I feel it breaking all the time
The crumbling of my decaying mind
It turns to flee, my reason
Leaving me part of a dying legion
I welcome the pain into my heart
A close friend from the start
The only one to never leave
Even as I sit and grieve
I 사랑 to suffer
For without another
I am hollow
An abysmal void
Waiting in wallow
I am destroyed
Madness, as 당신 know is like gravity
Pushing me away from sanity
My thoughts no longer make sense
I suppose this is my penance
On the edge of The Brink
I can no longer think
Ideas long dead
And emptied from my head
All that I know
Is that I know nothing at all
Except the suffering
With which I crawl
The crumbling of my decaying mind
It turns to flee, my reason
Leaving me part of a dying legion
I welcome the pain into my heart
A close friend from the start
The only one to never leave
Even as I sit and grieve
I 사랑 to suffer
For without another
I am hollow
An abysmal void
Waiting in wallow
I am destroyed
Madness, as 당신 know is like gravity
Pushing me away from sanity
My thoughts no longer make sense
I suppose this is my penance
On the edge of The Brink
I can no longer think
Ideas long dead
And emptied from my head
All that I know
Is that I know nothing at all
Except the suffering
With which I crawl
All these thoughts about death,
Can never leave my mind.
Thoughts of committing suicide,
Are starting to torture me.
Maybe this wouldn't happen,
If I acted like I didn't care about you,
또는 try to forget you,
But it kills me just to try.
I occupy myself,
So that way I'm thinking of something else,
But in the end,
I can not escape from these thoughts.
They keep coming back.
What do I do?
If I really do kill myself,
And there is such a thing as an afterlife,
Would these thoughts keep tormenting me?
I cant take anymore of this.
I guess I'll just kill myself...
And see what happens next,
또는 I might die of just trying to forget 당신
Can never leave my mind.
Thoughts of committing suicide,
Are starting to torture me.
Maybe this wouldn't happen,
If I acted like I didn't care about you,
또는 try to forget you,
But it kills me just to try.
I occupy myself,
So that way I'm thinking of something else,
But in the end,
I can not escape from these thoughts.
They keep coming back.
What do I do?
If I really do kill myself,
And there is such a thing as an afterlife,
Would these thoughts keep tormenting me?
I cant take anymore of this.
I guess I'll just kill myself...
And see what happens next,
또는 I might die of just trying to forget 당신