Dear 프렌즈 and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own 프렌즈 told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being 프렌즈 when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, 당신 came back at the time I wanted to die. 당신 wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck 당신 Melody."

I can see 당신 now, and you've started controlling my emotions and my movements. 당신 have gotten me to studder. 당신 took my colorful sights and replaced it with my sadness and tears I never try crying out.

In my 집 classroom...we were learning about Isaac Newton, and everyone was saying that I could be the one like him to keep myself locked in my room for years working on something. It's true. I bet I could because I never died yet.

Melody, I have has enough. Why do 당신 still bug me? Why do 당신 call me a cunt? Remember that 일 당신 gave me a mental breakdown while I cried to Mallory for help and a friend left. Sure, 당신 became stronger. Only, everyone makes mistakes and 당신 just did. 당신 left me alone for awhile because I havn't heard from 당신 의해 two days and 75%. Well, I know I am SG (Song Girl) and I know 당신 are just trying to kill me for leaving. I will listen to the noises and not the voices. No 더 많이 screaming but 더 많이 of my tones. 더 많이 of me and less of Melody the voice. Sure, I created LA (The Lonely Angel) but I believe. I want others to believe in LA because she killed herself. She ended up killing her friend after going on a dangerous journey. Her friend died from one of you. The vioces. I may seem crazy but I will get help. No matter how much I don't want to, I still will have too.

I created a song about 당신 Melody. I picture as the perfect girl of me,but no one is perfect. For someone like you- I could see 당신 as if 당신 died and is haunting me. 당신 have a busted lip now, bloody eyes, cuts and bruises on you, and I feel so sorry for you... Your face seems like it just continuesly cried forever..I want to help but I don't know how.


For about seven years I am afriad of mirrors. I look in the mirror to see a killer. A face I can't and don't want to claim. I now think I'm ugly. I am even called ugly and other names too. I can't hide my mistakes and I have to run for my life. I want to get out alive. How? I gotta run for it.

My life time 의해 years of age- terrible..

not born yet- Daddy, stop killing me and my twin

born-why did my twin give its self to me, it was 더 많이 beautiful and healthier

1 year- this sucks. I;m so small...

2 years- who am I? Mommy, who's daddy?

3 years- I'm sick mommy, keep me away from daddy.

4 years- giggles. I was dropped on my head...

5 years- dad hurted me mommy...he hurt me,mommy where are you? Can I die now?

6 years- Mom, come home! You'll never come back will you?

7 years- Oh God, the mirror wants to kill me. Don't 당신 see that face too?

8 years- who am I anymore?

9 years- Mom, dad wants to kill you. I've been listening...

10 years- dad tried. He burned our house... so why was I so calm?

11 years- This place is strange...from the streets to this woman's house, get me the HELL OUT.

12- This rent house is OK. I found two 프렌즈 and no one can steal them. My arms hurts and my stomach is poisned but I'll be OK.

13- I'm SG. Back off Melody. 당신 nearly just took my life. it started at 7 when I saw 당신 again. I am the killer to myself as I hold 당신 inside. Back off and let me live my life...


-----------------------------------I was left all alone. I have run away 3 times and cut myself about 38 times. i use to count with Melody,and now its my turn for her to hear me out...


Sneak Peak of the lryics:

I've gotta unfold this riddle in my heart, unlock this misspoke and deadlock mind.
Today is for this new generation of me for my happy ending, I've gotta run for my life if I wanna get out.
(Oh,oh,) So far this melody in my head is killing me and my body won't forsaken with one last beat.


Are 당신 ready?
OK.
Who's got the upper beat?
You.

AOWY.

Stop yourself from falling in a person's hands because they're bond to steal it away. Keep if from your evil bullying spirit and fight it with your faith. Break it down to the happy true inner side of you.


Fight For Life (FFL),
SG