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당신 know she is finding her way there, 의해 how the air feels. 당신 know she’s coming 의해 the sound of the wind whispering in your ear, telling 당신 secrets. 당신 know she’s on her way 의해 the way the clouds gather and dance in the sky, like there having a party. 당신 know she is creeping behind 당신 의해 the fog that blows from your mouth. 당신 know she’s right 다음 to 당신 when the lights begin to flicker.

당신 can feel the air get thicker and it slowly becomes harder to breath. Your lungs feel like there being beaten. 당신 slowly run your hands over your arms and 당신 can feel all your hair standing...

저기요 당신 guys... I am uhm. Not going to be online for awhile : but while i have the time to... I really need to let some shit out. And also apologise for never ever 'being here'... I guess 당신 were right, i never really am here when 당신 really need me and I am a terrible friend. Trust me. I hate myself for that too.

This morning before my parents left for a baseball game. I had to look in the mirror. I ussually dont because i really have gotten to where i cant stand mirrors. They make me kind of sick. But as I was looking i really thought a bit too long and a bit too hard. Yeah i have brown...

“If a clock could count down to the moment 당신 meet your soul mate, would 당신 want to know?”
The rain beaded off the 상단, 맨 위로 of the building as it picked up from a soft drizzle to a hard downpour.
“I 사랑 the rain.” Said a sweet calm voice from a old women in a hospital bed, she was hooked up to the machines 다음 to her. She looked like worn down paper that had been used to many times, her hair was white and thin and there was little of it, and the light in her grey green eyes almost gone. The was many people sitting around in the the small white room, they all looked sad and tired like...

Sometimes i wonder if people even care about me? 또는 if they should care? Because honestly i think im going mad. I think everythings getting to my head and the voices, they never stop anymore...and they're louder to..really bad things..

I also wonder why people care about me? I mean i really am a 로스트 hope...i cant save anyone anymore because i can barely 안전한, 안전 myself..Everythings getting bad..real bad..

I also wonder if my family notices i havent been eating? Because i havent been eating and ive been skiping meals and counting calories. I wonder if they see that i really hate myself and eveything...

저기요 Guys, It's me , Ellen.
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with 당신 guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my 프렌즈 say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell 당신 guys. I need to tell 당신 guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as...

how it feels

Eating disorders are diseases of silence. We are all silently screaming for something: attention, love, help, escape 또는 forgiveness. Although we might be looking to fill different voids, we never ask for the things we need. We feel unworthy, that for some reason we don’t deserve them. So, we play the game of guess what I need from you. You’re inability to guess just feeds our feelings of worthlessness.

When 당신 finally realize there is a problem, it is much too late. We will now fight, lie, and cheat to hold on to the one thing that has given us support. 당신 see the symptoms,...