Sick, sick of sleeping on the floor
Another night, another score
I'm jaded
Bottles breaking
"alright, I am listening." He calmed down so she would talk ot him.
"fine, I am leaving for very slefish reason. 당신 know why? because I am so sick and tired of feeling under appreciated and I am stressed out all the time, and everything is just frustrating. Of course I don't want to leave anyone here, I've been here so long anf I've gone through so much with everyone but I think it's better if I left. It's time for a change, 당신 all are way too dependant on me so maybe if I leave 당신 and eveyone else 당신 all will cope and finally realize 당신 don't need me. You'll do fine without me here and 당신 will see that once I am gone. Sure it will take a couple of days maybe even weeks but everyone in this team including 당신 are strong and have shown that strength several times before.Honestly I didn't know what to expect when I came to see you, I know I hoped, nevermind what i hoped it doesn't matter. You've said what 당신 have to say and now I have too. so unless 당신 have something 당신 regret saying 또는 would regret not saying before I leave then I am going to head 집 and rest before I have to get on that plane and leave." she finally got past Mac and headed toward the door but then she heard a faint but clear voice.
"I don't want 당신 to leave because i 사랑 you." he whispered staring at the floor.
"mac?" she asked confused.
"you told me earlier to tell 당신 what could possibly keep 당신 here, well there it is. that's what I can tell 당신 that i hope could keep 당신 here. That I do appreciate 당신 더 많이 than 당신 could ever know, 당신 have been there for me through everything, 당신 call me out on my bullshit and 당신 never back down even when i can be frustrating and hard headed, you've never let me down, and for that and plenty of other reaons I appreciate and 사랑 you."
"Mac, why are 당신 making this so hard to choose? she sadly replied.
He finally looked up at her and moved close to her, "because if 당신 leave then I am going to be broken again just like when claire left. the only difference is She didn't have a choice and 당신 do. So 당신 choose to walk out of my life that's your own choice and even though I would be in so much pain from seeing 당신 leave i will face the fact that 당신 were the one that decided what 당신 wanted and needed to do.So yes I 사랑 당신 and I so badly want 당신 to stay but if 당신 don't feel the same way 또는 당신 don't think that reason is good enough to keep 당신 here then go and I will try my best not to go after 당신 and to just let it go."
She hugged him tightly but he didn't hug her back he just stood there, she stopped hugging him and looked at him.
"what was that? you've got to be kidding 당신 say all that and then I try to hug 당신 because first off I am so glad 당신 feel that way about me and 초 of trying to comfort you!" She was getting angry again.
damn, he thought. Girl's are a roller coaster of emotions!
She was about to storn out but before she even turned he placed his hand on her hip and that instantly froze her in place.
"Stella." he got her attention and she looked at him then down at the floor but he once again called her. "Stell, Look at me, please." he said sincerly. " I didn't respond to your hug because I don't want to be led on, I want a reply to what I just said because it took so much for me to admit my feeling to 당신 and I have waited for so long to tell 당신 those things and I have also waited so long to hear your reply. Another thing is I want to hear your decision, I have to know what 당신 are going to do about all this that just happened."
It was quiet for a moment then suddenly Stella spoke softly.
" I 사랑 당신 too Mac, that's why I came here honestly. I wanted to see if 당신 felt the same way as I felt but then I came here to all this and then of course 당신 know we had this whole arguement 당신 don't need a recap anf of course I am staying here! How could youexpect me to leave 당신 after those things 당신 just told me, do 당신 really think that little of me?" she asked in disbelief.
then he suddenly hugged her like she had huged him before. He kissed the 상단, 맨 위로 of her head and then spoke into her ear.
"Of course I don't think little of 당신 Stell but it was your choice, I didn't want to force 당신 to stay 의해 that confession. I wanted 당신 to stay for your reasons of wanting to stay not mine." He glanced at the clock, It read 1:40.
He then spoke again, "we've been at this for almost an hour, how about 당신 just spnd tonight here. No funny buisness 또는 anything, I'll even sleep on the couch."
Stella looked at him like he was crazy. " No way! We are sleeping in the same bed! we are two gorwn adults who obviously 사랑 eachother so I think we can handle sharing a bed. Plus I am postive we will both sleep much better in eachother's company." Before he could even think about protesting,( even though he wasn't going to) she dragged him to the 침대 and layed beside him. Before he could even think about shutting his eyes to sleep, she kissed him then smiled sweetly and placed her head on his chest and dosed off soon after Mac was happily asleep too with Stella in his arms.
Another night, another score
I'm jaded
Bottles breaking
"alright, I am listening." He calmed down so she would talk ot him.
"fine, I am leaving for very slefish reason. 당신 know why? because I am so sick and tired of feeling under appreciated and I am stressed out all the time, and everything is just frustrating. Of course I don't want to leave anyone here, I've been here so long anf I've gone through so much with everyone but I think it's better if I left. It's time for a change, 당신 all are way too dependant on me so maybe if I leave 당신 and eveyone else 당신 all will cope and finally realize 당신 don't need me. You'll do fine without me here and 당신 will see that once I am gone. Sure it will take a couple of days maybe even weeks but everyone in this team including 당신 are strong and have shown that strength several times before.Honestly I didn't know what to expect when I came to see you, I know I hoped, nevermind what i hoped it doesn't matter. You've said what 당신 have to say and now I have too. so unless 당신 have something 당신 regret saying 또는 would regret not saying before I leave then I am going to head 집 and rest before I have to get on that plane and leave." she finally got past Mac and headed toward the door but then she heard a faint but clear voice.
"I don't want 당신 to leave because i 사랑 you." he whispered staring at the floor.
"mac?" she asked confused.
"you told me earlier to tell 당신 what could possibly keep 당신 here, well there it is. that's what I can tell 당신 that i hope could keep 당신 here. That I do appreciate 당신 더 많이 than 당신 could ever know, 당신 have been there for me through everything, 당신 call me out on my bullshit and 당신 never back down even when i can be frustrating and hard headed, you've never let me down, and for that and plenty of other reaons I appreciate and 사랑 you."
"Mac, why are 당신 making this so hard to choose? she sadly replied.
He finally looked up at her and moved close to her, "because if 당신 leave then I am going to be broken again just like when claire left. the only difference is She didn't have a choice and 당신 do. So 당신 choose to walk out of my life that's your own choice and even though I would be in so much pain from seeing 당신 leave i will face the fact that 당신 were the one that decided what 당신 wanted and needed to do.So yes I 사랑 당신 and I so badly want 당신 to stay but if 당신 don't feel the same way 또는 당신 don't think that reason is good enough to keep 당신 here then go and I will try my best not to go after 당신 and to just let it go."
She hugged him tightly but he didn't hug her back he just stood there, she stopped hugging him and looked at him.
"what was that? you've got to be kidding 당신 say all that and then I try to hug 당신 because first off I am so glad 당신 feel that way about me and 초 of trying to comfort you!" She was getting angry again.
damn, he thought. Girl's are a roller coaster of emotions!
She was about to storn out but before she even turned he placed his hand on her hip and that instantly froze her in place.
"Stella." he got her attention and she looked at him then down at the floor but he once again called her. "Stell, Look at me, please." he said sincerly. " I didn't respond to your hug because I don't want to be led on, I want a reply to what I just said because it took so much for me to admit my feeling to 당신 and I have waited for so long to tell 당신 those things and I have also waited so long to hear your reply. Another thing is I want to hear your decision, I have to know what 당신 are going to do about all this that just happened."
It was quiet for a moment then suddenly Stella spoke softly.
" I 사랑 당신 too Mac, that's why I came here honestly. I wanted to see if 당신 felt the same way as I felt but then I came here to all this and then of course 당신 know we had this whole arguement 당신 don't need a recap anf of course I am staying here! How could youexpect me to leave 당신 after those things 당신 just told me, do 당신 really think that little of me?" she asked in disbelief.
then he suddenly hugged her like she had huged him before. He kissed the 상단, 맨 위로 of her head and then spoke into her ear.
"Of course I don't think little of 당신 Stell but it was your choice, I didn't want to force 당신 to stay 의해 that confession. I wanted 당신 to stay for your reasons of wanting to stay not mine." He glanced at the clock, It read 1:40.
He then spoke again, "we've been at this for almost an hour, how about 당신 just spnd tonight here. No funny buisness 또는 anything, I'll even sleep on the couch."
Stella looked at him like he was crazy. " No way! We are sleeping in the same bed! we are two gorwn adults who obviously 사랑 eachother so I think we can handle sharing a bed. Plus I am postive we will both sleep much better in eachother's company." Before he could even think about protesting,( even though he wasn't going to) she dragged him to the 침대 and layed beside him. Before he could even think about shutting his eyes to sleep, she kissed him then smiled sweetly and placed her head on his chest and dosed off soon after Mac was happily asleep too with Stella in his arms.