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Justin had to go out and be at the studio all day. He didn’t exactly want to but he couldn’t say no. it was his career at stake and he obviously knew that. When he was leaving early in the morning though, 당신 were still asleep. Because of how incredibly innocent and peaceful 당신 looked, Justin left without saying good bye. He wanted to let 당신 rest up although he really wanted to get your usual goodbye and good luck kiss. The work he had to do didn’t stop him from texting though;

Best boyfriend ever: baby, are u up yet? <3

Best boyfriend ever: I guess not.. wake up baby

Best boyfriend...

Another groan escapes your lips and 당신 clutch your stomach as if to stop the pain. You’re lying in bed, wrapped up in your covers. As an attempt to soothe the pain, 당신 rock slightly back and forth. Nothing helps and 당신 let out a helpless wail again. After doing this, 당신 inwardly scold yourself for sounding like a sick whale.

You hear a chuckle from the door and whip your head around to glare at the person - already knowing too well who it belonged to. You’re met with Justin’s very amused face and 당신 send him a cold stare, letting him know that he was on his way towards deep water....

With trembling fingers, 당신 reach for it and slowly lift it closer so it’s easier to inspect. Once 당신 trace your eyes over it, 당신 feel your heartbeat quicken. 당신 don’t know what to feel; happiness 또는 fear. Tons of different feelings bubbles through your body and 당신 let out a shaky breath. What would Justin think? Would he accept it? All of the negative and and positive 질문 swarm your mind and you’re left helpless.

You come to the conclusion that 당신 need to tell him; 당신 need to tell him today. When 당신 glance up at the clock, your breath quickens again when 당신 realize that...

당신 sit beside Justin on the couch, laptop on your lap while 당신 scroll through your timeline on Twitter. Not finding anything interesting, 당신 switch over to going through your mentions. A smile finds its way to your lips as 당신 read through the tweets at the top, all of them flattering compliments. Your smile instantly turns into a frown however when 당신 continue to read and find aq lot of rather hateful messages.

“@y/t/n is so ugly… I don’t understand why Justin is with her”
“@y/t/n ever thought about trying a diet? I don’t think it’d hurt. Lol”
“@y/t/n just kill yourself...