Dear Self

What if 당신 don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last 일 on this earth?
What if that two 분 conversation 당신 had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time 당신 ever spoke to her?
What if 당신 never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile 또는 talk to him ever again?
What if 당신 later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would 당신 be proud of the life 당신 have lived?
Will 당신 regret something that 당신 did 또는 did not say?
Would 당신 be proud of how people would remember you?
Would 당신 regret not taking 더 많이 chances, 또는 not telling him what 당신 really feel for him?


I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My 심장 racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..