Everytime I look into your eyes
I can't stop thinking of all your lies
And though I try so hard not to remember
I can't save myself from breaking up inside

I know 당신 didn't mean it that way
I know 당신 didn't wanna betray
But that's not gonna stop my eyes filling them with tears
I know you're sorry somehow
But it's just too late now
And all I want is leave this mess behind with all my fears

Everytime I see 당신 at school
I wonder how I could be such a fool
And though I try so hard just to forget it
I can't ignore the fact that you've hurt me so

I know 당신 didn't mean it that way
I know 당신 didn't wanna betray...

I know I'm a mess
And 당신 know it's because of you
I wish I could cause
You the pain 당신 put me through
It's like I burn out
I should stop playin this game
I could shout it out
'Cause it will never be the same

'Cause behind all the tears in your eyes
I can still read all your lies
I can still feel the pain 당신 caused into me
And behind all the sorries 당신 say
I can still hear the betray
I can still feel the desire to make 당신 bleed

I hope 당신 are down
And if you're not I'll make it true
It takes so long to forget
And it's all because of you
It's like I burn out
I should stop playing this game
I could shout it...

Frustration is causing me to pull my hair out
Desperation is causing me to cry my 심장 out
Imagination has caused my head into the clouds
But realization has caused me to tumble down

Of all the guys I got to know you’re the one I will remember
And I won’t shed a tear, but inside I’ll cry a river

I’m falling back down to earth
My feet steady on the ground
If anything I’ve learned from love
It’s 당신 get 로스트 but never found
Broken down from these emotions
I realize how unfair life is
Still I can’t stop believing
There’s gotta be 더 많이 than this

Acting like a 암캐, 암 캐 I abreact on my friends
Hoping...

당신 said I couldn’t live without you
But I’m doing just fine
You said I couldn’t breathe without you
But I’m feeling all right
You said I’d feel like a mess
That I’d be consumed 의해 loneliness
But I’m still sleeping well at night

Since you’re out of the picture
I feel alive again
You were not what I imagined
And now I won’t ever let 당신 in
You let me down
Fooled me around
Sayin’ you’ll 사랑 me ‘til the end
Now you’re back with your ex, so don’t come around again

You said I was cold around you
But 당신 never asked why
You said I never cared about you
But 당신 were the one full of lies...

So, I decided to write a song about Damon and Elena. It’s from Elena’s point of view. First she’s in denial. She doesn’t want to believe she’s starting to feel something for Damon. Then she’s torn between the two Salvatore brothers. And in the end she chooses Damon :)

I used to hate you
You were everything I never wanted
Every war 당신 got started
I used to fear you
You could never make me feel safe
I never knew I’d see the light of 일 again

There’s no way
You could’ve changed
You’re still the same heartless monster
You were back in the day

Still all I see
Is your face haunting me...

When 당신 read this
I’ll be gone
Though I never said I 사랑 you
I wrote it in many 사랑 songs
All I ever wanted was to be with you
But I guess it was asked too much
Now all I want to do is run away
‘Cause I’ve had enough

I wanna let go
But my hands are tied on you
I wanna walk away
But my feet refuse to move
I’m 사랑 struck, 당신 got me completely
And now we’ll never know what might have been

Don’t feel sorry
I’m the one to blame
I shouldn’t have been so damn gutless
And told 당신 straight away
But I guess it’s not very convenient
When you’re living miles apart
Though I know physical distance
Doesn’t...

I can’t get no reach of you
You want me with you
Then 당신 push me away
And I can’t get no clear view
From these bloodshot windows
In your eyes

I’m torn left and right
You can’t seem to make up your mind
When will 당신 drop your disguise
And show me your inner side

I can hear what 당신 say
But it doesn’t make any sense
When 당신 say 당신 사랑 me
Then 제비, 삼키기 the words back in
I’m tired of this game
Will 당신 just pick a side
If 당신 don’t wanna lose me
Make up your mind

You treat me like a queen
Then 당신 look at me
Like I’m dirt on your shoes
And 당신 say the sweetest things
Then 당신 talk to me
Like I’m...

당신 must be so sure of yourself
Now 당신 think I'm in 사랑 with you
You must have great thoughts of yourself
Now 당신 think I'm in 사랑 with you
But I won't waste my time on a dirt-looking 나귀, 엉덩이 like you
I'd rather be alone than thinking 'bout the one 당신 think i do

I would stand all night in the rain
I would suffer all world's pain
If it would help to get it into your head
That I'm not in 사랑 with
You.With every joke 당신 make
I'd better wipe my smile away
'Cause everytime I look at you
You think I'm in 사랑 with you

You must be scared your 프렌즈 will make fun of you
Now 당신 think I have a crush on you
You...

당신 think you've got me eating out of the palm of your hand
You think I'm dreaming 'bout being your girlfriend
You think that with 당신 I want it all
But don't be mistaken, I'm the one in control

I'm like the sand 당신 try to catch with your hands
The 더 많이 당신 try to hold me, the 더 많이 I slip away
I'm like the air you're so desperately trying to breathe
You need me to get just through the day
But I won't stay

I think you've got me all wrong
I think 당신 need to 옮기기 on alone
I think 당신 should've known better than to expect
You could force me into something I would regret

I'm like the sand 당신 try to catch...

You're the kinda headache there are no painkillers for
And of all people I wish you'd be the one slamming my door
I'd run away but my hands are tied
So won't 당신 come and save me tonight

C'mon, 사랑 me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't leave me 또는 wake me
Or say I'd put myself together
Hold me, embrace me
'Cause this could be over anytime
C'mon and save me tonight


You're the kinda 심장 that's taking over my mind
And now all I do is think about 당신 all the time
I'd run away and leave this all behind
So won't 당신 come and save me tonight


C'mon, 사랑 me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't...

I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling 당신 how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth 팬 girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my 심장 out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of 당신 and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then 당신 knocking at my door

I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...

I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what 당신 write
If this is really 당신 and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a 질문 for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet 당신 don’t wanna see
The damage 당신 have caused
The 프렌즈 당신 have lost
‘Cause 당신 took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things 당신 said were wrong
If this is who 당신 are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...

So, 당신 tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how 당신 can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled 당신 in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So 당신 can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my 심장
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So 당신 can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now 당신 tell me
That I should be thankful to have 당신 around
And that instead of being...

I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give 당신 my 심장 it might break
But I know
That when I’d give 당신 my 사랑
I gotta give 당신 all I have
Leave nothing out

I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If 당신 try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give 당신 my 심장 it might break
But...

Got no reason to cry
I’m okay
Got no reason to hide
I’m okay
Got no reason to run from life
Or to fake a smile
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Got no place to run to
But I’m okay
Got no heaven to go through
Still I’m okay
Got no idea what to do
Or how to live without you
But everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect...

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to 옮기기 on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in 사랑 with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause 당신 are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I 로스트 my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a 사랑 that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear 더 많이 that we will never be

I’m zoning out on 당신 and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine 당신 are 다음 to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much 더 많이 than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please 십자가, 크로스 your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna 사랑 you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved 당신 but doesn’t...

Boy, I hate you
Why 당신 have to be the way that 당신 are
If only 당신 were different
It would make it much easier for me to 옮기기 on

I thought 당신 finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a 사랑 that seems to last

My 심장 breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting 더 많이 obvious everyday
I’m in 사랑 with you, again

It’s getting harder
To 옮기기 on without 당신 every day
But 당신 don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My 심장 breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My 심장 beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place 당신 will...

I’m looking in the mirror
Staring at what I’ve become
I’ve come a long way
If 당신 know where I came from
Still I have not seen the light
At the end of the tunnel yet
‘Cause 다음 to all the good things
There’s still one thing I can’t forget

I wanted to have
Everything I can’t get
I wanted to be
Everything that’s out of reach
I wanted to go to places I can’t get to
I wanted you

I go to work everyday
And I chat with my friends
I read, listen to music
And go to the 영화 now and then
People say I got my life
All figured out
But when I take a closer look
It’s nothing I dreamed about

I wanted to...