She deserves the best
And although I'm only human
With my flaws like everyone