Hi :) I'm Alana aka Lana I'm a funny sweet nice laugh some say rated r hahah fun person I'm not mean nice to who's nice to me I'm 14 I'm in 8th grade I live n Philly really from new Jersey yup well when I first moved to Philly I was sad cuz I would never see eb I luv again
But to tell u the real me I hide pain behind mi smile n laugh I'm really sad :(
I never told anyone this but.........I have been bullyed since 초 grade up to now think how long that is just think about going to school all happy but come bak crying
Sometimes I cry mi self to sleep
I been called names,had things thrown at me, 3 people almost jumped me n mi "ex-bff" just watched n said if I stand up for mi self she would of 2 smh wat a friend
Even mi own best 프렌즈 talk about me I just act like I don't see r hear it cuz I don't want to be alone
I'm human ok I'm not perfect but I try
I though about cutting mi self I even did I couple of times
I though about killing mi self
mi own best friend laughed when this boy said hurtful things to me real nice -___- but one of mi 프렌즈 did say something to him thanks for that =)
I never told mi 프렌즈 r anyone in to now mi mom found out cuz she read a book I wrote mi feelings in
I have had mi WHOLE CLASS turn on me
I sat at lunch bye mi self I cryed in the girls bathroom n mi 프렌즈 walked in there n said something about me n walked out
I act like I'm strong but I'm really weak as mi tears run down mi face ik that I will not take it no 더 많이 I'm tired of being called names I don't deserve it I have been called ugly fat fake 괭이 whore fish(this hurts the most) mi best 프렌즈 don't. Want to talk to me something this boy said the whole class said something about me n I'm the only one who didn't say it it hurt me to know people I luv said it to =( I when I look at mi self I don't feel pretty sometimes I feel like I'm a loser but mi bff now he ex bf n his friend yell to herem she can do better then have a friend like me n it makes me think maybe she does not want to be mi friend so she doesnt get talked about but now I'm done with it I'm not going through this anymore
Ik u nay think no one cares r even like u but there really is if u need to talk come n talk to me cuz if no one is there.....IM HERE N WILL ALWAYS BE N REMEMBER U R BEAUTIFUL N NEVER LET PEOPLE BRING U DOWN BE STRONG if u don't think u can talk to someone Cuz someone will listen to u
의해 alana
But to tell u the real me I hide pain behind mi smile n laugh I'm really sad :(
I never told anyone this but.........I have been bullyed since 초 grade up to now think how long that is just think about going to school all happy but come bak crying
Sometimes I cry mi self to sleep
I been called names,had things thrown at me, 3 people almost jumped me n mi "ex-bff" just watched n said if I stand up for mi self she would of 2 smh wat a friend
Even mi own best 프렌즈 talk about me I just act like I don't see r hear it cuz I don't want to be alone
I'm human ok I'm not perfect but I try
I though about cutting mi self I even did I couple of times
I though about killing mi self
mi own best friend laughed when this boy said hurtful things to me real nice -___- but one of mi 프렌즈 did say something to him thanks for that =)
I never told mi 프렌즈 r anyone in to now mi mom found out cuz she read a book I wrote mi feelings in
I have had mi WHOLE CLASS turn on me
I sat at lunch bye mi self I cryed in the girls bathroom n mi 프렌즈 walked in there n said something about me n walked out
I act like I'm strong but I'm really weak as mi tears run down mi face ik that I will not take it no 더 많이 I'm tired of being called names I don't deserve it I have been called ugly fat fake 괭이 whore fish(this hurts the most) mi best 프렌즈 don't. Want to talk to me something this boy said the whole class said something about me n I'm the only one who didn't say it it hurt me to know people I luv said it to =( I when I look at mi self I don't feel pretty sometimes I feel like I'm a loser but mi bff now he ex bf n his friend yell to herem she can do better then have a friend like me n it makes me think maybe she does not want to be mi friend so she doesnt get talked about but now I'm done with it I'm not going through this anymore
Ik u nay think no one cares r even like u but there really is if u need to talk come n talk to me cuz if no one is there.....IM HERE N WILL ALWAYS BE N REMEMBER U R BEAUTIFUL N NEVER LET PEOPLE BRING U DOWN BE STRONG if u don't think u can talk to someone Cuz someone will listen to u
의해 alana
