Do 당신 remember any of your physical/emotional reactions while 읽기 Deathly Hallows for the first time?

I basically remember that as I was 읽기 The Forest Again, my physical reactions where reflecting Harry's. The narrative was describing how he could feel his 심장 pounding as if he could count every heartbeat left, and my own 심장 was racing while reading.

Emotional reactions - I remember being really shocked at the Snape twist. That had really taken me 의해 surprised. I'd been shocked 의해 the earlier twist in HBP too, because I had trusted Dumbledore's judgement of Snape previously. I remember being sad at Fred's death, though not crying, and then basically being in shock when later deaths like Lupin, 통스 and Colin Creevey were mentioned. In my head I was screaming "why are 당신 killing so many off?!"