I have 9 beautiful 고양이 that have rehomed as no one else would have they are my best 프렌즈 they are all neutered and are indoor 고양이 are very happy my family say I am a bit potty for having them but there well looked after.

I admire 당신 for your 사랑 & compassion! Just this week I adopted 2 고양이 only HOURS before they were going to be killed at the NYC ACC. 당신 are dong fine - don't let anyone tell 당신 differently!
If 당신 need 조언 there are HUGE animal rescue groups on Facebook. If 당신 are on FB, start friending people & 당신 can ask 조언 there. I bet someone can help!

당신 are a caring and responsible pet owner, should be 더 많이 like you. I 사랑 my 고양이 too - they r part of the family.