I only just started cutting and I haven't told anyone about it yet.....I don't want people thinking I'm doin it for attention I'm doing it because of stuff that happened with my mum and dad...I'm also doing it because this boy that I like that did like me has apparently been using me and he's been breaking me 심장 의해 saying he loves me but then he went to my best friend...this one guy has made me cry so much and now I'm doing this to my self I don't want to do it but I cant help it. I just don't want people thinking that I'm doing this for attention I don't even want to tell anyone but I don't just want to keep it inside me I need to tell my best friend but I don't want to hurt her because she does cut as well and it really hurt me when she told me she cut and know I do it 😞😢
I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when 당신 where on 상단, 맨 위로 of me
It was like 당신 controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let 당신 win
I remember the way 당신 looked at me
when I said NO
It was like 당신 wanted to show 당신 were in control
당신 pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
당신 covered my mouth
so I gave up & let 당신 win.
I remember the sounds 당신 made.
It was like 당신 enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
또는 say it was my fault
I remember everything 당신 did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess 당신 win.
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when 당신 where on 상단, 맨 위로 of me
It was like 당신 controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let 당신 win
I remember the way 당신 looked at me
when I said NO
It was like 당신 wanted to show 당신 were in control
당신 pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
당신 covered my mouth
so I gave up & let 당신 win.
I remember the sounds 당신 made.
It was like 당신 enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
또는 say it was my fault
I remember everything 당신 did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess 당신 win.
Sanctuary
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the 사랑 I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise 또는 will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise 또는 will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise 또는 will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Fate has caused me all this pain
Inside I bare these scars
That will not heal
Please help me feel
All the 사랑 I was denied
I've tried to find sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise 또는 will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
This curse inflicted upon my heart
Has gone and left me all alone
No one can justify
The cruelty i've known
Will I ever be the same again?
I've tried to find the sanctuary in myself
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise 또는 will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me
Is this the answer to all thay is real?
Can pain really be love?
Is life too cruel to feel?
Why can't I find the truth of it all
Left behind in darkened times
Will I rise 또는 will I fall?
But in the end its all the same to me