no thats just being depressed.. lol. did u know these facts about suicide??? sui·cide Pronunciation: \ˈsü-ə-ˌsīd\ Function: noun Etymology: Latin sui (genitive) of oneself + English -cide; akin to Old English & Old High German sīn his, Latin suus one's own, sed, se without, Sanskrit sva oneself, one's own Date: 1643 1 a: the act 또는 an instance of taking one's own life VOLUNTARILY and INTENTIONALLY especially BYA PERSON OF YEARS OF DISCRETION AND OF SOUND MIND.