Dear Self
What if 당신 don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last 일 on this earth?
What if that two 분 conversation 당신 had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time 당신 ever spoke to her?
What if 당신 never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile 또는 talk to him ever again?
What if 당신 later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would 당신 be proud of the life 당신 have lived?
Will 당신 regret something that 당신 did 또는 did not say?
Would 당신 be proud of how people would remember you?
Would 당신 regret not taking 더 많이 chances, 또는 not telling him what 당신 really feel for him?
I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My 심장 racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
What if 당신 don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last 일 on this earth?
What if that two 분 conversation 당신 had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time 당신 ever spoke to her?
What if 당신 never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile 또는 talk to him ever again?
What if 당신 later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would 당신 be proud of the life 당신 have lived?
Will 당신 regret something that 당신 did 또는 did not say?
Would 당신 be proud of how people would remember you?
Would 당신 regret not taking 더 많이 chances, 또는 not telling him what 당신 really feel for him?
I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My 심장 racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
My strange eccentricities
and weird idiosyncrasies
Leave others bewildered
and cause me to ponder
Am I really strange..?
또는 it’s the others, I wonder...
My values seem outdated
And my ethics, underrated
Honesty and loyalty
Are they obsolete?
True 사랑 is so rare
Am I enclosed 의해 conceit..?
My love, it’s no-holds-barred
My feelings, they die-hard
Waiting and anticipating
Like I face life’s checkmate
Sometimes I feel beset
Can I influence my fate..?
My thoughts are bizarre
Seem unrealistic and far
But I know they’re not
meant for the blinkered
To grasp their true worth
Doubts have to be conquered...
and weird idiosyncrasies
Leave others bewildered
and cause me to ponder
Am I really strange..?
또는 it’s the others, I wonder...
My values seem outdated
And my ethics, underrated
Honesty and loyalty
Are they obsolete?
True 사랑 is so rare
Am I enclosed 의해 conceit..?
My love, it’s no-holds-barred
My feelings, they die-hard
Waiting and anticipating
Like I face life’s checkmate
Sometimes I feel beset
Can I influence my fate..?
My thoughts are bizarre
Seem unrealistic and far
But I know they’re not
meant for the blinkered
To grasp their true worth
Doubts have to be conquered...
In the hustle and bustle of the day
Surrounded 의해 folks and friends
I feel lost, lonely and astray..
Drifting off 또는 awaking,
in dreams and reality
My heart’s always aching
and my soul’s always praying
for you…
Suppressing my urges
to talk to you
curbing my craving
to hear you
ignoring my thirst
to meet you
restraining my longing
to be with you
stifling my desire
to touch you
I feel fervent and helpless,
desperate and hopeless
For I expect and demand,
hope and anticipate...
Then all of a sudden I seek nothing
Bereft of hopes, wishes 또는 desires
Left with only a soul that aspires
…for your happiness
Then I experience a holy calm
Peace descends on me
like a soft, soothing balm
and a knowing arises
…that we’re never apart
because 당신 live
forever in my heart...
Surrounded 의해 folks and friends
I feel lost, lonely and astray..
Drifting off 또는 awaking,
in dreams and reality
My heart’s always aching
and my soul’s always praying
for you…
Suppressing my urges
to talk to you
curbing my craving
to hear you
ignoring my thirst
to meet you
restraining my longing
to be with you
stifling my desire
to touch you
I feel fervent and helpless,
desperate and hopeless
For I expect and demand,
hope and anticipate...
Then all of a sudden I seek nothing
Bereft of hopes, wishes 또는 desires
Left with only a soul that aspires
…for your happiness
Then I experience a holy calm
Peace descends on me
like a soft, soothing balm
and a knowing arises
…that we’re never apart
because 당신 live
forever in my heart...
Praying with 당신 is
like walking
on the morning grass
with the fickle dewdrops
tickling our bare feet
while our souls meet
and smile to greet
each other...
Praying with 당신 is
like drifting
on wispy, white clouds
on a sunny day, as we play
like little kids
a little fine, a little fey
And as our game starts
our 사랑 engulfs our hearts...
Praying with 당신 is
Like dreaming
a magnificent dream
where we scream
in ecstasy
as a 무지개, 레인 보우 wraps
당신 and me
in vibrant colours of glee...
Praying with 당신 is
Like weaving
a fairy story
that we fill with
God’s goodness and glory
Each memory we create
is a tale of our sweet love
so memorable, so great...
like walking
on the morning grass
with the fickle dewdrops
tickling our bare feet
while our souls meet
and smile to greet
each other...
Praying with 당신 is
like drifting
on wispy, white clouds
on a sunny day, as we play
like little kids
a little fine, a little fey
And as our game starts
our 사랑 engulfs our hearts...
Praying with 당신 is
Like dreaming
a magnificent dream
where we scream
in ecstasy
as a 무지개, 레인 보우 wraps
당신 and me
in vibrant colours of glee...
Praying with 당신 is
Like weaving
a fairy story
that we fill with
God’s goodness and glory
Each memory we create
is a tale of our sweet love
so memorable, so great...