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My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I 사랑 him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I 사랑 동물 but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over 의해 a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the 일 after my birthday...all I wanted that 년 for my birthday was to she her again.I have had ten 물고기 what can I say there not a real pet but I guess I'm the 물고기 killer! Now let me tell 당신 a little 더 많이 about me...

Love- I 사랑 my 프렌즈 here on 팬팝
Alli I hope 당신 never stop wrighting and believing in yourself 당신 are Beautiful brown hair in all! 당신 great soul and I hope that boy 또는 your 프렌즈 don't break it...P.S 당신 tell them that I said that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and 심장 break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one 일 당신 will see the light behind the darkness

Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is 의해 parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter 또는 how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...

I Heard Every Word...

Now think about that before 당신 talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.

Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. 사랑 the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I 사랑 how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.

My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes 당신 stronger...

I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many 더 많이 great ideas with my 프렌즈 here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...

This poem means a lot to me so I hope 당신 like it

A Dancers Dream Ruined

I slip on my shoes
and 레이스 them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.

I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.

And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.

I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.

But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.

I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.

Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I 로스트 control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.

I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
의해 not seeing what was happening to me.

At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.

Fierce & 사랑

Malmcd 또는 Mallory McDonald
posted by anniewannie
_______________HEAVEN AND HELL_______________

I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like 늑대 howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called 프렌즈 at school don’t care about 당신 anymore!” “Don’t 당신 want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are 당신 waiting for?” I try not to listen 의해 covering my ears 또는 hiding under my blanket to keep those voices...
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posted by malmcd
159 Brixton, England


    The third bang and cry made Viva's 심장 stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another...
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posted by malmcd
Dark writing....

Dark shadows sneak under the door
As I keep 글쓰기 these dark lyrics more
Of a nature that's not evil 또는 unkind
Rather of disturbing thoughts in my mind.

They say for everything bad it's found
Something good it has to come around
The weather wouldn't be pleasant if wasn't for the rain
These feelings wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the pain.

I'm doing a storm in a cup of water to prepare
Meanwhile around people don't even care
I pray for my life to not end before these stanzas
But mindlessly I write and write looking for the answers.

My cold dark poems are everywhere
Floating around in the...
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The 로스트 Roleplay ^^

*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing 당신 might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have 당신 ever been told how long 당신 have to live? It hurts. And it makes 당신 think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until...
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Previously:
Such maddness was inthe cell I was thrown into. It was s much, it made me tremble in fear. My head throbed on how much I was thinking. So much in fact, I passed out..but the sounds were still in my head. Everything was still going on even when I woke up.
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The voices were still aching within my head..but for some reason...even loudler. It was a good thing that the guards came to get me just before I went mad...I was begining to lose myself. The 분 the light shined upon my face, the voices ceased...and I felt a heavy...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Prolauge:
I am a man who has been eteranly damned to walk this earth. I have been sent to 검색 for redemtion for my many crimes against society. They have deprived me of my right to live..or at least tried to. My name is Pixius..and this is my story. (Pixius means "Put to flight")

Day 1:
This happened so suddenly. They captured me 의해 surprise. I did'nt even have time to breath. All I was doing is walking around, minding my own business...well,thinking of my 다음 crime to comite. I was almost thinking about something peaceful..almost. Little did I know that the royal gurad was lurking in the...
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posted by allicyn123
Okay so 당신 all know my new characters Donni, Alec, Zach, Ryan, 콩 and Darka but what 당신 don't know is there personalities, 또는 there pasts...... So I'm gonna tell 당신 them! of course all of them are too big to fit in one article. so i'll tell 당신 the little peeks and what i'm gonna call there articles!

Alec and Zachariah: Alec and Zach are twin brothers, there lives? perfect. They begin training to be riders like there parents when one 일 they never return. Alec and Zach venture to the forest where there parents had said to be going only to find a horroble sight, that will change there lives...
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added by SongGirl50701
posted by malmcd
They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for 당신 to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...


One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...
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posted by Beyal8
Shadowing Eternity...

A special place for 당신 and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our 사랑 lighting the way..

Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..

Our passion flowing in the waves,
My 심장 stands still.
Awaiting your pace..

Your 사랑 is my destiny,
your 심장 is like the soul of God..

Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your 심장 and in your dreams...

-Beyal
posted by SongGirl50701
 13 년 old me..
13 year old me..
Dear 프렌즈 and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own 프렌즈 told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being 프렌즈 when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, 당신 came back at the time I wanted to die. 당신 wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck 당신 Melody."

I can see 당신 now,...
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posted by Giz_4ever
Sandi:

Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...

Gizbin:

SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.


Killerpose:

People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
posted by BooBooBear981
Chapter 1
“Are 당신 absolutely sure 당신 can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little 앤젤 grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single 초 I was in danger. In our county no one is 안전한, 안전 from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...
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I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye 또는 G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~

- 의해 Ellen Love: Poem Girl
posted by malmcd
Wrath

I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes 당신 feel angry,
And may lead 당신 to do wrongful things.

I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to 당신 until
당신 realise what just happened.

I am a curse,
For I blind 당신 from the truth,
And make 당신 unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.

I am a curse,
And 당신 do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
당신 hurting other people,
Even though 당신 don't intentionally do it,
또는 even if 당신 are blinded 의해 the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain 당신 inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.

Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may show up in your fiery head.
posted by malmcd
I am one of the deadly sins,
Something that will make death come to you
If 당신 should feel me at all.
I am one of your emotions
Something 당신 might not be able to control,
Something that will make 당신 mad
If I were to make 당신 feel it.

I am that feeling of desire,
Which 당신 feel most of all,
That comes with lust,
Comes with materialism,
Comes with things 당신 cannot explain.
I am the thing 당신 will regret,
If 당신 should
Ever
Get
Your
Way.

I am what 당신 call jealousy,
That thing that makes the green-eyed monster,
Or one of them, anyway.
I make 당신 jealous,
For I make 당신 want your best friend's girlfriend,
Make you...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster 집
Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home
Vertonica Bond -Info
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Vertonica Bond: Vertonica is the girl who is haunted. When all this time she's been so hollow inside she's been watching her haunting. She won't let a man hold her down. She sees him watching her and pulling her down. Watching her,wanting her,and holding her down. Saving her and rapping her. That's right,she's a victim of the Londas. She feels,hears,and sees them no matter what. She doesn't want another man holding her down.

When little,Vertonica was living with her father. Her mother died...
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Previously:
I entered the room court room with the kind himself. As always, the king had the kind of look that had told me "Get the hell out of my face". He told me that for all of the rimes I have commited, I would walk the earth until the gods see fit to end my punishment. The last I saw of that filthy 성 쥐 is when he told me to go to the dungeon.

I was thrown into the cell as if I were to be just a mere toy. They were'nt satisfied with just me being punished though....they slammed me, threw me and beat me until I was unconsious. I woke up in pitch black. This is the kind of dark that...
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posted by malmcd
~This song has part's from....

Almost Lover 의해 A Fine Frenzy

Forever and Always 의해 Parachute~




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I wanted your 사랑 with all my 심장 I had left
But I had to keep promise that I made
So....

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't 당신 just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost 연인들 always do

But I craved your sweet smile
And your promise filled...
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When I blink my eyes open, I'm curled in the 만, 베이 window, Anneri Sleeping on my chest. When I wake she stirs and blinks her eyes. "Darka! Finally your awake, it's already noon!" Noo, mom will be gone to work for a pocket of change and Dad'll be out drinking it away. Anneri climbs over me and I sit up warily. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a deck of cards. I laugh softly, Anneri was a wiz at cards mostly, poker. She smiles and opens the deck pulling out a peice of paperwork it and unfolds it. "Well Darka 당신 better get playing cuz after yesterday's terrible failure it's Anneri 35 and...
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