HELLO ALL!!!!! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Sorry about that^^ but I guess my little apology wasn't long enough :) * * How are you?? Just wanted to write and say that I am back, I'm sorry I was gone for so long...I could come up with LOTS of excuses but I'm just gonna say writers block. It was getting super hard to keep so many...
I turned on my heel and started running back towards my house, not at a out run but faster then I had been running before my cramp. I swear I could feel someone watching me, and it was distracting me from my run. I know better then to stop watching where I run..I'm always very careful when running with traffic but the feeling of someone's eyes on me had me completely distracted.
I heard the horn a fraction of a 초 before I turned and saw the car that I had just stepped out in front of. I knew I wouldn't have time to get out of the way, that...
"Um.." I said as I tried to think up something fast. I knew that if I told her about my dreams that she would probably think I was crazy..which I was beginning to 질문 myself. "I..I was going to go out..to get away..but when I went to sneak out last night I fell in the snow."
"Really Alexandra?" My mother said as she shook her head. "That's the best 당신 can come up with?"
Just a note to say that I did not fall off the face of the planet!! I am still here, went through a lot in the last few months..I won't bore 당신 all with my life but I moved then moved again and haven't had time to think let alone write.
This is me apologizing for not 글쓰기 and being gone so much in the last few months.
AND a promise that I will do my best to start 글쓰기 again soon :)
"This hasn't happened yet." I reminded myself over and over again as we stood against one of the outside walls and watched as my family was attacked.
I looked around the room, which was 더 많이 of a corridor..a central area then a room. It was the place where five different walkways came together. I realized that this was almost like a set up, that we had been led to the perfect place for an ambush. I was going to say something about it when I felt..sensed that Tallulah was trying to show me something.
"Trust you?" I said as my anger took over. "Trust you? Why in the name of all that's good should I trust you? I have no clue who 당신 are!"
"I just said," Dom said as he grinned mockingly at me. "This is Elizabeth, and I'm Dom."
"Nice." I said as I turned on my heel and started walking away from them both. I don't know if it's just because of my lack of sleep last night, 또는 the fact that I didn't know what the hell was happening but I was angry..and no one wanted that.
I tried to look away, to ignore it all but I couldn't..I couldn't look away from the destruction, my anxiety and anger controlling my emotions. I knew that my family was relying on me, that they were waiting for me to see if I could find another way out..but I couldn't..we would all die and it would be my fault. I knew that Jasper was trying to help me with the emotions, I could still feel his hands on mine and it did help a little to know he was there but didn't help me focus..didn't help me find what we were looking for.
This was going to drive me nuts! I closed my eyes and thought of the dream..running through the snow, being chased..and the voice at the end. It was all so real, like I could almost feel the breath of his words against the back of my neck.
I wished and hoped that something would happen, that I would suddenly understand what was going on with me..was I going nuts? Was I going to deserve all the names I had been called when I was little? I made myself stop thinking about all of that, rolling over onto my side, a 베개 tucked into my side. I...